Kiwanuka's vocals only kick in after a five-minute guitar-led instrumental. He said: "I've always liked soul music from the '70s like Isaac Hayes and Funkadelic. A lot of it is really patient - 'Maggot Brain' slowly evolves, 'Walk On By' slowly builds. They're like suites, but it's hard to come up with that with just acoustic guitar. (Writing) in the studio at the same time as recording you've got keyboards, guitars, effects, electric guitars, so you can really go to town with long structures and passages."
The song is the opening track of "Love & Hate". Co-producer Danger Mouse told Mojo:
"The moment we finished "Cold Little Heart," there was no way it wasn't going to open the album. Everybody knows about Michael's voice, but he's also an amazing guitar player and songwriter. I said, 'The first song you release off this album should be an instrumental.' We didn't do that,
This is the next best thing; opening it with a song, where he doesn't sing in the first five minutes, but it's still all Michael, his melodies and his beautiful guitar playing."
A shortened version of the song soundtracks the opening credits of the 2017 HBO mini-series Big Little Lies, starring Nicole Kidman and Reese Witherspoon. When Kiwanuka agreed to let the series use the song, he thought it would be background music in one of the scenes; he was shocked to learn that 90 seconds of it play over the opening credits in every episode, forming the musical theme for the entire series.
The show was a hit, granting new life to the song, which got relatively little radio play because it's very long and doesn't fit a specific format. It got even better when Big Little Lies won eight Emmy Awards, including Outstanding Music Supervision. "Cold Little Heart" played every time the show won an award at the ceremony.
Cold Little Heart
Michael Kiwanuka Lyrics
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Oh
Ooh, ah
Ah
Ah
Ah
Ah
Ooh ah
Ah
Ah
Did you ever want it?
Did you want it bad?
Oh, my
It tears me apart
Did you ever fight it?
All of the pain, so much power
Running through my veins
Bleeding, I'm bleeding
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know
In my heart, in this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Did you ever notice
I've been ashamed
All my life
I've been playing games
We can try to hide it
It's all the same
I've been losing you
One day at a time
Bleeding, I'm bleeding
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know
In my heart, in this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In my heart, in this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Maybe this time I can be strong
But since I know who I am
I'm probably wrong
Maybe this time I can go far
But thinking about where I've been
Ain't helping me start
The song, "Cold Little Heart" by Michael Kiwanuka is a soulful anthem that speaks about the pains and struggles of life. The opening lines of the song are simple "Oh, Oh, Ooh, Ah," but they set a dramatic tone leading into the first verse. Kiwanuka then goes on to ask if the listener has ever wanted something badly, something that tears them apart. He speaks of the power of the pain that can run through a person's veins like an addiction- something they can't live with or without. The chorus then repeats the phrase "In my heart, in this cold heart," emphasizing the isolation and loneliness of the struggles we face.
Kiwanuka then goes on to reveal his own shame and how it has had a significant impact on his life. He speaks of his battle with himself, playing games and hiding his true self, resulting in losing the person he loves one day at a time. The pain and desperation escalate with the repeat of the chorus, with Kiwanuka saying he can't stand himself. However, the chorus ends with hope, as Kiwanuka speaks of the possibility of living, of trying, of believing in oneself and in a relationship.
Finally, in the last verse, Kiwanuka speaks of his own inner turmoil- the desire to be strong and go far, along with the defeat of his past failures. The song ends on a somber note, with the realization that one's past struggles can hinder their progress, but also the hope of overcoming these obstacles.
Line by Line Meaning
Oh
Expressing a sound of surprise or delight
Oh
Expressing a sound of surprise or delight
Ooh, ah
Vocalization of a pleasant sensation or feeling
Ah
Vocalization indicating a sense of understanding or realization
Ah
Vocalization indicating a sense of understanding or realization
Ah
Vocalization indicating a sense of understanding or realization
Ah
Vocalization indicating a sense of understanding or realization
Ooh ah
Vocalization of a pleasant sensation or feeling
Ah
Vocalization indicating a sense of understanding or realization
Ah
Vocalization indicating a sense of understanding or realization
Ah
Vocalization indicating a sense of understanding or realization
Did you ever want it?
Asking if one has ever desired something strongly
Did you want it bad?
Asking if the desire was passionate and urgent
Oh, my
Expressing shock or surprise
It tears me apart
Feeling distressed and pained
Did you ever fight it?
