No More
MAX Lyrics

He gets a notification
He receives a notification on his phone

Some chick is liking his pictures
A girl is showing interest in him by liking his pictures

And now it got his heart racing
This action made him feel excited and nervous

He wants to send her a message, but-
He desires to initiate a conversation with her, but he hesitates

He ain't smooth like that
He doesn't have the confidence or skills to make a smooth move

So he gon click up on her page and like her shit right back
Instead, he decides to visit her social media profile and like her posts in return

And it works
This action leads to their interaction

They get to talking, she scoops him, goes to a park
They engage in conversation, she invites him, and they go to a park together

And they walk around til it's dark
They spend time together, walking until it becomes dark outside

They're just opening up their hearts
Both of them start sharing their feelings and emotions with each other

Because they're both so deeply scarred
Their past experiences have left them emotionally wounded

Two lost kids in search of love
They are two individuals who are lost and seeking love

In fear of being alone
They both have a fear of being left alone

Everybody does them wrong
They feel like they have been mistreated by everyone they interact with

Seems there ain't no love at home
They believe that they lack love and support in their respective homes

They both been through some shit
Both of them have experienced difficult and challenging situations

He's looking at her thinking, 'Damn, this ain't no basic bitch'
He admires her and realizes that she is a unique and extraordinary person

And it was then, at that moment, his demons went to bed
At that exact moment, his inner struggles and negative thoughts subsided

He knew that soon they would surely awake, he shoulda said
He acknowledges that his demons will resurface, and he should have expressed his thoughts and concerns

Baby, I'm not the one you should adore
He wants to convey to her that he is not the right person for her to idolize or love

I've been thru so much shit, I don't think I could feel no more
He has faced numerous hardships that have made him numb and unable to experience emotions fully

And though I like you, I don't think that I could give you love
Even though he has feelings for her, he believes he cannot provide her with the love she deserves

I got too much on my mind, at times I can be fucked up
He has a lot of burdens and troubles occupying his thoughts, leading to times when he feels mentally unstable

Like I said in the first verse
Referring to the previous section of lyrics

Those demons came back and they pulled up with a new hearse
His inner demons have returned, bringing even more negativity and darkness into his life

Ate up his mind and said, 'You losing ya shine'
His negative thoughts consume his mind and tell him that he is losing his spark or positive qualities

'Boy, you ain't shit, Put the music aside.'
His inner critic belittles him, suggesting that he is worthless and should give up his passion for music

'Wonder how ya fam is, have you hit they line?'
His inner critic questions his relationships with his family, asking if he has reached out to them recently

'Don't listen to a word they say, that shit's all lies'
The negative inner voice advises him to disregard any positive or supportive words from others, claiming they are all lies

'Nobody even loves you, ya piece of shit'
His inner critic feeds him with self-loathing thoughts, making him believe that nobody cares for him and that he is worthless

'You ain't got nothing to ya name, ya bitch must think you a bitch'
His inner critic insults him, stating that he has no achievements or success, and even the girl he likes might see him as weak

Took a heavy toll on him
These negative thoughts and self-doubt greatly affected him emotionally

If she wasn't there, he would've fallen victim
If it weren't for the girl's presence and support, he might have succumbed to his negative thoughts

Alcoholism
He mentions his struggle with alcohol addiction

Emotionally vulnerable to his mind
He is emotionally fragile and easily influenced by his own thoughts

Bullied by himself and it's fucking up his life
He mentally torments himself, and this self-bullying is negatively impacting various aspects of his life

Letting his anger out on the only who cared
He directs his anger towards the person who genuinely cares about him

Talking ugly 'bout life 'cause he has to take the stairs
He expresses negative opinions about life because he believes he must face challenges and work hard to progress

To the top
He aspires to achieve success and reach the pinnacle of his goals

He sees it clear as day
He envisions his path to success clearly

But in the way
There are obstacles and hindrances preventing him from reaching his aspirations

Is a lot
There are many difficulties he must overcome

Of steps he has to take
He must go through a series of tasks and challenges to make progress

He cannot wait
He cannot delay or hesitate in his journey

So he jumped off
Metaphorically, he takes a leap of faith or takes a risk to move forward

Knew he hit the bottom when she told him, 'I don't know'
He feels immense disappointment and despair when the girl he cares about expresses uncertainty or confusion

I know she don't care no more
He realizes that she has stopped caring about him

I fucked around and I loved her til her heart was sore
He deeply cared for her to the point where it emotionally drained her

At first I thought that we could build each other up
Initially, he believed they could support and inspire each other to grow

Baby, trust me, I know that I fucked that up
He admits that he made mistakes and ruined the potential for a positive relationship

Baby, I'm not the one you should adore
He reiterates that he is not the suitable person for her to idolize or love

I've been through so much shit, I don't think I could feel no more
He has faced numerous hardships that have made him emotionally numb

And though I love you, I don't think that I can give you enough
Despite his love for her, he believes he cannot provide her with the level of affection and care she deserves

I know it doesn't make sense but like I said; I'm fucked up
He acknowledges that his current state and actions might not make logical sense, but it is a result of his mental struggles