Rehab
Memphis Ash Lyrics

I'm seeing views in the skies
I'm dreaming big and imagining a better life for myself.

Told her I wouldn't break her heart but i still broke her... heart
I promised her I wouldn't hurt her, but I did anyway.

She say Fool You A Lie she say i played her from the start and I don’t care about her at all
She thinks I lied and manipulated her from the beginning and that I don't care about her.

That ain't true that's a lie
That's not true, I care about her a lot, but I struggle to show it.

I care for her a lot, but it's hard to express it
I have strong feelings for her, but I find it difficult to communicate my emotions.

The bond that we had falling off its neglected;
Our connection has weakened because I haven't been putting in effort to maintain it.

I text back slow, and your calls get rejection
I haven't been responsive to her messages and have been rejecting her phone calls.

The love that you gave I just straight disrespected
I didn't appreciate the love she showed me and disregarded it.

Supposed to treat you bout love and affection, keeping dirty secrets;
I should have treated her with love and care, but instead, I kept secrets from her.

Now my thoughts need inspection
I need to reflect on my actions and thoughts towards her.

The sweet vibe we had, camouflaged with aggression
Our once sweet relationship became clouded with arguments and hostility.

Now you moved on and i ain't mad I respect it
She has moved on, and I'm not upset about it, I understand and respect her decision.

I should've did better, I'll take it as a lesson
I acknowledge that I could have done better and learned from my mistakes.

I let the guilt in and my guard got ejected, maybe it's for the better
I let my guilt take over and became vulnerable, and maybe that's a positive thing.

I know God gone accept me, It's hard when you're helpless
I believe God will forgive me, but it's difficult to accept when you feel powerless.

But my chin up my thoughts get so wreckless
I need to stay positive, even though my thoughts are all over the place and chaotic.

It's a difference between love and in love
There's a distinction between having feelings for someone and being truly in love with them.

And when you in love you fall into Depression
Being in love can be overwhelming and even lead to depression.

It's supposed to feel the same
You expect that when you're in love, the feeling should be mutual.

That's that twin love but you dealing with a nigga that ain't been loved
That's the kind of love that is deep and rare, but she's dealing with someone who hasn't experienced it before.

That's why I still wild out with the street thugs
I still hang out with unsavory people because I don't know how to handle my emotions properly.

And put my phone on silence in the strip club
I'm avoiding dealing with my issues by drowning them out with distractions like strip clubs.

I know it's crazy I lost some interest
I'm aware that it's irrational, but I'm not as invested in our relationship as I used to be.

And I know you lost some patience
I understand that she's becoming tired of my behavior and lack of effort towards our relationship.

Without admission I entered into the basics
Without confessing, I fell into old patterns and didn't change my behavior.

If you don't forgive me I deserve it ian the greatest
If she chooses not to forgive me, I understand because I don't deserve it.

That's what i get i should've treated you like a lady
I realize that the way I treated her was not respectful or considerate, and I should have done better.

But i was tripping and honestly girl i hate it
I was acting foolishly, and I regret it deeply.

You didn't only leave, you left with a part of me so if you don't accept me Accept my apology
When she left, it felt like a part of me left with her, and if she can't forgive me, I can only hope that she accepts my apology.

My confessions my confessions These are my confessions, yeah; my confessions
I'm confessing my faults and recognizing my mistakes, and these are my deeply personal confessions.

Take it as a warning, it might sound alarming 12' o clock in the morning, out cheating while your yawning Babygirl I know you hate me; but you'll love me in the morning
I'm warning her that I've cheated on her, and she'll be upset, but in the morning, she'll forgive me because she loves me.