So Heavy
Marco Kleebauer Lyrics
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why youre so mad at me
why cant you forgive me
and tell me what ive done wrong
do i have one more chance
to tell you what ive been through
do i have one last friend
you deny the words you said last night
and i died right there
dont you get that you hurt me right there
at least try your best
why dont i trust your face
you just look so messed up
why cant we just pretend
that we are silly friends
why is it so hard
why is it so heavy
why is it so hard
why is it so heavy
you deny the words you said last night
and i died right there
dont you get that you hurt me right there
at least try your best
The lyrics of Marco Kleebauer's song "So Heavy" explore the confusion, frustration, and hurt that the singer feels in a strained relationship. The singer expresses their inability to comprehend why the other person is so angry and unable to forgive them. They desperately seek understanding, wanting to know what they have done wrong and whether they have any chance left to explain their side.
The singer also questions whether they still have a true friend or if the other person is only being polite. The denial of words spoken by the other person the night before is particularly painful for the singer, as it signifies a lack of acknowledgment of the hurt caused. The singer pleads for the other person to at least make an effort to understand their pain, highlighting the deep emotional impact of the situation.
The lyrics also touch upon the singer's lack of trust in the other person's appearance, suggesting that their outward demeanor reflects inner turmoil. They long for a return to a simpler time when they could pretend to be carefree friends. However, the weight of the situation and the challenges they face prevent them from finding that ease.
Overall, "So Heavy" delves into the complexity of a troubled relationship, emphasizing the emotional burden carried by the singer and their desire for resolution and understanding.
Line by Line Meaning
I cannot understand
I am struggling to comprehend
why youre so mad at me
the reason behind your anger towards me
why cant you forgive me
why you are unable to pardon me
and tell me what ive done wrong
and explain my mistakes to me
do i have one more chance
is there an opportunity left for me
to tell you what ive been through
to share my experiences with you
do i have one last friend
is there still friendship remaining
or (are) you just being nice
or are you only pretending to be kind
you deny the words you said last night
you refuse to acknowledge the things you said previously
and i died right there
and it shattered me completely
dont you get that you hurt me right there
don't you realize the pain you caused me at that moment
at least try your best
make an effort to improve the situation
why dont i trust your face
why do I find it hard to believe in your expressions
you just look so messed up
you appear emotionally disturbed
why cant we just pretend
why can't we simply act
that we are silly friends
as if we are carefree companions
why is it so hard
why is it extremely difficult
why is it so heavy
why does it feel burdensome
you deny the words you said last night
you refuse to acknowledge the things you said previously
and i died right there
and it shattered me completely
dont you get that you hurt me right there
don't you realize the pain you caused me at that moment
at least try your best
make an effort to improve the situation
Lyrics © Budde Music Publishing GmbH, Downtown Music Publishing
Written by: Marco Kleebauer
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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