With Me Or Against Me
Mac Mall Lyrics

Some say the [?? ---- fell out ??] 'cause niggas get skunked out
Some say the game is not what it used to be because people are getting robbed.

Cowards we buck 'em down shoot the chooper in the ground
We take down cowards by shooting them with our guns.

Muggin' with evil frown got heat nigga what's up now
We approach with a threatening manner and are armed.

Let off a hundred rounds guaranteed to shut your mouth
We fire off a large amount of bullets to ensure no one talks.

Some say we need to be locked up in penitentaries
People believe we should be incarcerated.

I say kill off police and district attorneys
I suggest we kill law enforcement and legal representatives.

Public offenders too, they all be in cahoots
Even criminals who get caught are working with the system.

Cut them from ear to ear let 'em die in plug poos
We should slit their throats and let them die.

Must not forget the judge so long I helped his grudge
We have a personal vendetta against a judge.

With a rusty box cutter cut off his nuts
We intend to castrate the judge with a rusty blade.

Though they might call us nuts I do not give a fuck
Even though people may think we are crazy, we do not care.

I hit that po'po' once then come mista monsta dump
I have killed a police officer and I will kill again.

To all the black police: I want to see you bleed
I have a vendetta against black police officers.

Nigga ya still a nigga that's on the wrong team
Even though you are black, you are on the wrong side.

Sometime I hate the world want to kill up everythang
There are times when I despise the world and want to kill everything.

Maybe it's hallucinagenics fuckin' with my mind frame
My mind may be distorted due to drug use.

The question's in head tellin' me don't trust my friends
I have doubts about whether I can trust my friends or not.

Don't crush my cans so in my ruger I can [?? bend ??]
Don't mess with my gun so that I can use it if necessary.

But then again what if this motha fucka jammed
But what if my gun jams and I am unable to use it?

Then I fall and will the lord know who I am?
If I die, will I be remembered by God?

Probably not because I'm livin' life by the fault
I am not living a virtuous life, so I will not be remembered.

So off hellfire I blaze the blunt with me or against me
I will continue to smoke marijuana and whoever is with me is on my side.

My bitch don't understand she think it's just a phase
My partner thinks this is a passing phase.

I hear her cry at night hopin' that one day I change
She cries, wishing that I will change.

Can't tell her that I love her when I lust the game
I cannot express my love for her when I am addicted to the streets.

Tryin' to keep my composure but yet I'm untamed
I am trying to remain composed, but I am still wild.

Listen I hear the streets call my name
I feel like the streets are beckoning me.

The same way they called my father in his day and that nigga came
The same way the streets called my father, he gave into them.

It's tradition, though my mama raised me as a Christian
It's a part of my family's history, even though my mother raised me in the Christian faith.

I still [?? roll in terms of low ??] with devilish intentions
I still engage in criminal activity with bad intentions.

Poppin' [?? shit out ??] but didn't nobody listen
I am speaking out about my issues, but no one is listening to me.

On my way six feet under the ground or up in state prison
I am likely to end up dead or in jail.

If so then in my book let it be written
If that's how my story ends, it should be documented.

A youngster did his fuckin' thang without pretendin'
At least I lived my life true to myself.

Preacher think I'm cursed because I seldom go to church
Religious leaders think I am cursed for not attending church regularly.

I went through five-hundred boys doin' major dirt
I have been through a lot and have committed major crimes.

Grandmama say the other night she had a dream
My grandmother had a dream the other night.

That I was laid off in a coffin after faulty scene
She dreamed I died due to a mistake I made.

Looked at me said look baby you know what that mean?
She looked at me and asked if I understood what the dream meant.

That you can catch death tryin' to chase after green
She believes that my obsession with money may lead to my death.

And everybody ain't your partner so [?? - ---- --- ---- ??]
Not everyone you trust is really on your side.

'cause fools will leave your ass for dead and don't trip
Because some people will abandon you and not care if you die.

Am I crazy? Tell me am I really insane?
I question whether I am mentally ill.

Is it strange 'cause I feel the pain corruptin' my brain?
Is it abnormal to feel like the pain is affecting my mental state?

I need a head shrink because I'm startin' to think
I need therapy because my thoughts are becoming darker.

I'll turn the barrel on myself and take a long sleep
I am contemplating suicide.

Baptised by my heat, take my own self out the game then maybe then I can rest in peace
If I commit suicide, it will be because of my guns, and then I will finally be at peace.

Fuck [??] fools that want to see my on my back
I do not care for the people who wish to see me fail.

With my mama cryin' over me dressed in all black
I do not want to cause my mother pain.

I'm drinkin' conyak poppin' hella prozak
I am drinking alcohol and taking Prozac to cope with my issues.

It's harder everyday to keep my sanity intact
It's becoming increasingly difficult to maintain my mental stability.

I'm takin' ritlan smokin' on that rope again
I am taking Ritalin and smoking marijuana to calm myself.

All type of mani shit that try to calm the beast within
I will try any substance that will soothe my inner demons.

I think I need to pray maybe that' do some good
I feel like praying may help me.

Do God got some time for niggas in the hood?
I am not sure if God cares about people from the hood.

Cain't win for losin' who the hell do I think I'm foolin'?
I can't seem to come out on top, so who am I kidding?

Voices in my dome I think I start to listen to 'em
I am beginning to listen to the voices in my head.

Tellin' me to pull the trigger fool don't be no punk
The voices in my head are telling me to kill myself.

And I ain't no punk so I blast I don't give no fuck
I am not weak, so I will go through with it and not care about the consequences.