Dark
M.K.Sol Lyrics

Wanna meet the devil? I revel in hell
I am not afraid to encounter evil, I enjoy being in the depths of darkness

Said to hell with it, fell even deeper, now im beneath it, levelin well
I have gone deeper into darkness and have become stronger in it

Hell, I'ma creep, disheveled n pale
I am a sinister and menacing individual, my appearance matches my personality

A head full of hail, metal n well
My mind is hardened and fortified against any resistance or influence, it is like metal

Why let em prevail? All of my demons when i am a demon, a rebel n yell!
I refuse to let my inner demons control me, I am a warrior and will fight against them

Fuck it, i grew up- sicker than me when i threw up
I had a troubled childhood and experienced things that made me physically and mentally ill

After mixin the liquor with xanny bars, uncanny
I have developed an unhealthy addiction to alcohol and drugs, it is strange and unnatural

Look at the MAN in me not understand me
People see me as a grown man, but they do not understand the pain and darkness within me

Far from anything you would consider a friend-ly neighborhood kid
I am not the kind of person you would want as a friend or neighbor, I am dangerous and unpredictable

What the Neighborhood did, was drive Me out with a my foot tied up to the back of my neighbors eclipse
The people in my neighborhood mistreated me and caused me great harm, they literally dragged me out of town

But lookit im back now- runnin my mouth like A marathon
Despite being exiled, I have returned stronger and more vocal than ever before

Cuz ever-y episode that i am havin is there on the air
Everything I do and all the pain I feel is broadcasted for the world to see

As i put on a show and i carry on- a rep- Smothered in crud
I continue to perform and act as if everything is okay, but I am covered in emotional filth and chaos

From drowning my step- mother in blood, a happily unhappy family
I have murdered my step-mother and have a dysfunctional and twisted family

Thud, shes still on the Floor like a shaggedy rug- used to be seen as a faggoty thug
My step-mother's body is still on the floor like a raggedy rug, I used to be seen as a weak and effeminate criminal

Used to be scene with raggedy mug, fucked up on Ambien
I used to have a rough and unkempt appearance, and would often abuse sleeping pills

N snapped back into reality randomly wuuuh
I have moments where I snap out of my dark and twisted thoughts and return to reality, but they are brief and erratic

Forget Jeanette, the sweat, the blood and the tears
I have killed my girlfriend, Jeanette, and erased all memories of our intimate moments and struggles

The debt, in need of a vet, this animal that im becomin is dark n Its violent- dark minded
I am becoming a malicious and dangerous creature, with violent and malevolent thoughts

I'm crazy and i can't hide it Wheres my mind i can't find it Maybe I'm trapped inside it I'm dark, dark, dark minded
I am insane and cannot control my thoughts and actions, my state of mind is lost and trapped in darkness

I want you fuckers to die before you guys start to defy I'll rip your lugs out and throw it into the sky It's to late to be sorry you can't cry After what you did to me now your missing an eye
I wish harm upon those who oppose me, I will brutally attack them and make them suffer the consequences of their actions, they will regret ever crossing me

You think you were an angel I rip your wings off so you can't fly I don't need the white to be high
I will destroy anyone who believes they have the moral high ground, I do not need pure or positive influences to fuel my darkness and addiction

These voices in my head don't stop but never lie It's weird i tried to pry them out but they're coming from inside
I have constant and intrusive voices in my head that fuel my madness, they cannot be ignored or removed because they originate from within me

My cheating girlfriend's blood is on the wall I ripped her out so I can see the crimson waterfall I always wondered why she never return my call That slut was having a fucking little ball After that I made that fucking bitch crawl I love the blood in that brawl
I have murdered my girlfriend because she cheated on me, I enjoy the sight of her blood and feel a twisted sense of pleasure and revenge from killing her

Jake is the best influence oops I forgot these fuckers brain are small We got magic but not ones with fucking doll We got the one that makes your head a football While me and Jake are drunk from the alcohol
My friend Jake is a positive influence, but I forget that most people are not as intelligent and cannot understand our special brand of drug-induced magic. We have a powerful drug that can make one's head feel like a football, and we often abuse it while drinking alcohol

I forgot my head goes into dark pain Could be the voices in my replacing my brain I mean i cut my wrist so much they're no vein I like the color red when it comes out of you like it's rain
I often experience periods of intense mental and physical agony, which may be caused by the voices in my mind. I have self-harmed so much that there are no more veins left in my wrist. I enjoy the sight of blood and feel euphoric when seeing it