High John
Mavi Lyrics


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Yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah
yeah

Praying they still make love in my size
Sober up and wipe the crust out my eyes
My last integrity and trust a trail of crumbs for my bride
Is it a return or a failure to succumb to the tide?
When Charlotte people seen folks cherish me was such a surprise
They seeing something we not
Since doctors sliced open my stomach at five
More often than not at sustenance, a nah 'fore a nod
It's stock in the Glock, I'm crashing
if it's eye for an eye, poppa taught me a lot (yeah)

Love and disrespect is all we abide
I had to get a check I wanted a commune
Either a big BM or a Benz for my mom
Soon popping benzos turned her grin to a monsoon
A long June the summer after
We made the turn on the long route for the plunder (yeah)
Casted in small rooms (yeah, yeah, yeah)
knitting heart loom spinning something tragic (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love from fragments automatic
just that Sumter magic (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Bumped my cap and crack
For that puff a raw or pump a baddie (yeah)
Always keep a driver by the caddie while we lugging baggage
Niggas want my status so attack me they just hustling backwards (why?)
Models and bottles coming matching, we prefer the black ones
Don't need no flashiness, the stats and graphs reveal the stature
Older heads sad 'bout how it happened, take 'em out to pasture
Niggas won't gassing me or asking my opinion last year
We was our only love
Struggle a teach you some
Twelfth grade I rode east with Ahmir to go and meet the plug
We learned we built this off belief, we ain't even need the drugs
I told mom I'll Trek D.C. if it'll please her
But degree don't seem to speak no more
The pain hit deeper when your people ain't in reach no more
'Cause greed would feed 'em more

Praying they still make love in my size
Sober up and wipe the crust out my eyes
My last integrity n trust a trail of crumbs for my bride
Is it a return or a failure succumb to the tide?
Money got bigger but my problems never shrunk down to size
They was just feeling it then the sun had shrunk in the sky

You need my echo just to hear from me




But I'ma echo in your memory, yeah, yeah
Alright

Overall Meaning

In "High John," Mavi raps about his struggles with growing up and finding his place in the world. The opening lines express a sense of vulnerability and insecurity, as he hopes that he can find love and acceptance that fit his size. The following lines suggest that he is dealing with addiction and trying to wake up from a foggy state, perhaps related to drugs or alcohol. He then talks about the trust and integrity that he hopes to provide for his bride, although it seems fragile and uncertain. He wonders whether he should give in to the tide and give up his sense of self, or whether he should fight to maintain his individuality.


Mavi then talks about how he has been perceived by others in his life, particularly those from Charlotte, North Carolina where he grew up. It appears that he has experienced some surprise or even resentment from people who may not understand or appreciate his creative or expressive side. He reflects on a past surgery that left him with a scar, and how he has struggled to find sustenance and meaning in life. He references his experiences with a Glock which may suggest that he has been involved in criminal activities or has witnessed violence. He then talks about love and disrespect, which appear to be two key themes in the song.


The second verse of "High John" continues to explore Mavi's journey and struggles. He speaks about his desire to make money and provide for his family, including buying a BMW or Benz for his mother. However, he also acknowledges that this newfound success has come at a cost. He has had to deal with negative influences, including drugs, alcohol, and potentially dangerous people. He relates a story about a trip he took to the East Coast with his friend Ahmir, in which they learned that they did not need drugs to build their success. He talks about his family and how they have been affected by his choices, including his mother who seems to be struggling with her own demons. He wonders whether he should pursue education or simply follow his dreams, knowing that the pain of separation from loved ones may hurt even more.


Overall, "High John" is a deeply personal and introspective song that explores themes of addiction, love, trust, and finding one's place in the world. Through his lyrics, Mavi portrays a sense of vulnerability and honesty that makes his music compelling and relatable to listeners who may be going through similar struggles.


Line by Line Meaning

Yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah yeah
Showing enthusiasm in agreement with something being said or done.


Praying they still make love in my size
Hoping that something desirable is available in his specific measurement.


Sober up and wipe the crust out my eyes
Getting out of bed in a clearheaded state and wiping away any remaining tiredness from his eyes.


My last integrity and trust a trail of crumbs for my bride
The only things he has left to offer his significant other are his honesty and reliability, which are becoming increasingly scarce.


