Porn Star
Maty Noyes Lyrics

You say I'm the only one on your mind
You claim that I am your priority and primary focus.

Well, how 'bout all them other girls?
Do not overlook the other women you seem interested in.

That you've been lookin' at online
You are ogling and admiring other women on the internet.

It's like you're in another world
You are so caught up in your fantasies that you cannot appreciate reality.

Dubbin' you, dubbin' you, done, messin' with your head
Manipulating you and making you doubt yourself is over and finished.

Bringin' all them expectations into our bed
Bringing unreasonable hopes and desires into our intimate relationship.

It's hard enough to find love in these times
Locating love in this day and age is already challenging.

But in dirty minds
But when minds are filled with dark or inappropriate thoughts.

He only loves me like a porn star
His love for me is only physical, impersonal, selfish and egotistical.

When there's a whole lot more to me
I am a complex person with many other attributes that deserve recognition and appreciation.

My body's like a seventh wonder
My physical appearance is breathtaking and miraculous.

But it's the millionth that he's seen
However, he has seen countless similar bodies before mine.

I look at him like he's everything
I view him as indispensable and necessary in my life.

He looks at me like a computer screen
He perceives me as a source of immediate gratification, like a screen with erotic content.

Instead of getting off on loving me
Rather than experiencing arousal and fulfillment by loving me for who I am.

I know it's not really your fault
I understand that you are a product of your environment and upbringing.

You've been taught to love wrong
You have learned inappropriate and incorrect ways of loving or relating to women.

But baby can you change what gets you off?
But can you alter your preferences or habits to enjoy different types of emotions or connections?

Learn to love without the lights on
Learn to love deeper and beyond the physical aspect of a relationship.

I really need a man that's only here for me
I desire a partner who is fully dedicated and loyal to me only.

I don't want another boy livin' on a fantasy
I do not want a partner who is dissatisfied or unfulfilled because of unrealistic or shallow expectations.

Touchin' himself to every girl
Finding pleasure or excitement by masturbating to numerous women.

And tryna say I'm special, yeah
And pretending that I am unique or different from all the others he desires.

I got so much on my mind, this shit wrote itself
I have many thoughts and feelings about this topic, and they naturally emerged as lyrics.

I could have whoever, but I want you to myself
I have many options or suitors, but I only desire you and your love.

So the next time you sit down and go to loosen up your belt
Next time you want to masturbate to porn...

Close your laptop, call me up, baby, let me help
Instead, reach out to me, and let me assist you in a more personal and intimate way.

Inspire you, yeah, Inspire you, oh, uh, yeah
Motivate and stimulate you to experience deeper and healthier forms of love and connection.

Instead of getting off on loving me
Instead of using me as a tool or object for your arousal and satisfaction...

Loving me, lo-loving me
Love me fully, honestly, and selflessly.

Instead of getting off on loving me
Instead of using me as a tool or object for your arousal and satisfaction...

Loving me, lo-loving me
Love me fully, honestly, and selflessly.