A Fine Evening For A Rogue
Lydia Lyrics


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It started quite young
Yeah, I learned how to
To stay quiet, just stay quiet
Always stay cursed with disease
I have to be perfect
But you're no better than me, no.

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause it's no better for me
I still cannot believe

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, well, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause I never saw you leave this lately

Well I wasn't sure that I would be staying
So let's stay quiet, yeah, let's stay quiet
We can lay alive in this bed
Alive for the evening

And you're no better
It's never gone,
No I can't be so safe

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause it's no better for me
I still cannot believe

Don't you ever get lonely?




Yeah, well, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause I never saw you leave this lately

Overall Meaning

The first stanza of Lydia's song "A fine evening for a rogue" points towards what Lydia learned at a young age- that is to keep quiet despite the curse of disease. The second line indicates Lydia's tendency to stay silent and not speak her mind, and the third and fourth line reveal her desire to be perfect. The tone is negative, and Lydia seems to be struggling with her insecurities, which makes her think that she is not any better than others.


The second stanza consists of a question that Lydia asks, whether or not one ever feels lonely. The line repeats twice, indicating her frustration and perhaps loneliness. The next few lines talk about how it's not any better for her either, and she still can't believe it. The last line implies that she never saw the person she is talking to leave, suggesting that she is alone, and the other person may have left a long time ago.


The third and last stanza, however, shifts the tone of the song towards acceptance. Here, Lydia accepts the fact that she was uncertain about staying or leaving. She asks to stay quiet and alive for the evening, indicating that she is making the most of the moment. Lydia also acknowledges that she can never be safe but also affirms that the other person is no better than her.


Line by Line Meaning

It started quite young
From a young age, I learned to keep quiet and stay cursed with disease.


Yeah, I learned how to
I learned how to stay quiet and be perfect.


To stay quiet, just stay quiet
I was taught to always be quiet and not speak up.


Always stay cursed with disease
I felt like I had to be perfect and was constantly plagued with negative thoughts.


I have to be perfect
I constantly feel like I have to be perfect and can never make mistakes.


But you're no better than me, no.
I realize that you are not any better than I am.


Don't you ever get lonely?
Do you ever feel lonely or isolated?


Cause it's no better for me
I feel the same way, it's not any better for me either.


I still cannot believe
I am still having a hard time accepting this.


Yeah, well, don't you ever get lonely?
Do you ever feel alone and empty inside?


Cause I never saw you leave this lately
I never saw you leaving this state of mind recently.


Well I wasn't sure that I would be staying
I was uncertain as to whether or not I would stay.


So let's stay quiet, yeah, let's stay quiet
Let's just stay quiet and not say anything.


We can lay alive in this bed
We can be alive and present in this moment.


Alive for the evening
We can enjoy this time together while it lasts.


And you're no better
You are not any better than I am.


It's never gone
These thoughts and feelings never go away completely.


No I can't be so safe
I cannot always play it safe and must take risks sometimes.




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Jonathan Magana

It started quite young
Yeah, I learned how to, to,
To stay quiet, just stay quiet, always stay
We're cursed with disease
I have to be perfect
And you're not better than me, no.

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause it's no better for me
I still cannot breathe

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, well, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause I never saw you leave this lately

Well I wasn't sure that I would be staying
So let's stay quiet, yeah, let's stay quiet
Then we can live
Alive in this bed
Alive for the evening
And you're no better
It's never gone, no,
I could be so safe

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause it's no better for me
I still cannot breathe

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, well, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause I never saw you leave this lately



All comments from YouTube:

xJuturna

This is honeslty the best album of the last 20 years, i promise im not drunk

poke_my_starfish

Other than Juturna ;)

J Lansdale

Agreed.

Cameron Phillips

As a drunk man, I believe you. And I agree. I love this album so much.

Shadow senpai

Nah their album "This December" is better it's like this one but more vile and depressing which made me fall in love with them but this is definitely their second best

Brandee R.

i remember first finding this in 2011 my fifth grade year, i’ve always been a melancholy girl and this fueled my teen angst. still love it till this day

Dixie

Lydia means so much to me, specially illuminate. 

Tom Guerrero

+Dixie Flores Me too.. reminds me of my wife so much. She's so beautiful and emo lol <3

Danielle Engstrom

Every single song of Lydia's is a good song. They never fail at impressing me. Every song is so beautiful.

Jonathan Magana

It started quite young
Yeah, I learned how to, to,
To stay quiet, just stay quiet, always stay
We're cursed with disease
I have to be perfect
And you're not better than me, no.

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause it's no better for me
I still cannot breathe

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, well, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause I never saw you leave this lately

Well I wasn't sure that I would be staying
So let's stay quiet, yeah, let's stay quiet
Then we can live
Alive in this bed
Alive for the evening
And you're no better
It's never gone, no,
I could be so safe

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause it's no better for me
I still cannot breathe

Don't you ever get lonely?
Yeah, well, don't you ever get lonely?
'Cause I never saw you leave this lately

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