A History Of Drunks
Melvins Lyrics


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She helped me remove the bullet from my leg
She took the blade, dug them out while I lay screaming
She showed me bloody things and held them in her hand
And said that these were hers and put them in her pocket

I begged her to shoot me in the head
She took my gun and shot my leg instead
The way she held my gun and looked at me with rage
Told me that everything was okay and I survived

And now she stays with me; it's crazy, but she's mine
She tells me I'm insane because she doesn't lie




She was the killing me; she left me here to die
And all the ways that worries all right

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Melvins's song "A History of Drunks" tell the story of a person who has been wounded in some way, physically and/or emotionally, and is saved by a woman who takes care of them. The person is in so much pain and distress that they ask her to shoot them in the head, but instead the woman takes their gun and shoots their leg, saving their life. The person becomes grateful for the woman's help, and they become romantically involved despite their dysfunctional relationship.


The lyrics of the song are open to interpretation, but one possible explanation is that the wounded person represents someone who is struggling with addiction or mental illness, and the woman represents a caretaker or therapist who helps them heal. The person wants to be put out of their misery, but the woman knows that they need to work through their pain to survive. The line "She tells me I'm insane because she doesn't lie" suggests that the woman is tough-love type who won't coddle the person's delusions about their own behavior.


Additionally, the lyrics draw attention to the complicated dynamics of unhealthy relationships, where the person is both saved and hurt by the other person's actions. It is clear that the singer is not in a healthy relationship, but they remain with the other out of some sense of obligation, love or loyalty. Overall, the lyrics of "A History of Drunks" tell a dark and twisted tale of survival, dependence, and manipulation.


Line by Line Meaning

She helped me remove the bullet from my leg
She helped me through a painful time in my life.


She took the blade, dug them out while I lay screaming
She went to great lengths to help me and it was a difficult and painful process for me.


She showed me bloody things and held them in her hand
She was willing to confront the worst aspects of my situation and help me through them.


And said that these were hers and put them in her pocket
She took ownership and responsibility for the difficult things that we were dealing with.


I begged her to shoot me in the head
I was so overwhelmed by the pain that I wanted to die.


She took my gun and shot my leg instead
She took control of the situation and let me know that death was not an option.


The way she held my gun and looked at me with rage
She was angry with me for wanting to give up and she made sure I knew.


Told me that everything was okay and I survived
Despite the difficulties, she reassured me that everything would be alright and that I could get through it.


And now she stays with me; it's crazy, but she's mine
Despite the chaos and pain we've been through, she has stayed with me and I feel grateful to have her in my life.


She tells me I'm insane because she doesn't lie
She is honest with me and helps me to see myself objectively, even when it's painful.


She was the killing me; she left me here to die
She pushed me to face my own flaws and weaknesses, even though it was difficult and painful.


And all the ways that worries all right
Despite the difficulties, everything is going to be okay in the end.




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