In October 2004, Etheridge was diagnosed with breast cancer, and underwent surgery and chemotherapy. At the 2005 Grammy Awards, she made a return to the stage and, although bald from chemotherapy, performed a tribute to Janis Joplin with the song "Piece of My Heart". Etheridge's performance was widely lauded, with India.Arie writing "I Am Not My Hair" about Etheridge. Later that year, Etheridge released her first compilation album, Greatest Hits: The Road Less Traveled. The album was a huge success, peaking at #14 on the Billboard 200, and going Gold immediately. Her latest release is 4th Street Feeling.
Etheridge is known for her mixture of "confessional lyrics, pop-based folk-rock, and raspy, smoky vocals." She has also been an iconic gay and lesbian activist since her public coming out in January 1993.
Watching You
Melissa Etheridge Lyrics
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Why am I standing out here alone
I guess I don't know enough to come in from the rain
I was watching your window
From here below
I think I just might stay here all day
Cause I gotta do something
I don't want to love you
If I can't hold you
I don't want to be thinking of you
And if you don't want me
I don't want to want you
And if you won't see me
I don't know what to do
But oh keep watching you
Until I see right through
Oh I keep watching you
You could throw me down a cigarette
I smoked my last one quite a while ago
No, I gave it to the man that swore he had no need
You know sometimes if I listen real close
I can hear the dark side of the moon
And there's always yesterday's Times if I care to read
And I gotta do something
If I can't love you
I don't want to love you
If I can't hold you
I don't want to be thinking of you
And if you don't want me
I don't want to want you
And if you won't see me
I don't know what to do
But oh keep watching you
Until I see right through
Oh I keep watching you
Sure I'm alright
No I'm not very cold
Every now and then I can feel the subway heat
So go on inside
I'll leave you alone
Anyway Bogart's on in the window down the street
And I gotta do something
If I can't love you
I don't want to love you
If I can't hold you
I don't want to be thinking of you
And if you don't want me
I don't want to want you
And if you won't see me
I don't know what to do
But oh keep watching you
Until I see right through
Oh I keep watching you
The song "Watching You" by Melissa Etheridge is a melancholic song that reflects the emotions of unrequited love. The opening lines "That's a good question, Why am I standing out here alone" express the confusion and uncertainty of the singer's mind. She doesn't understand why she is still standing outside in the rain, watching her lover's window. The singer is lost in love and is unable to move on despite being rejected by her lover.
The singer's desperation is demonstrated in lines like "If I can't love you, I don't want to love you, If I can't hold you, I don't want to be thinking of you." She feels that if there is no hope for reciprocated love, then there is no point in loving at all. The repetition of "I gotta do something" in the chorus signifies that the singer is trying to find a way to cope with her unrequited love, but she doesn't know how.
The lyrics are filled with metaphors and imagery that convey the singer's melancholy state such as "dark side of the moon" and "yesterday's Times." Overall, "Watching You" is a powerful song that captures the pain of unfulfilled love.
Line by Line Meaning
That's a good question
The singer is uncertain of why they are standing outside alone.
Why am I standing out here alone
The singer is questioning why they are outside by themselves.
I guess I don't know enough to come in from the rain
The singer admits they are clueless as to why they are standing outside in the rain.
I was watching your window
The singer reveals they have been spying on someone through their window.
From here below
The singer is positioned under the window they are watching.
I think I just might stay here all day
The singer is considering spending the whole day outside watching the person through their window.
Cause I gotta do something
The singer is trying to find a way to occupy their time.
If I can't love you
The singer can only love the person they are watching.
I don't want to love you
The singer is not interested in loving someone else.
If I can't hold you
The singer can only hold the person they are watching.
I don't want to be thinking of you
The singer does not want to think about someone else.
And if you don't want me
The singer is unsure if the person they are watching desires them.
I don't want to want you
The singer does not want to want someone who does not want them back.
And if you won't see me
The singer is unsure if the person they are watching is aware of their presence.
I don't know what to do
The singer is afraid of what will happen if the person they are watching does not reciprocate their feelings.
But oh keep watching you
The singer cannot help but continue watching the person they are infatuated with.
Until I see right through
The singer hopes that by watching the person long enough, they will understand them completely.
You could throw me down a cigarette
The singer is asking the person they are watching for a cigarette.
I smoked my last one quite a while ago
The singer has not had a cigarette in quite some time.
No, I gave it to the man that swore he had no need
The singer gave their last cigarette away to a man who claimed he did not need it.
You know sometimes if I listen real close
The singer believes they can hear things that others cannot.
I can hear the dark side of the moon
The singer claims they can hear sounds from the far side of the moon.
And there's always yesterday's Times if I care to read
The singer has access to old newspapers if they want to read them.
Sure I'm alright
The singer is saying everything is okay when it is not.
No I'm not very cold
The singer is not actually warm despite what they say.
Every now and then I can feel the subway heat
The singer sometimes feels warmth from the nearby subway system.
So go on inside
The singer is telling the person they are watching to go back inside.
I'll leave you alone
The singer will not bother the person further.
Anyway Bogart's on in the window down the street
The singer sees a Humphrey Bogart film playing in a window down the street.
And I gotta do something
The singer is still trying to find something to do with their time.
But oh keep watching you
The singer cannot help but continue watching the person they are infatuated with.
Until I see right through
The singer hopes that by watching the person long enough, they will understand them completely.
Oh I keep watching you
The singer cannot help but continue watching the person they are infatuated with.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, CTM Publishing
Written by: ROBERT PLANT, CHRISTOPHER BLACKWELL, PHILIP MERRIAM JOHNSTONE
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