Madness
Michaela Laws Lyrics

You think it's a game 'bout a girl in a life Where her classmates die at the end of her knife And her violent, lying, silent, prying eyes Lock on to a man who can shred her disguise
You don't understand the seriousness of my life story about a girl who kills her classmates and how she fixates on a man who can peel away her disguise.

While the premise is simple, I mustn't deny Just how simple you are if you think that is why I devote all my time to plot every demise Of the ones who are close to my Senpai
My story may seem straightforward, but if you think that's all there is, you're naive. I spend all my time plotting the destruction of anyone who gets close to Senpai.

Imagine a world of black and white, where nothing's right Where your demons tuck you in at night Chanting, panting, and happily ranting That you'll never find Heaven's light Would you put up a fight?
Picture a world where everything is wrong and your demons torment you. Do you have the strength to fight them off and find the light or will you succumb to their darkness?

Or will you bask in the darkness they trap you in? The empty hole that they lock you in? Do you dare escape? Try to deny What the nightmares say? Would you rather die?
Do you accept your fate of being trapped in darkness or do you try to escape and deny the nightmare you live in? Is dying preferred to living in eternal darkness?

Anyone would break under the weight of hate So you wait every day and you pray and decay Until your sanity starts to wither away And you soon can't determine night from day
Hate is a heavy burden that can break anyone. Waiting, praying, and decaying until your sanity is lost, and you forget the difference between day and night is the result.

This or that way, What did dear mom or darling dad say? They're going away? Oh. That's okay. You're too broken to care why they're leaving you behind anyway.
In the midst of your brokenness, you cannot remember what your parents said when they left or care about their departure anymore.

Two step, three four, 'cross the hallway floor You put on your mask and you think for sure That you'll just feel empty forever more You should just give up trying to find the cure
You put on a mask and dance down the hall as you feel empty and hopeless. You convince yourself to stop trying to find a cure for your emptiness.

To your broken role, the empty hole within Your soul, the darkness you can't control You might as well give in... Until you finally find him.
You resign yourself to your brokenness and the uncontrollable darkness within until you find Senpai.

What was black and white turns to color and light You feel deep passion in your heart ignite As you stare at the man who just saved your life And he softly asks you if you're alright
The once dark and colorless world is now filled with life, and your heart fills with passion as Senpai saves you. He checks in on you to make sure you're okay.

In a daze, you smile as you realize How he makes you feel, staring in his eyes It's like the world's full of roses and butterflies And a brand new day's finally on the rise
Gazing into Senpai's eyes, you feel a sense of elation and joy. The world becomes full of beauty, and a new day is upon you.

This is it, you think, I can breathe at last You hear wedding bells as you watch him pass You down the hall and make his way to class But they stop at the sound of broken glass
You think you can breathe at last, and wedding bells chime in your mind. As Senpai heads to class, the sound of broken glass halts him.

Who is that? That girl? That bratty twig Who keeps yelling at him, squealing like a pig? When he turns around, she swoons... You need to get rid of her soon.
You discover that a girl is vying for Senpai's attention, causing you to label her as a bratty twig, who squeal like a pig when he's around. You want to eliminate her soon.

You can see through her. Do you remove her? How do you hurt her? Frame her for murder? Put her through torture? Break her through horror Or simply just make her life on Earth shorter?
You see through the girl and contemplate removing her. Do you frame her for murder, put her through torture, break her through horror, or make her life shorter?

Decisions to make and goals to be achieved All the plans in the world, but one must be conceived When the mess is cleaned up, you'll be finally relieved But do not be deceived -- You see
You must make decisions and set goals to achieve. With so many plans to carry out, you must conceive of just one. When everything is cleaned up, you will feel relieved, but you cannot deceive yourself.

There are others who want a piece of that man But no one on earth will ever comprehend That the moment you reached out to take his hand You were one step closer to a promised land
Others want Senpai too, but they cannot comprehend the connection you share. When you reached out for his hand, you took one step closer to being with him forever.

Where you finally smile without command Where life is a song, everything you had planned So you must rise up, finally take a stand, And follow your heart and your soul's demand
In a place where you can finally smile without effort and your life is filled with everything you've planned, you must stand up and follow your heart and soul's desires.

You plot out and soon execute every plan You make every inch of your masterpiece grand To make your rivals vanish as quick as you can Or else you'll end up back where you began
You plot and execute every plan to perfection, making sure every detail is grand. You make your competitors disappear as quickly as possible, or else you'll be right back where you started.

Where the sky is grey and the food is bland You would rather die than see him take her hand THAT IS WHY NO ONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND HE'S THE ONE WHO MAKES ME FEEL HUMAN!!
Living in a world where everything is dim and miserable, you would rather die than let him be with another girl. No one can fathom how he makes you feel human.