Fallout
Masked Wolf Lyrics

Cold sweats, pupils shrinking
Feeling anxious and scared, my eyes are getting smaller as my body enters fight or flight mode.

Don't know what I was thinking
I'm unsure of my actions as I make irrational decisions in the heat of the moment.

Just felt like I was sinking
I'm drowning in a sea of emotions and troubles, feeling like there's no way out.

This is the fallout
This is the aftermath of my mistakes and poor decisions, causing destruction and chaos around me.

Biting off the hand that feeds me
I'm hurting those who have been supporting or helping me, turning against them in a moment of weakness.

Stare into the void, I'm screaming
I'm lost in my thoughts and emotions, overwhelmed and screaming for help.

Can't find my soul in the debris
I feel like I've lost myself in the chaos and destruction I've caused, unable to recognize who I am anymore.

Lift the rubble and all you gon' find is the ashes (ashes)
If you dig through the ruins and destruction, all you'll find is the remnants of what used to be, now gone and irreparable.

Moment of silence as I spiral down, learn from the crashes (crashes)
Taking a moment to reflect on my mistakes and the consequences of my actions, hoping to learn from them and avoid repeating them in the future.

Cautious, the metamorphis gon' get you
Becoming someone new or changing can be dangerous and unpredictable, so I'm proceeding with caution.

Wolf in sheep's clothing, hope your eyes don't trick you (trick you)
I may appear harmless and innocent on the surface, but I have the potential to be dangerous and deceitful, hiding my true intentions.

Ain't the first time like meetin' and greetin'
This isn't the first time I've been through a difficult or self-destructive phase, and it won't be the last.

Internal the bleeding on all fours like the seasons (word)
My emotional pain and turmoil is constant and cyclical, like the changing of the seasons.

I take the lead when, wait, my head spinnin' like Apaches
Even though I try to take charge and control, my thoughts and emotions are still spiraling out of control.

There's poison in my blood, but it's feelin' like an attachment (word)
My toxic mindset and behaviors are hard to let go of, almost feeling like they're a part of me or something I need.

Roars out like lions, I'm fire-breathin' with dragons
My anger and rage is powerful and destructive, like the roar of a lion or the fire of a dragon.

So grounded, but so high, that's a carpet, and I'm Aladdin
Even though I feel grounded and rooted in reality, my mind and emotions are flying high and uncontrollable, like Aladdin on his magic carpet.

I'm askin', can you imagine feelin' behind the past? And
Do you understand the feeling of being stuck in the past and unable to move forward?

I lost my soul, I lost that ho
I've lost my sense of self and identity, as well as someone important to me.

But carry 'round that cross like a Pope do (Pope do)
Despite my struggles and pain, I continue to carry the weight of my responsibilities and burdens like a religious leader.

Drowning in that water, lucky I got on them boat shoes (boat shoes)
Even though it feels like I'm drowning in my problems, I'm still managing to keep my head above water and survive.

The transformation ain't myself, I can't keep control
My changing state or transformation is happening beyond my control, making me feel like a different person entirely.

See, I'm screaming for some help, I just wanna let go
I'm crying out for assistance and support, feeling overwhelmed and wanting to give up.

The garden of Adam and Eve, who gon' show the greed?
The story of Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden represents the temptation and temptation of greed and desire, and who will ultimately give in to it.

You see the tree, but never think who sowed the seed
We may be attracted to the end result or outcome, but we often overlook the actions and people who made it possible.

My outcome dependent on who gets outdone
My success or failure is often in comparison to those around me, creating a sense of competition and pressure.

Voices in my head that I can't ever outrun
My own thoughts and inner demons are constantly haunting me, and they're impossible to escape from.

Hmm, don't ever push my buttons
Don't provoke or anger me, because I have a tendency towards explosive reactions.

You might see the other side quicker, Benjamin Button
My violent tendencies or behavior may make you age or die faster, similar to the reverse aging of Benjamin Button.

Shark bait to 'em, hook 'em and gut 'em, seein' me plummet
People often see me as weak or vulnerable, and they take advantage of that by hurting or using me for their own gain.

I keep 'em runnin' but that black hole keep on suckin', what?
I may push people away or intimidate them, but I'm still being dragged down by my own destructive tendencies.

You're the slaughter, I'm the lamb
You have the power or control in this situation, while I'm helpless and vulnerable, like a lamb being led to slaughter.

Even when I'm sleepin', I got one eye open
I'm always alert and on guard, even when I'm trying to rest or relax.

You wanna see what I am?
Do you want to understand my true identity or nature?

Well, this is what I look like when the lights are broken
My true self or personality is revealed when I'm in a state of chaos or destruction, rather than when things are going well.

There's a darkness in me that will never let me
There's an eternal sense of sadness or negativity within me that will never fade or disappear.

Go
I'm unable to escape or move on from this pain and darkness.

This is the fallout
This is the aftermath of my mistakes and poor decisions, causing destruction and chaos around me.