Choose Life
MONASHEE Lyrics


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All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin
Every time I wake up it gets harder to breathe

Seems like it′s every day the same
No cure, no remedy for me
My heart, it feels like violence
No power to break the silence
As much my head denies the search for love
At least, at least I tried

It breeds in my veins

Have I realized, that this is not okay?
That I am not okay
And this painful kind of shame
All those nights I laid awake, crying for no reason
Have I realized that it breeds in my veins
It feels like my final goodbye (goodbye)
Please help me to complete me
When my hope is gone
You could be my savior

All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin
Every time I wake up it gets so much harder to breathe
All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin
Every time I wake up it gets so much harder to breathe

What if I choose death?
My problems may be solved
But I leave so much sadness
I have to choose life

I have to shine, to be bright
Let this black veil far behind
I know it will be killing me
But I have to try defeating it

I have to shine, to be bright
Let this black veil far behind
It may be killing me

Seems like it's every day the same
No cure, no remedy for me
My heart, it feels like violence
No power to break the silence
As much my head denies the search for love
At least, at least I tried

It breeds in my veins

Have I realized, that this is not okay?
That I am not okay
And this painful kind of shame
All those nights I laid awake, crying for no reason
Have I realized that it breeds in my veins
(I can′t find my way back to life)
It feels like my final goodbye
Please help me to complete me
When my hope is gone
You could be my savior

All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin
Every time I wake up it gets so much
All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin
Every time I wake up it gets so much harder to breathe
What if I choose death?
My problems may be solved




But I leave so much sadness
I have to choose life

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of MONASHEE's song Choose Life speak of a struggle with depression and the fight to overcome it. The black clouds in the sky beneath the singer's skin represent the darkness and sadness that is consuming them. The feeling of suffocation, the violence in their heart, and the inability to find a cure add to the weight of their emotions. The lyrics suggest that the singer has contemplated death as a way out of their pain but ultimately decides to choose life because of the sadness it would leave behind.


The chorus repeats the line "all those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin, every time I wake up it gets so much harder to breathe," emphasizing the suffocating and overwhelming feeling of depression. However, the bridge offers a glimmer of hope, "I have to shine, to be bright, let this black veil far behind, it may be killing me", revealing the determination to conquer the darkness and find the light.


Overall, the song Choose Life speaks of the importance of choosing to live despite the struggles and the courage it takes to face the battle against depression.


Line by Line Meaning

All those black clouds up in the sky beneath my skin
I feel like I have a cloud of dark emotions inside me that make it hard to feel happy.


Every time I wake up it gets harder to breathe
I feel like my sadness is suffocating me and it seems to be getting worse every day.


Seems like it’s every day the same
I feel like my life is monotonous and nothing ever changes.


No cure, no remedy for me
I feel like there is no solution to my problems.


My heart, it feels like violence
My emotions are so intense they feel like physical pain.


No power to break the silence
I feel stuck and unable to express my feelings openly.


As much my head denies the search for love
I try to avoid seeking affection because I'm scared of getting hurt.


At least, at least I tried
Even though I struggle with finding love, I take comfort in the fact that I've made an effort to find it.


It breeds in my veins
My struggles with mental health seem to be an inherent part of who I am.


Have I realized, that this is not okay?
I'm starting to realize that my current state of mind and emotions are not healthy.


That I am not okay
I'm acknowledging that something is wrong and I need help to fix it.


And this painful kind of shame
I feel embarrassed and ashamed for struggling with my emotions.


All those nights I laid awake, crying for no reason
I have trouble sleeping because of my overwhelming emotions, even when there's no apparent reason for them.


It feels like my final goodbye (goodbye)
I feel like I'm at a breaking point and may not be able to keep going much longer.


Please help me to complete me
I need someone else's help to feel whole and okay again.


When my hope is gone
I feel like there's nothing good left in my life.


You could be my savior
I'm reaching out for someone to help me.


What if I choose death?
I feel so hopeless that I wonder if ending my life is the only solution.


My problems may be solved
Death seems like an escape from my struggles in life.


But I leave so much sadness
I realize that although death may end my pain, it would create pain for others who care about me.


I have to choose life
I'm realizing that even though it's hard, I need to choose to keep living.


I have to shine, to be bright
I need to find a way to feel happy and be a positive influence on the world.


Let this black veil far behind
I want to leave my dark emotions behind and move on with my life.


It may be killing me
Overcoming my emotional struggles may be difficult and painful.


(I can’t find my way back to life)
I feel lost and unsure of how to move forward.


Please help me to complete me
I still need someone else's help to find happiness and wholeness.


When my hope is gone
Even at my lowest point, I'm still reaching out for help.


You could be my savior
I'm looking for someone to help pull me out of my struggles.




Writer(s): Kevin Bohr, Lucas Stein, Marcel Weller, Robby Krings, Thomas Lämmchen

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@JuanCruzFabi

"What if I choose death?
My problems may be solved.
But I leave so much sadness.
I have to choose life."
Most optimistic chorus I've ever heard, I love it

@monasheeofficial1867

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@JM1990ify

Whoever does the clean vocals has a unique and amazing voice! His vocal range is incredible.

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