I Deserve This
Meek Mill Lyrics


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Go head and blame it on me
We ain't going to blame it on you
We ain't going to blame it on
Late night ringing on you
We ain't going to blame it on that
We ain't going to aim on you
Said you would never cheat what a shame
On youTimes you thinking I'm sleep
Shit you thinking I'm sweet
Got your phone on silent all vibrating the
SheetsWhen they took me to jail
Thought you was waiting on me
Messing with the same old lames
That was all hating on
MeAll that shit you said all
Them lies you told all that shit you did
Those fake dreams you soldIt
Don't take rocket
Scientist to figure why I'm so cold




Got a ice box in my chest
Girl my heart on froze

Overall Meaning

In the song "I Deserve This" by Meek Mill, the lyrics delve into a tumultuous relationship dynamic where blame is being tossed back and forth between the two parties. The first line, "Go head and blame it on me, We ain't going to blame it on you," sets the tone for the song as a conversation between two individuals who are acknowledging their faults without necessarily taking responsibility for them. There's a sense of defiance and refusal to accept blame, creating a tense and confrontational atmosphere.


The lyrics then touch upon themes of infidelity and mistrust, with lines such as "Said you would never cheat what a shame on you" which suggest betrayal and deceit within the relationship. The singer seems to be questioning their partner's loyalty, highlighting moments where they feel deceived and misled. The imagery of someone thinking they are sleeping while actually being observant of suspicious behavior adds to the overall theme of distrust and deception.


As the song progresses, the focus shifts to a period of separation or conflict, possibly referencing a time when the singer was incarcerated. The lyrics mention being taken to jail and expecting their partner to wait for them, only to find out they were engaging with individuals who were envious and antagonistic towards the singer. This betrayal adds another layer of complexity to the relationship, illustrating a cycle of hurt and disappointment.


The closing lines of the verse evoke a sense of emotional detachment and numbness, with the singer describing themselves as having an "ice box in my chest" and a "heart on froze." This imagery conveys a deep sense of hurt and emotional shutdown, hinting at the toll that the relationship dynamics have taken on the singer. The lyrics overall paint a vivid picture of a tumultuous and strained relationship marked by betrayal, mistrust, and hurt, further underscored by the defiant and resentful tone prevalent throughout the verse.


Line by Line Meaning

Go head and blame it on me
Feel free to place the blame on me


We ain't going to blame it on you
We won't hold you accountable


Late night ringing on you
Late night calls directed at you


We ain't going to blame it on that
We won't attribute it to that


We ain't going to aim on you
We won't target you


Said you would never cheat what a shame on you
You said you would never cheat, what a disappointment


Times you thinking I'm sleep
The times you assume I'm unaware


Shit you thinking I'm sweet
Stuff you believe I'm gullible


Got your phone on silent all vibrating the sheets
Your phone is on silent but vibrating loudly beneath the sheets


When they took me to jail
When I was arrested


Thought you was waiting on me
I thought you were anticipating my return


Messing with the same old lames that was all hating on me
Engaging with the same uninteresting people who were resentful towards me


All that shit you said all them lies you told all that shit you did
All the things you said, the lies you told, the actions you took


Those fake dreams you sold
Those false hopes you provided


It don't take rocket scientist to figure why I'm so cold
It's not difficult to understand why I'm distant


Got a ice box in my chest
Feels like I have an ice-cold heart


Girl my heart on froze
My heart is completely frozen




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Comments from YouTube:

@meekmill

im here!!!!!!!!!

@UCbaker

You're the greatest 🤞🏾I appreciate your motivation! I used to want you to save me 😂😂but I've realized that if I couldn't get the motivation to do it myself, then I'm missing the point of the music 🤞🏾
#blessings #do4self #toronto #oshawacrime

@Gudvibeonly

Same ❤️...finally🤦🏻‍♀️

@owengregory3963

R.I.P

@audemarsbriscoe2702

You forgot about us meek?

@gabrielburgis1171

One of Da Realest! Big Salutes

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@tinasmith8946

For those listening to this song. Make that promise to never give up on yourself. Forgive yourself and keep pushing forward. Experiences only make you stronger.

@antoinette2730

💯

@blessedcrewmusic588

Lovely coment

@rizzo2768

U already 💪

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