My Mind I Find in Time
Mary Halvorson Lyrics


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i have here in my rotation
it is not predictable my mind
potential to deal a dangerous lie
it is not predictable my mind
and if i disappear it is for this
it is not predictable my mind

enormous in its attempts
the pull is still here i find
lost in spectacular performance
the pull is still here i find
past the division the joy of forgetting
the pull is still here i find

status is an obstacle
reconstruction is required in time
the storm that sends us smoking
reconstruction is required in time




into some other life or another
reconstruction is required in time

Overall Meaning

In "My Mind I Find in Time," Mary Halvorson delves into the complexities of the human mind. The first verse describes the mind as unpredictable and dangerous, with the potential to spin tales that could cause harm. The line "if I disappear it is for this" suggests that the singer may be struggling with mental illness or some other internal battle.


The second verse continues to explore the power of the mind, with the line "enormous in its attempts." The pull referred to in this verse could be interpreted as the force that drives us forward in life, even in the face of adversity. Despite moments of confusion or disillusionment, the singer ultimately finds comfort in forgetting and moving forward.


The final verse acknowledges that the quest for status or success can be a hindrance to true self-discovery. The storm imagery may represent the trials and tribulations of life that threaten to consume us, but the prospect of "reconstruction" provides hope for a new beginning. In a nutshell, the song is a reflection on the unpredictable, powerful and mysterious nature of the mind.


Line by Line Meaning

i have here in my rotation
I have something in my life that is present, but not necessarily constant.


it is not predictable my mind
My thoughts and feelings are not always consistent or reliable.


potential to deal a dangerous lie
My mind has the capability to deceive myself and others in a harmful way.


and if i disappear it is for this
If I were to suddenly vanish, it would be due to my unpredictable mental state.


enormous in its attempts
My mind often makes significant or ambitious efforts.


the pull is still here i find
Despite these efforts, I still feel drawn towards something.


lost in spectacular performance
Sometimes, I end up getting caught up in an impressive facade or show.


past the division the joy of forgetting
Beyond what separates me, there lies a sense of relief in letting go of things.


status is an obstacle
My social standing or position can sometimes hinder me.


reconstruction is required in time
In order to move forward, I need to make changes or rebuild certain aspects of my life gradually.


the storm that sends us smoking
The turbulent events or emotions we experience can leave us feeling disoriented or lost in a cloud of haze.


into some other life or another
Sometimes, we are forced to start fresh in a completely different chapter of our lives.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Mary Halvorson

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