Guilty
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I was dreaming something dark
I had a nightmare about something disturbing

Hiding body parts
Concealing or covering up evidence of a crime

A broken dog, a broken leg
A dog and/or leg that has been seriously injured or damaged

I left it cold, I left it dead
I abandoned the dog and/or leg and didn't try to help or save it

Oh I'm a guilty one
I am responsible for the bad things that happened

And know what I have done
I am aware of my actions and their consequences

Yeah, I'm a troubled one
I have personal issues and struggles

And I won't be forgiven
I don't believe I can receive forgiveness from others

Guilty on the run
I am trying to avoid punishment for my actions

I was just a kid
I was young and inexperienced

That you could not forgive
Someone in my life refused to forgive me for my mistakes

Because it's harder
It's difficult to let go of negative feelings and move on

And all I really wanted
My main desire or wish was

Was my father
To have a connection with my dad, who was perhaps absent or distant

Touched his techni-coloured hair
Interacted with and possibly harmed a unique or special dog

I left it bruised and black and lame
I caused physical pain and damage to the dog

I left it running full of shame
The dog was humiliated or embarrassed and tried to escape from me

Spent years singing to forget (to forget)
I tried to distract myself or numb my emotions by singing or engaging in other activities

Then suddenly it all becomes clear
I had an epiphany or realization about my past actions

I've been sorry all these years
I have felt remorseful and regretful about my past behavior for a long time