Illusion
M.Y. Project Lyrics

It's getting harder to sleep
Finding it increasingly difficult to find peace and rest

When I can't agree with myself
Struggling to find internal harmony and agreement

Holding on to these feelings
Clutching onto emotions, refusing to let go

Leaving behind an empty shell
Abandoning a hollow and vacant existence

Submerged in water
Immersed in a state of overwhelming emotions

I find myself
Discovering my true identity and state of being

Falling further, and I'm losing sight
Descending deeper into despair, losing clarity of vision

The cold feels familiar
The feeling of emptiness and numbness is known and expected

As the warmth from the light fades away
The comfort and positivity that once existed are diminishing

Inside
Within oneself

Sick of second guessing myself
Exhausted from constantly doubting my own decisions

Drowning in my own self-doubt
Overwhelmed by a lack of confidence and self-belief

Shrouded in apprehension
Enveloped in fear and hesitation

Leaves my mind numb
Causes a state of mental numbness and paralysis

Believing my own illusions
Putting faith in false perceptions and delusions

I, I cant help but feel empty inside
I cannot escape the persistent feeling of emptiness within

I can't help but feel all alone
Constantly experiencing a sense of loneliness and isolation

Slowly losing my sanity
Gradually losing touch with rationality and mental stability

Descending into eternity
Falling into an endless abyss of despair

Tides pulled me away from the place
Forces beyond my control have taken me far from where I once felt secure

Where I felt safe
The place where I experienced a sense of safety and comfort

Engulfed by the dark
Consumed and overwhelmed by darkness and negativity

Flowing through this ocean
Navigating through a vast expanse of emotions and uncertainty

Of my own uncertainty
The uncertainty within myself that surrounds me

Trying to find my purpose
Seeking to discover the meaning and direction in my life

I just want to leave this place
Desiring to escape from the current situation or state of being

I just want to leave
Simply longing to depart from the present circumstances

Sick of second guessing myself
Weary of continuously doubting my own choices

Drowning in my own self-doubt
Overwhelmed by self-doubt to the point of suffocation

Shrouded in apprehension
Covered and enveloped by anxiety and uncertainty

Leaves my mind numb
Causes my thoughts to become numbed and unresponsive

Believing my own illusions
Placing trust in my own deceptive perceptions and beliefs

I just want to leave this place
I simply desire to escape from this current environment or situation