Is it a return or a failure to succumb to the tide?
Uncertain whether it is a wise decision to adapt to the changing environment or to consider it a defeat.


When Charlotte people seen folks cherish me was such a surprise
He was surprised by the way people in Charlotte valued him.


They seeing something we not
People are perceiving something unique in him that he himself is unaware of.


Since doctors sliced open my stomach at five
He has had a stomach surgery before the age of five.


More often than not at sustenance, a nah 'fore a nod
He is more likely to refuse food than to accept it.


It's stock in the Glock, I'm crashing
He is carrying a firearm and may use it in a dangerous situation.


if it's eye for an eye, poppa taught me a lot (yeah)
He has learned valuable lessons from his father on how to handle conflict.


Love and disrespect is all we abide
Love and disrespect are the only two things that they seem to tolerate.


I had to get a check I wanted a commune
He needed to earn money to fulfill his desire of living in a community.


Either a big BM or a Benz for my mom
He wants to buy either a BMW or a Mercedes Benz for his mother.


Soon popping benzos turned her grin to a monsoon
He started giving his mother Benzodiazepines and it made her feel overwhelmed and emotional.


A long June the summer after
A particularly extended and eventful month.


We made the turn on the long route for the plunder (yeah)
They took a longer route to obtain what they consider to be their share of success.


Casted in small rooms (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Producing under limited, confined circumstances.


knitting heart loom spinning something tragic (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Creating something melancholic and sorrowful.


Love from fragments automatic just that Sumter magic (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Finding love in imperfect and fragmented places and relationships.


Bumped my cap and crack for that puff a raw or pump a baddie (yeah)
Smoking marijuana or taking other substances with his friends.


Always keep a driver by the caddie while we lugging baggage
He always has a designated driver while traveling with his group.


Niggas want my status so attack me they just hustling backwards (why?)
People who want to be like him and attack him for it are going in the opposite direction.


Models and bottles coming matching, we prefer the black ones
They like the simpler, understated versions of objects of luxury.


Don't need no flashiness, the stats and graphs reveal the stature
His accomplishments and successes speak for themselves, not through ostentatious displays of wealth.


Older heads sad 'bout how it happened, take 'em out to pasture
Older people are unhappy with the current state of things and should be put out to pasture.


Niggas won't gassing me or asking my opinion last year
People were not interested in his thoughts or opinions in the past.


We was our only love
Their love for themselves was the only thing they had at the time.


Struggle a teach you some
Experiencing difficulties can be a valuable learning experience.


Twelfth grade I rode east with Ahmir to go and meet the plug
In the twelfth grade, he traveled east to meet someone who could provide him with drugs.


We learned we built this off belief, we ain't even need the drugs
They realized that their success was built on faith and they did not need substances to achieve it.


I told mom I'll Trek D.C. if it'll please her
He promised his mother that he will make a journey to Washington D.C. despite the difficulties, to make her happy.


But degree don't seem to speak no more
A degree seemed to have lost its meaning and relevance in his life.


The pain hit deeper when your people ain't in reach no more
Feeling deeper pain when he is no longer in contact with his loved ones.


'Cause greed would feed 'em more
The selfish desire for more is what caused the separation in the first place.


Money got bigger but my problems never shrunk down to size
Despite earning more money, his problems continued to persist.


They was just feeling it then the sun had shrunk in the sky
Their past enjoyable moments have already passed when the day ended.


You need my echo just to hear from me
His voice is powerful and important, and you need to have it repeated back to understand him.


But I'ma echo in your memory, yeah, yeah
He will remain a lasting presence in the memory of the listener.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Omavi Minder, Xavier Boykin

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Wulf Morpheus

Prod. By me 🥺

Dirty Soda Dakota

Spectacular job sir

Jacob McNab

great job man, what's the sample?

Nicotine Cruz

Good shit man this amazing

Manic Man

🔥 I’m FEELIN dis!!!

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Can I get a beat too?

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Miggz El Amigo

Love how warm this feels. Let the sun talk was extremely cold and serious and this record feels way more light, warm and collected. Like he grew out of the frustration into acceptance. Love witnessing human progress in art.

kvozia

"praying they still make love in my size..." I think we all felt that 😭this album feels so bittersweet

L3VI The fiend

i read this comment the same second i heard the lyric 😂❤ great coincidence fr

J

When this guy gets popular I'm proud that I was the few ones who first listened.

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