Apathy
Melanie Lyrics


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I can't sleep, I can't write
I can't eat, I can't fight
This damned old apathy is killing me
I can't love, I can't hate
I can't run, I can't wait
This damned old apathy is killing me

Ooh oh babe, I'm feelin' so damned low
'Cause I've been waiting around here
And I can wait anymore
Ooh honey, you don't treat me nice at all
You lead me to the edge
And then you ask me why I fall
You ask me why I fall

I can't sleep, I can't write
I can't eat, I can't fight
This damned old apathy is killing me
I can't love, I can't hate
I can't run, I can't wait
This damned old apathy is killing me

Ooh oh babe, I don't care no more
I don't remember fighting
But I feel like I lost the war
Ooh child, I'm gonna leave you with this song
If you don't believe I'm leaving
Count the days I'm gone
Count the days I'm gone

Who needs this damned old apathy
It's wearing out my heart and drying out my brain
Oh set me free from this damned old apathy
This damned old apathy

I can't laugh, I can't cry
I can't live and I can't die
'Cause this damned old apathy is killing me
I can't end, I can't begin
I can't lose but I can' win
'Cause this damned old apathy is killing me

This damned old apathy is killing me
Ah this damned old apathy is killing me




This damned old apathy (Who needs apathy?)
This damned old apathy (Who needs apathy?)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Melanie's song "Apathy" describe the suffocating feeling of being stuck in a state of apathy. The singer emphasizes that she cannot find the motivation to do anything, and everything feels pointless. She cannot sleep, write, eat, or fight - all things that require effort and energy. The chorus indicates that the apathy is literally killing her because it is preventing her from feeling love or hate, running or waiting. The frustration and hopelessness reach a peak in the second verse where the singer reveals she feels like she has lost the war, even though she cannot remember fighting. The bridge is a cry for help, asking to be released from the grips of apathy because it is wearing out her heart and drying out her brain. By the end of the song, the singer is at a point where she cannot even laugh or cry, which leaves her feeling like she cannot live or die.


Overall, the song portrays a feeling many people experience at some point in their lives - a lack of motivation and purpose. It is a feeling that can be overwhelming and lead to depression if not addressed. The song serves as a reminder that it is essential to address moments of apathy and not let them take over.


Line by Line Meaning

I can't sleep, I can't write
I am feeling so low that I am losing my ability to sleep and write.


I can't eat, I can't fight
I am so emotionally drained that I can't find the energy to eat or fight.


This damned old apathy is killing me
This persistent feeling of apathy is destroying me from within.


I can't love, I can't hate
I am feeling numb and unable to express any emotions at all, whether positive or negative.


I can't run, I can't wait
I feel stuck and unable to make any progress or changes in my life.


Ooh oh babe, I'm feelin' so damned low
I am feeling intensely sad and depressed.


'Cause I've been waiting around here
Because my life has become stagnant and unchanging, leading to a sense of hopelessness.


And I can't wait anymore
I am finding it difficult to endure this state of inaction and numbness any longer.


Ooh honey, you don't treat me nice at all
I am feeling mistreated by someone in my life.


You lead me to the edge
This person has pushed me to my emotional breaking point.


And then you ask me why I fall
And yet, this person seems surprised when I finally crumble under the weight of my emotions.


Ooh oh babe, I don't care no more
I am feeling so emotionally drained that I no longer care about anything.


I don't remember fighting
I don't even remember what it feels like to fight for something or someone.


But I feel like I lost the war
But despite my lack of effort, I still feel like I have lost in life.


Ooh child, I'm gonna leave you with this song
I am using this song as my final message before I leave this situation/person behind.


If you don't believe I'm leaving
If you doubt that I am capable of walking away.


Count the days I'm gone
Wait and see how long it takes for me to finally make a change and leave this situation/person behind.


Who needs this damned old apathy
I am questioning why anyone would ever choose to feel this way.


It's wearing out my heart and drying out my brain
This feeling of apathy is causing physical as well as emotional damage.


Oh set me free from this damned old apathy
I am begging for a way out of this emotional rut.


I can't laugh, I can't cry
I am feeling so emotionally detached that I can't even express basic human emotions like joy or sadness.


I can't live and I can't die
This state of emotional numbness has left me feeling like I am neither truly alive nor truly dead.


'Cause this damned old apathy is killing me
This feeling of apathy is slowly destroying my soul.


I can't end, I can't begin
I feel stuck and unable to move forward in any way.


I can't lose but I can' win
I feel like I will always be stuck in this state of emotional limbo, without the ability to improve or worsen my circumstances.


This damned old apathy is killing me
This feeling of apathy is consuming me and preventing me from truly living.


Ah this damned old apathy is killing me
I am expressing my desperation and despair at this terrible emotional state.


This damned old apathy (Who needs apathy?)
I am posing a rhetorical question, asking why anyone would ever choose to experience this feeling.


This damned old apathy (Who needs apathy?)
I am once again emphasizing the terrible nature of this feeling and question its value or purpose.




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