Lucy Furr, real name Malin Kolbrink is a DnB/Crossbreed producer from the N… Read Full Bio ↴Lucy Furr, real name Malin Kolbrink is a DnB/Crossbreed producer from the Netherlands. She has mostly been producing tracks under her real name, but also Miss Hysteria and Adamant Scream for hardcore releases. Working together with Lunatic they have been on major album release in the hardcore scene. Solo productions have been virtually nonexistent but for one release, called Interstellar.

Desolation
Lucy Furr Lyrics

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Days feel like years, it's the reason for my aging
And there's no escape in here
Sitting on the floor, surrounded by ashes and empty glasses

I wonder: how low will i go? Why should i smile? How long is this fuckin' life?
Shall i close my eyes or keep them opened?
There's no point in asking these questions, i should just act and do something to start the change
There's no point in asking these questions, i should just act... to start the change

how low will i go? It's my only question, I'm craven and i just keep wondering:
how low will i go? I'm a coward and i just still standing

Years fell like days, it's the reason for my stillness
I've built stuff with no projects
Sitting on the floor, surrounded by ashes and empty glasses

how low will i go? It's my only question, I'm craven and i just keep wondering:
how low will i go? I'm a coward and i just still standing
how low will i go? It's my only question, I'm craven and i just keep wondering:
how low will i go? I'm a coward and i just still standing

Caught between two forces, the only thing i see is desolation
Neither up nor down, the pressure halts me there

And there's no space for thinking
Except for just one question: how low will i go?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Lucy Furr's song Desolation express a sense of hopelessness and stagnation. The singer feels trapped and unable to escape their current situation. The passage of time is described as slow and painful, with days feeling like years and years feeling like days. They are surrounded by reminders of their failures, symbolized by the ashes and empty glasses. The constant question the singer asks themselves is how low they will go - how far into despair and cowardice will they sink before they take action and start to make a change.

The phrase "caught between two forces" implies a feeling of being pulled in different directions, unable to move forward. The pressure of this situation halts the singer and does not allow for productive thinking. They feel stuck and can only focus on the question of how low they can go. The repeated line "I'm a coward and I just still standing" emphasizes the feeling of being stuck and immobile, unable to take action or make a change.

Line by Line Meaning

Days feel like years, it's the reason for my aging
Time passes too slowly, making me feel older than I am

And there's no escape in here
I feel trapped and powerless in my current situation

Sitting on the floor, surrounded by ashes and empty glasses
I feel hopeless and alone in the midst of my failures and mistakes

I wonder: how low will i go? Why should i smile? How long is this fuckin' life?
I question my ability to recover from my current state of despair and find happiness in life

Shall i close my eyes or keep them opened?
I struggle with whether to face my problems head-on or ignore them completely

There's no point in asking these questions, i should just act and do something to start the change
Instead of dwelling on my problems, I need to take action towards making a positive change in my life

how low will i go? It's my only question, I'm craven and i just keep wondering:
I am consumed by a fear of failure and I can't help but wonder how much worse things could get

Years fell like days, it's the reason for my stillness
Time seems to be passing by too quickly, causing me to feel stuck and stagnant

I've built stuff with no projects
I have accomplished things in the past, but I have no clear goals for my future

Caught between two forces, the only thing i see is desolation
I feel torn between conflicting emotions or circumstances, and it only leads me to a place of despair

Neither up nor down, the pressure halts me there
I am stuck in a state of limbo, unable to move forward or make progress

And there's no space for thinking
I feel overwhelmed and consumed by my problems, leaving no room for clear decision making or problem solving

Except for just one question: how low will i go?
My fear of failure persists, and it becomes my only thought in the midst of my hopelessness

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