Novocaine
Michael Paynter Lyrics


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Locking this out, faking this smile
'Cause nobody goes dark like me
Keep it all in, hold it together
'Cause nobody feels just quite this tired
So tired of these wires that bind me
Come find me alone

You know it's all gone if you're honest
We're taking all we can till it's over
'Cause I won't let go
I'm dreaming of the time when you found me
Just staring at the sun
As your smile was going through me like novocaine

Holding on tight, praying for sunlight
I know you won't be here for long
There's no one here now
It's empty and silent, we tried it all before
But we lost it, we lost it
It cost me my first glimpse of life lived in here

You know it's all gone if you're honest
We're taking all we can till it's over
'Cause I won't let go
I'm dreaming of the time when you found me
Just staring at the sun
As your smile was going through me like novocaine

You know it's all gone if you're honest
We're taking all we can till it's over
'Cause I won't let go
I'm dreaming of the time when you found me
Just staring at the sun
As your smile was going through me like fire




Through me like hope
You're going through me like novocaine

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Novocaine" by Michael Paynter feat. The Veronicas describe the struggle of keeping up appearances and keeping one's emotions in check despite feeling tired and bound by the constraints of life. The singer is trying to hold on tight and praying for sunlight, but the situation seems bleak and empty. Despite this, the singer clings onto hope and memories of a time when they felt alive, represented by a smile that felt like novocaine - an anesthetic that numbs pain.


The lyrics suggest that the singer is in a dark place and is struggling to cope with the pressures of life. The chorus speaks of taking all that is left until it's over, possibly referring to the idea of living life to the fullest despite the challenges. The idea of someone's smile feeling like novocaine suggests that the singer is seeking a release from their emotional pain and desires to find comfort in a significant other. The track's haunting melodies, along with the soulful voices of Michael Paynter and The Veronicas, complement the song's melancholic themes.


Line by Line Meaning

Locking this out, faking this smile
I'm shutting everything out and pretending to be happy


'Cause nobody goes dark like me
I feel like no one understands how dark my thoughts can be


Keep it all in, hold it together
I'm keeping my emotions to myself and trying to stay composed


'Cause nobody feels just quite this tired
I'm exhausted in a way that no one else can comprehend


So tired of these wires that bind me
I'm sick of feeling tied down and held back by my circumstances


Come find me alone
I want to be found, but I don't want anyone around me right now


You know it's all gone if you're honest
If we're honest with ourselves, we know that things are falling apart


We're taking all we can till it's over
We're doing everything we can to hold on until the end


'Cause I won't let go
I'm holding on tight and refusing to give up


I'm dreaming of the time when you found me
I'm longing for the moment when everything was good between us


Just staring at the sun
We were blissfully unaware of the trouble that would come our way


As your smile was going through me like novocaine
Your happiness made me feel numb, like I was under the effects of a drug


Holding on tight, praying for sunlight
I'm desperately hanging on, hoping for a glimpse of hope


I know you won't be here for long
I'm aware that this happiness won't last forever


There's no one here now
I'm alone again, without the person who brought me joy


It's empty and silent, we tried it all before
We've been through this before, and it always ends the same way: emptiness and silence


But we lost it, we lost it
We've lost what we used to have and it feels impossible to get back


It cost me my first glimpse of life lived in here
Losing you feels like I'm losing a piece of myself and my chance at happiness


As your smile was going through me like fire
Your happiness made me feel alive and passionate


Through me like hope
Your smile gave me hope for the future


You're going through me like novocaine
Your absence makes me feel numb and empty




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