Confessions
Memphis Ash Lyrics

Im seeing views in the skies
I'm feeling free and liberated

Told her i wouldn't break her heart but i still broke her heart
I promised not to hurt her but ended up doing it anyway

Even though he told her he would break her heart he still did it
The promise was broken and her heart was shattered

She said fool you a lie
She accuses him of being deceitful

She say i played her from the start and i don't care bout her at all
She believes that he was manipulating her all along and never cared about her

That ain't true its a lie
He insists that her accusations are false

I care for her a lot, but its hard to express it
He has deep feelings for her but is unable to communicate them properly

The bond that we had, falling off its neglected
Their strong connection is fading away due to neglect

I text back slow when your calls get rejection
He doesn't show interest when she tries to reach out to him

The love that you gave I just straight disrespect it
He doesn't value her love and takes it for granted

Supposed to teach you about love and affection
He was supposed to be a source of love and guidance for her

Keeping dirty secrets now my thought need inspection
He has been keeping hidden things and now he needs to reflect on his thoughts

The sweet vibe we had, camouflaged with aggression
Their good moments were overshadowed by negativity

Now you moved on and I ain't mad i respect it
She has moved on and he is accepting and respecting her decision

I should've did better ill take it as a lesson
He knows he could have done better and is learning from his mistakes

I let the guilt in and my guard got ejected
He has let guilt consume him and has lowered his defenses

Maybe its for the better I know god gone accept me its hard when you helpless
He believes it's for the best and hopes that God will forgive him

But my chin up
He is trying to remain positive despite everything

My thought get so reckless
His thoughts become chaotic and irrational

Its a diffrence
There is a difference

Between love and in love
There's a distinction between feeling love and being deeply in love

And when you in love you fall in depression
Being in love can lead to feelings of sadness and despair

Its posed to feel the same
Love is supposed to feel consistent

Thats that twin love
A special type of love that is deep and genuine

But you dealing with a nigga who ain't been loved
He is admitting that he has never truly experienced love before

Thats why i still wild out with the street thugs
He acts tough and reckless to compensate for his lack of love

And put my phone on silent in the strip club
He doesn't want any distractions while he's at the strip club

I know its crazy
He acknowledges that his behavior is irrational

I lost some interest and i now you lost some patience
He has lost interest and she's running out of patience

Without admission i entered into the basics
He doesn't want to admit his mistakes, but he's simplifying things

If u'on forgive me I deserve it ain't the greatest
If she forgives him, he feels like he doesn't deserve it

Thats what i get should've treated you like a lady
He realizes he should have treated her with respect and dignity

But I was tripping and honestly girl i hate it
He admits that he was wrong and regrets his actions

You didn't only leave you left with apart of me
She didn't just leave, she took a piece of his heart too

So if u'on accept me accept my apology
He is asking for forgiveness and hoping she can accept his apology

Take it as a warning
He's providing a warning

It might sound alarming
It can be surprising

12 o'clock in the morning out cheating while you yawning
He admits to cheating while she was asleep

Baby girl i know you hate me
He knows she dislikes him

But you'll love me in the morning
He believes she will forgive him eventually

My confessions
These are my confessions

My confessions
These are my confessions

These are my confessions
He's opening up and admitting his mistakes

Yeah

My confessions
These are my confessions