Asking if one has ever struggled against their desires
All of the pain, so much power
Recognizing the intense impact of one's emotions
Running through my veins
Feeling the intensity of one's emotions deep within
Bleeding, I'm bleeding
Experiencing emotional pain and turmoil
My cold little heart
Describing oneself as emotionally distant and detached
Oh I, I can't stand myself
Feeling overwhelmed and unhappy with oneself
And I know
Indicating one's awareness of something
In my heart, in this cold heart
Referring to one's innermost feelings and character
I can live or I can die
Realizing the gravity of one's choices and actions
I believe if I just try
Expressing hope and determination to succeed
You believe in you and I
Referring to another person's faith in the singer's potential
In you and I
Referring to the shared goal and connection between two people
In you and I
Referring to the shared goal and connection between two people
In you and I
Referring to the shared goal and connection between two people
Did you ever notice
Asking if one has ever realized something
I've been ashamed
Feeling guilt or embarrassment about something
All my life
Referring to the extended duration of time one has experienced this feeling
I've been playing games
Using deception or manipulation to achieve one's goals
We can try to hide it
Recognizing the possibility of concealing one's true feelings or intentions
It's all the same
Acknowledging the futility of such efforts
I've been losing you
Realizing that one's actions or character have caused another person to drift away
One day at a time
Taking things slowly and dealing with them day by day
Maybe this time I can be strong
Expressing hope and determination to overcome past weaknesses
But since I know who I am
Recognizing one's own character and limitations
I'm probably wrong
Expressing doubt and uncertainty about one's chances of success
Maybe this time I can go far
Hoping to achieve great things in the future
But thinking about where I've been
Reflecting on past experiences and mistakes
Ain't helping me start
Feeling stuck or unable to move forward despite such reflection
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: BRIAN JOSEPH BURTON, DEAN COVER, MICHAEL SAMUEL KIWANUKA
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@brigon9
I shared this song with my dad before he died almost 5 years ago. He was crying at the lyrics, he was so moved by certain lines. He said it was one of the most beautiful and sorrowful songs he had heard in 30 years.
He died within 2 weeks. The last song that touched him.
I miss him.
(Thank you the responses.) He was having a heart procedure the next day, already had filled out his PoA and will. He called friends crying the night before he died, he never called me or my sisters. I think he knew he was going to die and he couldn't tell us.
I wish he would have. I have so many regrets. I'd give the world to hear him again. Feel the safety of having him hug me.
Thank you to the 21 people who read about my dad. He really tried.
@elchukudu9093
Did you ever want it?
Did you want it bad?
Oh my, it tears me apart
Did you ever fight it?
All of the pain
So much pride
Running through my veins
Bleeding, I'm bleeding!
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know in my heart
In this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Did you ever notice
I've been ashamed?
All my life
I've been playing games
We can try to hide it
It's all the same
I've been losing you
One day at a time
Bleeding, I'm bleeding!
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know in my heart
In this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In my heart, in this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Maybe this time I can be strong
But since I know who I am
I'm probably wrong
Maybe this time I can go far
Thinking about where I've been
Ain't helping me start
@daisy3292
Lirics:
Did you ever want it?
Did you want it bad?
Oh my, it tears me apart
Did you ever fight it?
All of the pain
So much pride
Running through my veins
Bleeding, I'm bleeding!
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know in my heart
In this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Did you ever notice
I've been ashamed?
All my life
I've been playing games
We can try to hide it
It's all the same
I've been losing you
One day at a time
Bleeding, I'm bleeding!
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know in my heart
In this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In my heart, in this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Maybe this time I can be strong
But since I know who I am
I'm probably wrong
Maybe this time I can go far
Thinking about where I've been
Ain't helping me start
@Kira36k
Lyrics
Did you ever want it?
Did you want it bad?
Oh my, it tears me apart
Did you ever fight it?
All of the pain
So much pride
Running through my veins
Bleeding, I'm bleeding!
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know in my heart
In this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Did you ever notice
I've been ashamed?
All my life
I've been playing games
We can try to hide it
It's all the same
I've been losing you
One day at a time
Bleeding, I'm bleeding!
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know in my heart
In this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In my heart, in this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Maybe this time I can be strong
But since I know who I am
I'm probably wrong
Maybe this time I can go far
Thinking about where I've been
Ain't helping me start
@Idontknow-hi6wx
LETRA
Did you ever want it?
Did you want it bad?
Oh my, it tears me apart
Did you ever fight it?
All of the pain
So much pride
Running through my veins
Bleeding, I'm bleeding!
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know in my heart
In this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Did you ever notice
I've been ashamed?
All my life
I've been playing games
We can try to hide it
It's all the same
I've been losing you
One day at a time
Bleeding, I'm bleeding!
My cold little heart
Oh I, I can't stand myself
And I know in my heart
In this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In my heart, in this cold heart
I can live or I can die
I believe if I just try
You believe in you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
In you and I
Maybe this time I can be strong
But since I know who I am
I'm probably wrong
Maybe this time I can go far
Thinking about where I've been
Ain't helping me start
@syrmor
I love the way this song starts
@twelvequarters4888
oh hey
love your channel
@theoz89
Reminds me of moby
@ioanasings4083
me too! I love when there's enough patience in taking your time
@luiseduardo-nr4hv
Yes, me too.
@Lucialatinoamerica
Me too, it´s something special
@drywallservicesjim
Called my mum in Scotland today. She answers the phone out of breath, she's 73 years of age. I says why you out of breath mum ? She says well son you sent me that cold little heart song and I've been dancing. I'm in the kitchen dancing on my Linoleum floor. Thought I'd share that with the world.
@moimoimoi1339
Bless your mum! x
@drywallservicesjim
@@moimoimoi1339 Ty sir.
@maxiochoa8130
actually the sweetest thing <3