Heavy
Marías Lyrics

I'm heavy
I am burdened and weighed down by my emotions or circumstances.

I'm by your side
I am here for support and companionship.

Forget me 'cause I know what I need, like a loser like me could be fine
Please disregard me as I understand my own desires and preferences, even though someone like me may not seem successful.

Alone inside
Feeling isolated and lonely internally.

Don't tell me what I want, what I need, like a loser like me will be fine
Do not dictate or impose your ideas of what I want or need, as someone like me can handle things on their own.

Maybe I'm living in my head
Perhaps I am lost in my own thoughts or fantasies.

Maybe I'm living to pretend
Perhaps I am living a facade or pretending to be someone I am not.

Maybe I wanna stay in bed
Perhaps I desire to stay in bed and avoid facing the challenges or responsibilities of the outside world.

Far from the weight of the world in my hands 'cause they don't understand
I want to distance myself from the pressure and responsibilities that come with the world's expectations, as they don't comprehend my perspective.

Is someone telling me don't get in the water?
Am I being warned not to dive into the depths or complexities of life?

What have I done?
What actions or choices have I made that have led me to this point?

I don't wanna get lost inside the color under my tongue
I prefer not to become consumed or overwhelmed by the emotions or memories hidden within me.

'Cause I don't wanna be in love with another
Because I do not wish to fall in love with someone else.

Even in another life
Even in a different existence or alternate reality.

Can someone tell me it's alright to be covered
Is there anyone who can assure me that it is acceptable to hide or protect myself?

Underneath the covers, but I
Beneath the blankets or metaphorical shield, yet I...

No, I don't need to sleep anymore
No, I no longer require sleep as a means of escape or respite.

Is someone banging at my door?
Is there someone forcefully seeking my attention or presence?

When I just wanna be alone?
When all I desire is solitude.

Je ne sais pas qui est ici
I don't know who is here (French)

Is someone banging at my door, door, door, door?
Are there repeated attempts to gain access or disturb me at my door?

Cause I just wanna be alone
Because I simply want to be by myself.

Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yes, all I desire is solitude.

I just wanna be alone
I only crave solitude.

Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yes, I only desire to be by myself.