This & That
Michael Penn Lyrics


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Well you cut me to the quick
With some kind of abandon
And I'm pouring over every word in my mind
And it isn't making sense
It's just coming back at random
And I already forgot what I expected to find
So maybe it's the wrong game
I shut down the replay
Maybe it's a case of hardness of heart
But I'm down for the count
And there's got to be some way
To clear out whatever keeps us apart

I'll do this
I'll do that
I'll be burning canyons for you
I'll do this
I'll do that
And I will wait forever
If you'll be there

Now I haven't got a chance
There's no silver lining
I'm far past the point of doing what's right
I can still strike the match
That'll start the mountains shining
There might be something new in that light

I'll do this
I'll do that
I'll be burning canyons for you
I'll do this
I'll do that
But I can't wait till heaven
I won't be there

I'll do this
I'll do that
I'll be burning canyons for you
I'll do this
I'll do that
And I will wait forever
If you'll be there

I'll do this
I'll do that
I'll be burning canyons for you
I'll do this
I'll do that
But I can't wait till heaven
I won't be there





I'll do this

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Michael Penn's song "This & That" are of a man who is struggling with heartbreak and confusion. He describes being hurt deeply by someone and trying to process their words, though it doesn't make sense to him. He wonders if maybe he has closed himself off emotionally, but he is determined to do whatever it takes to bridge the gap between them. He proposes to do this, and that, anything necessary to win back the affections of the person who hurt him.


The painful, raw emotion in these lyrics is palpable. The singer seems to be desperate for connection and love, to the point where he is willing to do anything, no matter how impossible or exhausting, to regain the affection he once had. This also highlights the idea that sometimes love is not enough, and other factors can come into play that ultimately push people apart even if they truly care about each other.


The chorus repeats the phrases "I'll do this, I'll do that" multiple times and also highlights the singer's willingness to "be burning canyons" for this person. This highlights the level of dedication he has towards fixing what is broken between them. However, there is a sense of finality in the last line where he says he "won't be there" in heaven; indicating he may have lost all hope and the relationship is beyond repair.


Line by Line Meaning

Well you cut me to the quick
You hurt me deeply and severely


With some kind of abandon
You caused me pain with reckless disregard for the consequences


And I'm pouring over every word in my mind
I'm obsessively analyzing everything you said


And it isn't making sense
Your words don't add up


It's just coming back at random
The words are jumbled in my head


And I already forgot what I expected to find
I can't even remember what I was hoping to learn


So maybe it's the wrong game
Perhaps we shouldn't be playing this at all


I shut down the replay
I'm ending this cycle of hurt and confusion


Maybe it's a case of hardness of heart
Maybe my heart has become too callous


But I'm down for the count
But I'm fully beaten down emotionally


And there's got to be some way
I know there has to be a solution


To clear out whatever keeps us apart
To remove whatever obstacle is in our way


I'll do this
I'm willing to do anything


I'll do that
I'll go to any lengths


I'll be burning canyons for you
I'll move mountains for you


And I will wait forever
I'll be patient and wait endlessly


If you'll be there
As long as you're there with me


Now I haven't got a chance
I feel hopeless and defeated


There's no silver lining
I can't find any positive aspect to this situation


I'm far past the point of doing what's right
I'm beyond caring about being right or wrong


I can still strike the match
I still have the power to make things happen


That'll start the mountains shining
That can create a breakthrough or illuminating moment


There might be something new in that light
That light might bring something fresh and unexpected


But I can't wait till heaven
But I don't have endless time


I won't be there
I might not survive until the end




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