This Time
Melanie C Lyrics


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I’ve been practicing all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone
I promised that I wouldn’t cry
Told myself I had to try and hold on

The truth I lied, I hate myself inside
And why I played the game and paid the price
I never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I’ll be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
I’ll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
This time I will

I’ve been wide awake all night
There’s no sign of sleep inside my mind
The headlight shadows scan my wall
I convince myself you’ll call in time

The truth I lied, the girl in me has died
And why I played the game and paid the price

I never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I’ll be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
I’ll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
This time I will

This time I will be yours completely
This time I’ll make sure you don’t hate me
This time I know, this time I can
And this time I will

I never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I’ll be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
I’ll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
This time I will





I’ve been practicing all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone...

Overall Meaning

The song "This Time" by Melanie C is about a person who is preparing to reunite with a past lover, after failing to make the relationship work the first time around. The lyrics tell the story of someone who has been practicing what they want to say to their former love, but when the time comes, the words they meant to say are gone. They promised themselves that they wouldn't cry and that they had to try and hold on, however they hate themselves inside for the truth they lied.


The lyrics then delve into the character's inner turmoil as they try to convince themselves that they will never be lonely again, until this time when they are reunited with their love. While they have been wide awake all night in anticipation, the person convinces themselves that their love will call in time. The song explores the idea of never looking back, never crying, never wondering why, and never doubting oneself.


As the song progresses, the character becomes more confident that this reunion will work, and they will be able to salvage their past relationship. They declare that "This time I will be yours completely," and they will make sure that their love doesn't hate them. The song is about forgiveness, growth, and second chances in love.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been practicing all day
I've been rehearsing and preparing for this moment for a long time


Now the words I meant to say are gone
Despite all my preparation, I find myself at a loss for words


I promised that I wouldn’t cry
I made a commitment to myself not to let my emotions overcome me


Told myself I had to try and hold on
I reminded myself to stay strong and persevere in this difficult situation


The truth I lied, I hate myself inside
I have been dishonest with myself and it has resulted in feelings of self-loathing


And why I played the game and paid the price
My actions have had consequences and I am paying the price for my choices


I never look back, I never cry
I refuse to dwell on past mistakes and try not to show weakness in front of others


Never try to wonder why
I don't bother questioning why things happen, I just try to move forward


I’ll be on my own and never doubt
I am self-sufficient and don't question my ability to handle things on my own


Never shout or wonder how
I don't waste energy getting worked up or questioning how things will turn out


I’ll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
In the past, I have been content being alone but now I am struggling with loneliness


This time I will
I am determined to make a change and do things differently this time around


I’ve been wide awake all night
I am unable to sleep due to my racing thoughts and emotions


There's no sign of sleep inside my mind
My thoughts and worries are keeping me from being able to rest


The headlight shadows scan my wall
The shadows created by passing headlights are casting patterns on my bedroom wall


I convince myself you’ll call in time
I am trying to reassure myself that the person I am waiting for will reach out to me eventually


The truth I lied, the girl in me has died
I have been living a lie and it has caused me to lose a part of myself


This time I will be yours completely
I will give my all to this person and be fully committed to them


This time I’ll make sure you don’t hate me
I will go out of my way to make sure I don't do anything to upset this person


This time I know, this time I can
I have confidence in myself and my ability to succeed this time around


And this time I will
I am committed to making a change and doing things differently this time around




Lyrics © Peermusic Publishing
Written by: ADAM STUART ARGYLE

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I’ve been practicing all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone
I promised that I wouldn’t cry
Told myself I had to try and hold on
The truth I lied, I hate myself inside
And why I played the game and paid the price
I never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I’ll be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
I’ll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
This time I will
I’ve been wide awake all night
There’s no sign of sleep inside my mind
The headlight shadows scan my wall
I convince myself you’ll call in time
The truth I lied, the girl in me has died
And why I played the game and paid the price
I never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I’ll be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
I’ll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
This time I will
This time I will be yours completely
This time I’ll make sure you don’t hate me
This time I know, this time I can
And this time I will
I never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I’ll be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
I’ll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
This time I will
I’ve been practicing all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone...



All comments from YouTube:

Aleasha Wallace

Beautiful song. Beaitiful soul. Beautiful woman. What a legend! Completely underrated as a solo artist.

Judy Ann Rocabo

mel c is simply amazing!!! incomparable and very versatile, she can sing ballads, pop, rock... name it!!! and her voice is sooo distinct!!! i'm just quite sad that her records are not available here in the philippines where a lot of her fans could have copies of them... i had to order my copies online ... quite expensive but very much worth it!!! she's been my favorite spice girl and still is my favorite after she went solo. mel c rocks!!!

Kevandre

I like this version of the song, almost better than the one on the album

Roden

This woman is just sooo amazing I love Melanie C she deserves more attentin Melanie's music is soo beautiful and unreal!!!

Monico Hernandez III

All her music rocks!!! I loved it since her departure from the group. Still listen to all her music.

CarpetWage

Monico Hernandez III she never left the Spice Girls

Teresa Teran

I love it. Song.

laurettyna0927

She's my favourite pop singer!! I never get bored listening to her music

Bobi Jackson

She is a inspiration for me Her songs are lessons I think This song is some of them

Dorian Sol

una de sus mejores canciones. pero todas son geniales

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