Amnesia
M-1 Alternative Lyrics

When you get uh little money they got they hand out
As soon as you start to gain some money, people suddenly become interested in helping you out.

I was broke hungry and pour never had a handout
I have always been poor and never had anyone help me out financially.

Face look suspicious now they telling me pull my hands
People are starting to view me with suspicion and are telling me to keep my hands visible.

Out always realized that my tables would one day turn
I always knew that my luck would change someday.

Now I'm the man now god bless me way too much I'm uh
Now that I have finally made it, I feel incredibly grateful for all the blessings that have come my way.

Let this bad shit just get planned out lost my first love to
I know that bad things happen in life, but I am trying to focus on making a plan to move forward. I lost my first love due to my own mistakes.

My bullshit I 'ma better man now feel it's all too late she
I have grown as a person since my past mistakes, but it seems too late to win back my first love.

Probably got a better man now if it's real we gone shake
She likely has moved on and found someone better, but if there is still a chance for us, we will work it out.

Back put dirt in the past and just be friends now always
I want to bury the past and move on, even if it means just being friends now.

Think about my daddy train I'm doing the best I can now
I often think about the lessons my father taught me, and I am trying my best to live up to them.

Pour one roll one for my soldiers heart locked
I am raising a glass and rolling a joint in honor of my fellow soldiers who have passed away.

And I don't think it can be opened
My heart feels closed off and I am not sure if anyone can truly reach me.

Fake dapps and phone call now I'm blowing
People are trying to deceive me with fake apps and phone calls, and it is making me angry.

Bad case of amnesia I know no one
I am feeling so betrayed and disillusioned that I no longer trust anyone around me.

Everybody here want handouts I just wanna feel loved
Everyone seems to be looking for a handout, but all I really want is to feel loved.

Either killing or we robbing most addicted to drugs
Many people in my community are turning to violence or crime to support their drug addiction.

I earned my stripes fell in love with violence
I have gained respect in my community through acts of violence, which is not something I am proud of.

I'm by myself guess that's why I'm silent
I am often alone and quiet because it is safer and easier than trying to connect with others.

Used to lurk on niggas hood now I'm posted on the block
I used to hang around on street corners, but now I am standing my ground and asserting my presence on the block.

Teach them protect themselves don't be out here being hot
I want to show others how to protect themselves and stay out of trouble on the streets.

For them young niggas ill give them the world give them lil
I want to help and mentor the younger generation, even if it means sacrificing my own resources and energy.

Niggas all I got for lil papp i'm still gone spin the shit they pulled
I am still loyal to my friend lil Papp, even though he caused some trouble in the past.

Was hot on niggas head just like a brainstorm some shit you cant
I was putting pressure on some people to help out, just like a brainstorm, and I don't think they will forget it.

Let slide I'm coming now what I'm gone wait for give you everything
I will not let any disrespect slide, and I will come for anyone who crosses me. I am willing to give everything I have to this fight.

That I got plus I got niggas in the graveyard they gone but not forgot
I am fighting for myself and the people who have died before me, they are gone but not forgotten.

They continue to tweet and yea they play hard lets see who come on top
Some people like to talk a big game on social media, but only time will tell who will come out on top in the end.