Black Moonlight
Mel Tormé Lyrics


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Lost in the shuffle, I've drifted an' strayed
Bruised by the city, bewildered, betrayed
With a heart heavy laden with faltering strides
I have come to the bridge, to the line that divides!

What am I doing up here in a daze
As I gaze at the cold river bed?
Why do I ask myself, "shall I go back
When I seem to be going ahead?"

To black moonlight!
Where everything reflects your color
Darkness that is endless.
Nights that leave me friendless, blue!

Black moonlight!
You make the lights of Harlem duller
Just like me you're faded, jaded and degraded, too!
Why must you send,
Ebony moonbeams, depressing, distressing,
Like shadows of love that are gone?

Where will it end?
Will it spread on to the starlight, the sunlight
And darken each promise of dawn?

Black moonlight!
I've lost all power to resist you




Madly, I await you, even though I hate you
Black, black moonlight!

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Mel Tormé's song "Black Moonlight" tell the story of someone who feels lost, hurt, and betrayed. The singer is at a bridge, standing at the line that divides, trying to decide whether to move forward or go back. The black moonlight represents a sense of hopelessness and sadness, with nothing seeming to reflect any light or joy. The singer is overwhelmed with a feeling of depression, which is enhanced by the "ebony moonbeams" that the black moonlight sends.


The singer wonders why they are standing in a daze, staring at the cold river bed. They question why they should go back when it seems like they are moving ahead. The black moonlight feels endless, causing the speake to feel friendless and blue. The black moonlight makes the already faded lights of Harlem even duller. It reflects how the singer feels, also faded, jaded, and degraded. The depressing, distressing ebony moonbeams feel like shadows of love that are gone.


The singer is caught up in the black moonlight, waiting madly for it, even though they hate it. The song ends with the question of where it will end and whether it will spread to the starlight, sunlight, and darken each promise of dawn. All in all, the lyrics of the song describe the feeling of being lost in the darkness, unable to find a way out.


Line by Line Meaning

Lost in the shuffle, I've drifted an' strayed
I'm feeling lost and aimless, like I'm just going along with the crowd


Bruised by the city, bewildered, betrayed
I feel wounded by the harshness and unfeelingness of the city around me


With a heart heavy laden with faltering strides
My heart feels weighed down and my steps are unsure and unsteady


I have come to the bridge, to the line that divides!
I've come to a point of decision, a place where I have to choose a path to take


What am I doing up here in a daze
I'm wondering how I got where I am and why I feel so confused


As I gaze at the cold river bed?
As I look out at the dark and still water flowing beneath me


Why do I ask myself, "shall I go back
Why do I wonder if I should turn around


When I seem to be going ahead?"
When it looks like I could move forward instead


To black moonlight!
To the darkness that surrounds me


Where everything reflects your color
Where everything seems dark and hopeless


Darkness that is endless.
A deep and never-ending sense of despair


Nights that leave me friendless, blue!
Nights that are lonely and sad and seem to stretch on forever


You make the lights of Harlem duller
You cast a shadow over even the brightest and most vibrant parts of the city


Just like me you're faded, jaded and degraded, too!
Just like me, you're worn out, cynical, and broken


Why must you send,
Why do you make me feel


Ebony moonbeams, depressing, distressing,
Sad and unsettling feelings that fill my mind like dark rays of light


Like shadows of love that are gone?
Like the fading memories of love that has been lost


Where will it end?
How long will this feeling last?


Will it spread on to the starlight, the sunlight
Will it infect even the brightest and most hopeful parts of my life


And darken each promise of dawn?
And make it hard for me to believe in a new day and a better future


I've lost all power to resist you
I feel helpless and powerless in the face of this darkness


Madly, I await you, even though I hate you
Even though I know this feeling is hurting me, I can't help but feel drawn to it


Black, black moonlight!
Dark, hopeless, and all-encompassing despair




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: COSLOW, JOHNSTON

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