Apprehension
Masetti Lyrics

We all know neglection
We are all familiar with the act of neglecting or ignoring certain aspects of our lives

Keeping our heart locked up in a cage and we say it's for protection
We keep our emotions guarded and protected by isolating ourselves from others

I've been cutting off people I don't think have good intentions
I have been distancing myself from individuals whom I believe have ulterior motives or negative intentions

Cause it's so hard when I'm in the heart of it and I feel the tension
It becomes particularly challenging when I am deeply involved in a situation and can sense the underlying stress or conflict

But we cannot change a thing with all this apprehension
However, our fears and doubts prevent us from making any meaningful changes or progress

I got a plan now
I have devised a strategy or course of action

If you ain't adding to my life than put your hand down
If you are not contributing positively to my life, then you should remove yourself from the equation

There's too many of us looking for a hand out
Many people are seeking assistance or support without putting in their own effort or contributions

I understand now I don't take it to heart, no
I have come to comprehend that I should not let such things affect me emotionally

I just got to, restart and go
I simply need to begin again and move forward

Cause everyone I, love and know
Because the individuals I care about and am familiar with

Wants the best for me it shows, yeah
Clearly desires only the best outcomes for me

I get so caught up in the vacant part of my brain
I often become excessively preoccupied with trivial or unimportant thoughts

I tend to ruminate on things I know I can't change
I have a tendency to obsessively replay and dwell on situations that I am aware I cannot alter

I know you're scared of moving forward
I understand that you are afraid to progress or undertake new challenges

The thought of pushing along is slicing you to the core
The idea of forging ahead is deeply unsettling and distressing for you

But I'm not holding the sword
However, I am not the one responsible for causing you pain or hindering your progress

It's up to you to resort
It is your responsibility to find a solution or a way to move forward

To anything in your power
To utilize any means or resources available to you

The ball is all in your court
It is now entirely your decision or responsibility

Learning lessons that I needed
Gaining valuable insights and experiences that were necessary for my personal growth

Like moments where I was cheated
Such as instances when I felt unfairly treated or deceived

From everything I believed in
Causing me to lose faith in everything I held to be true

All suddenly was deleted I fought back
All of a sudden, everything I cherished was taken away, but I resisted and stood my ground

But it isn't a warning it's all a blessing
However, this is not a cautionary sign but rather a fortunate occurrence or opportunity

The more that I overcome the less I feel the depression
As I surpass obstacles, I gradually experience a reduction in feelings of sadness or despair

Attention was what I thought that I needed but isn't that
I used to believe that seeking attention was my requirement, but it is not

It's self love reminders of courage from times past
Instead, it is gentle prompts or affirmations to love oneself and recall moments of bravery in the past

I climb past the darkness and try to live in the sun
I rise above my emotional struggles and strive to reside in a state of positivity and brightness

Spent years in my head it's time to be overrun, let's go
I have spent a long time trapped in my own thoughts, and now it is time to break free and embrace new experiences

It ain't a problem
It is not an issue or difficulty

Nothing ever is if we got one we gotta solve em
No problem is insurmountable; if we encounter one, we must find a solution

People talking negative suddenly playin possom
Individuals who were previously speaking negatively about me are now pretending to be uninvolved or inactive

They calling Masetti the don so never cross him
They refer to me, Masetti, as a powerful figure, so they should never attempt to oppose or challenge me

Came up in a town where I clown outside of Boston
I originated from a place where I am known for my comedic nature, located outside of Boston

Pull up like it's 'king of the ring' and then I toss em
I arrive with a confident and commanding presence, as if I were the reigning champion in a wrestling match, and then I dismiss or disregard them

Over the shoulder cause what's a rock to a boulder
I discard them with ease, as a small rock is insignificant compared to a large boulder

I'm only filling my folder while getting gracefully older
I am actively accumulating accomplishments and achievements as I mature gracefully

I dont boast much get a soul rush when i bust down
I do not frequently boast or brag, but I experience a sense of exhilaration when I achieve great success

Feelings fade away so i never needed to trust wow
Emotions gradually diminish, so I have never truly relied on trust

Funny how here I'm here fading from the spotlight
Ironically, I find myself gradually losing attention or recognition

They said I'd have apprehension they were not right
Others predicted that I would be filled with fear or uncertainty, but they were mistaken