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Therapist
Michael Benjamin Lyrics
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she don't want to see me no more
but she could give me a name
with a number to call
and I don't know the reason
maybe ''cause I didn't want her pills
or 'cause I didn't want to talk
I've tried to draw myself
but I forget how I look
I've tried to draw the lines of all the years
every wrinkle I think is there
and I grab my future and I choke it
till it can't speak no more
till it won't move no more
I bought a pack of cigarettes
right after work
but I haven't opened it yet
I know I've told you that I quit
and I met a stranger in a bar
she was reading a book about astral travel
drinking a glass of champagne
she said 'my boyfriend just broke up with me'
and I grab my future and I choke it
till it can't speak no more
till I won't move no more
and I miss my friends,
I miss 'em tonight
they're somewhere in Manchester, Ireland, and LA
and I miss my lover
when I'm not with her
darling when I'm with you I don't worry about anything
'cause darling when I'm with you I don't worry about anything
In the song "Therapist" by Michael Benjamin, the lyrics capture the experiences and emotions of the singer in a deeply introspective and vulnerable manner. The song begins with the revelation that the singer's therapist no longer wants to see them. This could be due to various reasons, such as the singer's refusal to take prescribed medication or a resistance to engage in meaningful conversations during therapy sessions. The mention of a name and number to call suggests that the therapist is offering a referral to someone else who might be better suited to help the singer.
The second paragraph delves into the singer's struggle with self-perception and the passage of time. The act of attempting to draw oneself reveals a desire to capture and remember their own image, but the difficulty in doing so highlights a sense of confusion or disconnection from their own identity. The reference to drawing the lines of all the years and noticing every wrinkle implies that the singer is acutely aware of the aging process and its impact on their self-image.
The third paragraph introduces a shift in focus towards the singer's coping mechanisms and encounters with others. The mention of buying a pack of cigarettes suggests a reliance on smoking to deal with stress or emotions. However, the fact that the singer hasn't opened the pack yet could indicate a wavering commitment to this habit. The encounter with a stranger in a bar who is reading a book about astral travel and going through a recent breakup introduces a sense of longing and shared experiences of emotional turmoil.
In the final paragraph, the lyrics express a deep longing for connection and a longing for the singer's friends and lover. The singer misses their friends who are scattered in different places, highlighting a sense of isolation and yearning for their companionship. Similarly, the mention of missing their lover when they are apart underscores the comfort and solace that this relationship brings. When they are together, worries and concerns seem to fade away, suggesting that the singer finds genuine peace and contentment in their partner's presence.
Overall, "Therapist" portrays a complex emotional landscape, touching on themes of loneliness, transient connections, struggles with self-image, and the power of love and companionship. Through the introspective lyrics, Michael Benjamin explores the singer's inner thoughts and experiences, offering listeners an insight into the human condition and the quest for emotional well-being.
Line by Line Meaning
My therapist told me
The person I sought help from for my emotional well-being informed me
she don't want to see me no more
that she no longer wishes to have sessions with me
but she could give me a name
However, she provided me with a referral
with a number to call
including a contact number
and I don't know the reason
Yet, the specific cause remains unclear to me
maybe 'cause I didn't want her pills
Possibly because I declined the medication she recommended
or 'cause I didn't want to talk
or maybe due to my reluctance to engage in conversation
I've tried to draw myself
I attempted to sketch my own likeness
but I forget how I look
yet, I cannot recall my own appearance
I've tried to draw the lines of all the years
I endeavored to capture the passage of time visually
every wrinkle I think is there
including each crease I perceive on my face
and I grab my future and I choke it
I seize hold of my potential and suffocate it
till it can't speak no more
until it is rendered voiceless
till it won't move no more
until it remains stagnant and motionless
I bought a pack of cigarettes
I made a purchase of a cigarette pack
right after work
immediately following my job
but I haven't opened it yet
however, I have refrained from opening it thus far
I know I've told you that I quit
Despite claiming to have quit smoking before
and I met a stranger in a bar
I encountered an unfamiliar person at a drinking establishment
she was reading a book about astral travel
who happened to be engrossed in a book concerning astral projection
drinking a glass of champagne
while enjoying a flute of champagne
she said 'my boyfriend just broke up with me'
She shared with me the recent end of her romantic relationship
and I grab my future and I choke it
Once more, I seize hold of my potential and suffocate it
till it can't speak no more
until it is rendered voiceless
till I won't move no more
until I myself become stagnant and motionless
and I miss my friends,
Feelings of longing for my companions arise,
I miss 'em tonight
particularly tonight
they're somewhere in Manchester, Ireland, and LA
as they are currently situated in Manchester, Ireland, and Los Angeles
and I miss my lover
I also yearn for my romantic partner
when I'm not with her
especially when we are apart
darling when I'm with you I don't worry about anything
Because, my dear, whenever I am in your presence, all my concerns dissipate
'cause darling when I'm with you I don't worry about anything
For, my darling, in your company, I am free from all anxieties
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Lecy Sousa
Acompanho seu trabalho desde Native, com várias músicas inesquecíveis. Essa nova fase, em cores, revela um artista consciente da música que cria. Parabéns!
Michael Benjamin
thank you and thanks for your words. really love this
XxfélixX
Que Deus abençoe todos nos músicos.....
Gabriel Vieira
Muito bom, acompanhando desde o início 👏🏻
Manoj Prabhakar
I would love to get your signed copy bro. I am a Fan from the start your youtube channel. Ocean ,Dont forget me, slowly fading, restless are my fav.
poeticmaki
I love your song "ocean 🎵 "
あなたの音楽は、とても心地良い。
日本でライブして欲しい。
Heinz Thomi
Hammer song
Michael Benjamin
merci 😊
Gundo Khorommbi
Alexrainbird led me here, such a beautiful song Michael 😊
Silvana Favalli
😍