Bittersweet
Md$ Lyrics


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In my hallucination
I saw my beloved's flower garden
In my vertigo, in my dizziness
In my drunken haze
Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel

I saw myself as the source of existence
I was there in the beginning
And I was the spirit of love
Now I am sober
There is only the hangover
And the memory of love
And only the sorrow

I yearn for happiness
I ask for help
I want mercy
And my love says:

Look at me and hear me
Because I am here
Just for that

I am your moon and your moonlight too
I am your flower garden and your water too
I have come all this way, eager for you
Without shoes or shawl

I want you to laugh
To kill all your worries
To love you
To nourish you

Oh sweet bitterness
I will soothe you and heal you




I will bring you roses
I, too, have been covered with thorns

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Md$'s song "Bittersweet" paint a vivid picture of a tumultuous emotional state, evoking themes of love, intoxication, longing, and the aftermath of a broken relationship. The singer describes a hallucination where they find themselves in their beloved's flower garden, their senses spinning and whirling like a drunken haze. In this state, they see themselves as the very essence of existence, the spirit of love. However, as they sober up, all that remains is a hangover and the lingering memory of love, along with the accompanying sorrow.


The singer yearns for happiness and begs for help and mercy. They crave the attention and presence of their love, who reassures them that they are there for them. The love compares themselves to essential elements in the singer's life, saying they are the moon and the moonlight, the flower garden, and the water. They express their eagerness to be with the singer, emphasizing their willingness to come to them without any regard for comfort or protection.


In the last part of the song, the love promises to soothe and heal the bitter protagonist. They promise to bring roses, symbolizing beauty and love, even though they too have experienced pain and hardships, represented by the thorns.


Overall, "Bittersweet" captures the whirlwind of emotions experienced after the end of a love affair, the longing for happiness and solace, and the hope that the love they once shared can be rekindled.


Line by Line Meaning

In my hallucination
Within my imaginary state of mind


I saw my beloved's flower garden
I witnessed the beautiful collection of emotions and experiences from someone I deeply care about


In my vertigo, in my dizziness
Amidst my disorientation and confusion


In my drunken haze
During my intoxicated state


Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel
Moving dynamically and rhythmically, like a spinning wheel in motion


I saw myself as the source of existence
I perceived myself as the origin or foundation of life


I was there in the beginning
At the very start, I existed


And I was the spirit of love
I embodied the essence and energy of affection


Now I am sober
Currently, I am free from intoxication


There is only the hangover
All that remains is the aftermath of my previous state


And the memory of love
And the recollection of affection


And only the sorrow
And solely the feeling of sadness


I yearn for happiness
I deeply long for joy


I ask for help
I request assistance and support


I want mercy
I desire compassion and forgiveness


And my love says:
And the person I love expresses the following:


Look at me and hear me
Pay attention to me and listen to what I have to say


Because I am here
Because I am present and accessible


Just for that
Exclusively for that purpose


I am your moon and your moonlight too
I serve as both your source of brightness and the illumination itself


I am your flower garden and your water too
I fulfill the role of both the collection of beautiful emotions and the nourishment for them


I have come all this way, eager for you
I have journeyed a great distance, filled with anticipation for your presence


Without shoes or shawl
Without any provisions or protection


I want you to laugh
I wish for you to experience joy and express laughter


To kill all your worries
To eliminate and overcome all your anxieties


To love you
To deeply care for and cherish you


To nourish you
To provide sustenance and support to you


Oh sweet bitterness
Oh complex combination of pleasure and pain


I will soothe you and heal you
I will bring comfort and alleviate your pain


I will bring you roses
I will offer you symbols of love and beauty


I, too, have been covered with thorns
Similar to a rose, I have also experienced hardships and difficulties




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: STEVIN MCNAMARA

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