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Mad Caddies Lyrics

I heard that payback's a mother fuckin' bitch
I've heard that revenge can be a violent and painful process.

But I won't stress and I won't switch
Despite the temptation to retaliate, I won't let it consume me.

And I would not take my life
I won't let myself be consumed by negative thoughts to the point of suicidal ideation.

Glory please, my God the only thing on my mind
I am focused on seeking a higher purpose and glory through my faith.

Takes up all of my time
My spiritual journey and quest for glory are all-consuming and time-intensive.

And I said ooh!
I am feeling overwhelmed and conflicted.

Running from a gun
I feel like I am trying to escape from danger or harm.

Or some brain that weights a ton
My thoughts and worries feel heavy and burdensome.

And my God it hurts to get so low
The emotional pain and despair I am feeling is incredibly intense.

Searchin' through the cars
I am searching for something, perhaps a physical escape or something symbolic.

Cold still searchin' through the night
I am searching for something even in the midst of loneliness and darkness.

I think I will run to you but I refuse to fuss and fight
I may seek comfort in someone else, but I won't let arguments and conflict consume my relationships.

And God may find a reason
I believe that there is a higher power that has a purpose for everything.

Well I'm sure you'll find a rhyme
Even if I can't understand the reasons or purpose for things, I trust that it will all make sense in the end.

Because it takes up nearly all my time
The search for meaning and purpose is such a dominant theme in my life that it feels like it's all I focus on.

He who stands for freedom
Those who fight for freedom and justice are important to me.

God knows I've got the number
I am confident in my beliefs and dedication to the cause.

But maybe I just use too much
Perhaps my dedication to the cause is consuming me and impacting my overall well-being in a negative way.

I was sitting in that bar
I was feeling lost and directionless.

Now I'm sittin' in that stolen car
I may have resorted to doing something reckless or illegal to cope with my emotions.

Cold, still rollin' down the boulevard
I feel isolated and alone as I drive around aimlessly.

Saw you with a gleam
I noticed something intriguing or captivating about someone I saw.

And the microphone scene
Music or performance may be a source of comfort or inspiration for me.

Think I will run, to you
I may seek comfort or guidance from someone else.

But I know I won't live for me
I am not focused on my own individual needs or desires right now.

Cause I know God's got both, the reason and the rhyme
I trust that there is a purpose and meaning to everything that happens in life, even if I can't fully comprehend it.

Please tell me, why he takes up all my time
I am struggling to understand why my spiritual journey and quest for purpose feels so all-consuming.

I've been drinking, just like you
I may be using alcohol as a coping mechanism.

And baby, you've got something I can use
I may be seeking validation or support from someone else.

Payback's a mother fuckin' blast
Revenge and retaliation can feel powerful and satisfying.

But I won't stress and I won't blast
I refuse to let negative emotions consume me or make me feel like I have to resort to violence to cope.

Glory please, my God, comin' from heaven above
I am seeking a higher purpose and the potential for glory through my faith.

And some brain that weights a ton
My thoughts and worries feel like they're weighing me down significantly.

You know, I did that line for Flava' Flav
I am referencing the music and style of another artist.

But, all the D.J.'s do it
I am referencing the way that music and style can spread and influence culture.

All the D.J.'s use it
I am emphasizing the way that cultural trends and styles can become ubiquitous and spread widely.

I would run, I would switch
I may feel like I want to escape or change direction in life.

But I want to be the same
Despite the desire for change, I also want to remain true to myself and my core beliefs.

And I know I'll find a reason
I am confident that my search for meaning and purpose will eventually pay off.

'Cause I always bust a rhyme
Music and creative expression are important to me in finding meaning and purpose in life.

Because it takes up nearly all my time
Again, the search for meaning through creative expression is a dominant theme in my life.

The T hear stands for treason
I may view a certain kind of behavior or belief as treacherous or harmful.

The D hear stands for dove
I might value peace and non-violence as virtues to aspire towards.

And maybe I just use too
I may feel like I am pushing myself too hard or being consumed by a particular goal or ambition.

Maybe I'm just used too
Alternatively, I may simply be too ingrained in my current way of thinking and need to step back and re-evaluate.