Bonus
M.C. OST Lyrics

7am and I've tryna sleep since 5
It's early in the morning and I've been struggling to fall asleep since 5 o'clock

Up thinking bout my future while others plot my demise
While others are scheming to harm me, I'm preoccupied with thoughts about my own future

I just wish i could see the world through someone else's eyes
I desire to have a different perspective on life, to understand how others perceive the world

Cause it was just the other day i contemplated suicide
Recently, I seriously considered taking my own life

Thinking who would really miss me if i disappeared
Wondering who would truly feel my absence if I were to vanish

If i up and left yo who would really care
If I suddenly departed, who would genuinely show concern

Nothing worst than feeling left all alone
There is no greater feeling of despair than being completely abandoned

Even when surrounded by people i put myself in that zone
Even in the presence of others, I isolate myself within my own mental space

Isolations a mind fuck
The act of isolating oneself has a detrimental effect on the mind

Leaves you to over think rather than make your mind up
It leads to excessive overthinking instead of making clear decisions

My mind that's my own worst enemy
My own mind is the biggest obstacle I face

It's put me in predicaments i surely weren't meant to be
My mind has caused me to end up in situations I definitely shouldn't have been in

And i don't speak on it cause i don't wanna sound weak
I choose not to talk about it because I fear being perceived as vulnerable or feeble

But id rather tell you all when i write to a beat
However, I find solace in expressing myself through writing lyrics to a musical rhythm

I don't wanna sound depressed but shit i guess i am
I don't want to admit that I'm feeling depressed, but the truth is, I am

Royce said it best check on your strong friends
As Royce mentioned, it's essential to regularly check up on your friends who appear strong and resilient

What's lays in the dark must come to the light
The secrets and hidden truths that reside in darkness will eventually be revealed

Even if it's something you really just wanna hold tight
Even if it's something you desperately want to keep hidden and not disclose

Let it out before it eats you from the inside
Release your burdens before they consume you internally

Your mind to important to be damaged by some petty lies
Your mind is too valuable to be harmed by insignificant falsehoods

Overthinking's a diease
Overthinking is a debilitating condition

That can bring the strongest of people straight down to their knees
It has the power to completely diminish even the most resilient individuals

And i feel to mine once but i heard my heart say
I once succumbed to it, but I heard my heart urging me

Get up bro we ain't going out the easy way
To persevere, my heart reminded me that we won't give up without a fight