Isolation
Mattmac Lyrics

I just be leveling, went and got this money now I'm golden
I have worked hard and earned a significant amount of money, and now I feel successful and happy.

They talk with me but I ain't hear a word what they saying
People try to communicate with me, but I choose not to pay attention to their words or opinions.

I just went and got this paper making these moves
I have taken action and made smart decisions to earn money and progress in life.

I'm just trying to get my pay up yeah
My main goal is to increase my income and financial stability.

Eye on the prize, i'm just living for the moment
I am focused on achieving my goals and enjoying life in the present moment.

I keep it real Indigenous, I tell her come let's skoden
I proudly embrace my Indigenous heritage and invite her to join me in having a good time.

Coming from the rez, had to deal with all this isolation
Having grown up in a reservation, I have experienced the challenges and loneliness that isolation can bring.

Stacking up this bag, now they sing my song across the nations
By accumulating wealth and success, my song and story are being celebrated and recognized worldwide.

Got the Mic on and they hearing me
I am onstage with the microphone, and the audience is listening to my words and message.

Now a days the fans tap and they don't know what I'm experiencing
Even though my fans show support, they are unaware of the personal struggles and challenges I face.

Sometimes I still got problems with people who be near to me
Occasionally, I encounter difficulties with individuals who are in close proximity to me.

Drugs help my insecurities, but they don't help with clearing things, yeah
I often rely on drugs to cope with my insecurities, but they do not actually resolve any underlying issues.

Still ain't trusting nobody, they say they love me under they breathe and try to talk bout me
I find it difficult to trust anyone because even those who claim to love me talk about me behind my back.

Family been depending on me gotta make sure they eat
My family relies on me, and it is my responsibility to ensure they have enough to eat and support them.

Keep my Faith on the day to day cause we sure can't see
I maintain my faith in the face of daily challenges because the future is uncertain and full of unknowns.

I graduated now my Momma say she proud of me
After graduating, my mother expressed her pride and happiness in my accomplishments.

So many behind me look up to me I gotta make it
I have a significant number of people who admire and rely on me, so I must succeed.

Catching these flights when I'm alone, feel like I can't take it
When I am traveling alone, it becomes overwhelming and feels like I cannot handle the situation.

Out in my zone, yeah, got me faded
Being in my own space and focused on my work makes me feel detached or disoriented.

I've been filming city to city, imagine what I'm making
I have been recording and capturing moments in various cities, and the success and profit I am generating is beyond imagination.

All this pain, drama, and envy, imagine what I'm facing
I have to deal with significant pain, conflicts, and jealousy from others, and it is challenging to overcome.

Went legit started business so I see why they hating
I transitioned into a legitimate business and understand why some people now resent or dislike me.

Get your own, get on your mission, see all it takes it's patience
Instead of being jealous or envious, I encourage others to focus on their own goals and realize that patience is crucial for success.

I'm so blind and famous, that's my occupation
I may be successful and well-known, but I sometimes feel lost or disconnected, and that becomes my way of life or job.

No it ain't no changing in this operation
The way things are done and the process I follow remain consistent and unaffected by external factors.

I just met your baby now I'm on her playlist
After meeting someone's significant other, I am now included in their playlist and have made a lasting impression.

I just met your baby now I got her naked
After becoming acquainted with someone's partner, I now have a strong and intimate connection with her.

When I wrote this I was walking on the reservation
While writing this song, I was physically present and walking within the boundaries of the reservation.

Now they can't say that we not up in the conversation
Due to my success, no one can deny or ignore our presence and influence in important discussions.

Did this for Garden Hill don't want gotta shake it
I created this song and achieved success to represent and uplift the community of Garden Hill, without any intention of letting them down.

If you ain't real, you and I are not at all related
I only associate myself with genuine and honest individuals; if you lack authenticity, we have no connection.