Scars
Madilyn Lyrics

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
I am willing to expose myself emotionally, but will quickly close up when I feel vulnerable.

My weakness is that I care too much
My sensitivity to others is my biggest weakness.

And my scars remind me that the past is real
My emotional wounds serve as a constant reminder of my past experiences.

I tear my heart open just to feel
I put myself through emotional pain in order to feel alive.

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
My current emotional state is intoxicated and down.

And I just wanna be alone
I desire solitude in order to process my emotions.

I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
Your presence has caused me frustration.

Why don't you just go home?
I want you to leave my space and my life.

'Cuz you channelled all your pain
You have directed all of your pain towards me.

And I can't help you fix yourself
I am unable to provide you with the help you need to heal.

You're making me insane
Your behavior is causing me emotional distress and turmoil.

All I can say is
The only thing I can do is express my feelings.

I tried to help you once
I attempted to assist you before.

Against my own advice
Despite knowing it may not have been the best decision, I still tried to help you.

I saw you going down
I recognized that you were heading towards a negative path.

But you never realized
You were unaware of the consequences of your actions.

That you're drowning in the water
You are suffocating and struggling with your emotions.

So I offered you my hand
I extended my help to you when you needed it.

Compassion's in my nature
I am naturally empathetic and caring.

Tonight is our last stand
This is the final opportunity for us to make things right before we part ways.

You should've never come around
I regret ever allowing you to enter my life.

'Cuz you're drowning in the water
You are still struggling with your emotions and refusing help.

And I tried to grab your hand
I attempted to help you when you needed it.

I left my heart open
I put myself in a vulnerable position by opening up to you emotionally.

But you didn't understand
You were unable to comprehend the help and support I was trying to provide.

Go fix yourself!
I am no longer responsible for your emotional well-being and you need to take action to improve your own life.

I can't help you fix yourself
I am unable to provide you with the help you need to heal.

But at least I can say I tried
I made an attempt to help you even though it was unsuccessful.

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I apologize, but I need to prioritize my own emotional well-being and move on from this situation.