Borrowed Time
Meridian Lyrics


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I've grown sick of fighting
To keep my head held above the water
There's a weight around my feet that's dragging me down
Constantly pulling me and filling up my lungs
This disease has gotten the worst of me
And I may never come back

I am a shell
Of my former self
I have changed
Now I am left empty

It kills me to wake up every day
Knowing that my life has changed
One day (one day) things will be different
Things will get better here for me

I can't remember the last time that I, that I woke up feeling alive
Everyday repeats itself
Day in, day out, it's always the same

It’s always the same

It kills me to wake up every day
Knowing that my life has changed
One day (one day) things will be different
Things will get better here for me

I've let myself get too far
All I can see are these hospital walls
I'm stuck in this bed remembering what brought me here
The scars are so deep
The memory’s engraved
I'll keep this with me as a reminder to myself
Sometimes we need a reason
And a purpose

This is my reason
This is my purpose
This is my second chance to live again





I will no longer take this life that I've lived for granted
This is my life and I will take control of everything that I used to know

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Meridian's song "Borrowed Time" are a poignant reflection on the struggle with a life-threatening illness that has taken hold of the singer. The opening lines of the song reveal the extent of their weariness and sense of powerlessness in the face of a condition that continues to drag them down. The lyrics convey a sense of the singer's unyielding despair and the challenge of coping with the constant, unrelenting nature of their illness.


The chorus captures the essence of the song's central message, with the singer voicing their longing for change and the hope that one day, things will be different. The second verse provides a glimpse into the singer's monotonous routine, where every day feels like a battle just to stay alive. The song's powerful conclusion reveals the resolve of the singer who, despite their ordeal, is determined to use their experience to gain a new perspective on life, seize their second chance and take control of every aspect of their existence.


In summary, "Borrowed Time" is a moving, heartfelt track that deals with a difficult subject matter with bravery, sensitivity, and honesty. The song's emotive lyrics convey a powerful message of resilience in the face of adversity.


Line by Line Meaning

I've grown sick of fighting
I'm tired of continuously struggling with life's challenges


To keep my head held above the water
It's become increasingly difficult to survive


There's a weight around my feet that's dragging me down
My problems are weighing me down and obstructing my progress


Constantly pulling me and filling up my lungs
At times, I feel suffocated and surrounded by difficulties


This disease has gotten the worst of me
My health has deteriorated to a great extent


And I may never come back
I'm fearful that I may never return to the happy and healthy person I once was


I am a shell
I feel empty and drained of energy


Of my former self
I've changed drastically and hardly recognize myself


I have changed
I'm not the same person I was before


Now I am left empty
Emotionally, I feel void and unfulfilled


It kills me to wake up every day
The reality of my life is painful and unbearable


Knowing that my life has changed
I realize that everything is different now


One day (one day) things will be different
I'm holding on to the hope that things will improve someday


Things will get better here for me
I'm optimistic that my situation will improve in the future


I can't remember the last time that I, that I woke up feeling alive
It's been a long time since I felt genuinely happy and alive


Everyday repeats itself
My life has become predictable and monotonous


Day in, day out, it's always the same
I feel like I'm stuck in a never-ending cycle with no way out


I've let myself get too far
I've allowed my problems to escalate and become overwhelming


All I can see are these hospital walls
My health issues have resulted in spending a lot of time in hospitals


I'm stuck in this bed remembering what brought me here
I'm reflecting on how I ended up in this situation in the first place


The scars are so deep
My emotional wounds are profound and long-lasting


The memory’s engraved
The memories of my struggles are permanently etched in my mind


I'll keep this with me as a reminder to myself
I will use these experiences to learn and grow from them


Sometimes we need a reason
Adversity can sometimes be a catalyst for change and self-discovery


And a purpose
Our struggles can motivate us to find meaning and purpose in life


This is my reason
My challenges have given me a reason to persevere and overcome them


This is my purpose
My struggles have given me a sense of purpose and direction


This is my second chance to live again
I see my current situation as an opportunity to start anew and change my life for the better


I will no longer take this life that I've lived for granted
I've learned to appreciate the value of life and will no longer take it for granted


This is my life and I will take control of everything that I used to know
I'm taking ownership of my life and using my newfound strength to take control of my future




Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: Christian Evanko, Christian Titer, David Mitchell, Juan Espinosa, Ronald Scocozza

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Comments from YouTube:

Cliff474

This is incredible! :O

The18thAnniversary

Very very GOOD song!

Matt Robusto

Guys, are we sure this isn't just an unreleased Vanna song from back in the day?

Jokes aside, I've actually missed this sound.

cupcakescouture

They are great musicians;  nothing shameful in working hard and advertising.  I love the music, it is amazing, so young and so talented.

Eric Vickery

Just enough cowbell

GIBrohamaseid

"I've grown sick of farting" first 2 seconds 

Brennan Lemieux

I think its shameful that they advertised their merch in the video.

I'm here for music. Not souvenirs.| Great song though.

Taylor Price

Read up anything on Victory records. Its cool to support an artist but Victory takes incredible margins and really is in it mostly for the money. They just seem to happen upon some pretty good artists. A Day To Remember left them for this very reason. Hence why I am even aware of their misgivings.

Strike Hard

It's not shameful, they need to try and sell the music and merch they will have. BUT I think that it happens too many times in video. Once or twice would've been fine. Beginning and end of the song.

Drumming Buffalo [Macabre]

agreed though e.e

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