Happy Alone
Matrix Futurebound Lyrics

I hope it's not too late for me
The singer hopes that they still have time to change their life for the better.

Been driving too fast along this road
The singer has been living recklessly and possibly making dangerous choices.

Will I survive this if I pray for hope, I hope, whoa
The singer wonders if they can overcome their difficulties by relying on faith and hope.

Sometimes it's hard to put the gun down
The artist is struggling with their own inner demons and violent tendencies.

It's heading back there every single hour
The artist is constantly tormented by their inner struggles.

The demons remain I know oh oh oh
The singer acknowledges that their inner struggles still haunt them.

This is not a song about love,
The singer is not discussing romantic love in this song.

'Cause I'm happy alone
The artist is content with being alone and does not need romantic love to be happy.

Won't sing about, don't know nothin' about love
The artist is not knowledgeable or experienced in romantic love, therefore will not sing about it.

How's it gonna end, this story,
The artist is unsure of how their life story will conclude.

It really doesn't matter where it goes,
Regardless of the ending, it will not have an impact on the singer's happiness.

How more can I take it before I blow, explode, oh
The artist wonders how much longer they can endure their struggles before reaching a breaking point.

Looks like the stars keep falling
The singer is experiencing a sense of chaos and instability in their life.

And the mountains they're so big today
The singer feels overwhelmed by the challenges they are currently facing.

I no longer fear the pain
The singer has overcome their fear of pain and is potentially numb to it.

Control's taken right out my head*
The artist feels as though they have lost control of their thoughts and emotions.

Just listen to the words
The artist is urging the listener to pay attention to the lyrics of the song.

No nothing round here ever changes
The singer feels stuck in their current situation, with no sign of positive change.

I'm still on my own in the world
The singer is still alone and, regardless of their struggles, is responsible for their own happiness.

So happy alone
The artist is content with being alone, and romantic love is not necessary for their happiness.

nothing about love, this is my love
The artist is emphasizing the fact that their happiness is not reliant on romantic love.