Maybe
Michelle And Vickie Lyrics

Long distance in the way of what could be
The distance between us makes it difficult for me to see what our future holds

Even when you're here, you're not with me
You are physically present, but emotionally you are distant

She's having the child I should've carried
You are having a child with someone else, when I had hoped to have your child

I'll be damned if y'all get married
I refuse to accept a future where you are married to someone else

How's the baby? How you adjusting?
I want to know how you and the baby are doing, even though it hurts me to ask

Ain't gon work, you got problems trusting
Our relationship won't work because you have trust issues

Let me stop, I'm supposed to be focused
I need to stop dwelling on this and focus on other things

But these nights are the coldest
I feel lonely and hopeless at night

Will you ever let her go? I don't know
I wonder if you will ever let go of the mother of your child

Will I ever be first? I hope
I hope that someday I will be your first priority

But I ain't just sitting around, can't wait for someone to sing my worth
I am not waiting around for someone to validate my worth, I am trying to make something of myself

Damn I can't compete with a baby
I feel like I will always be second to your child

Is there any room left in your heart for me
I wonder if there is any space left in your heart for me

Maybe I should call, Maybe I should call
I am considering reaching out to you

But I never call, Maybe that's my flaw
I struggle with taking action and communicating my feelings

Maybe that's why I ain't got a man
My lack of action and communication could be the reason why I am single

'Cause I be doing too much thinking
I overthink things and it prevents me from taking action

Tryna compensate for your absence
I try to make up for your absence by overthinking and worrying

But no drug can take me where you can
Nothing can compare to the feeling of being with you

No I just want you where I am
I want you to be with me, wherever I go

1,000 of them, just want one him
There are many potential suitors, but I only want you

Drowning in all of my excuses
I feel overwhelmed with all of the reasons why I don't take action

Heart is feeling useless
My heart feels useless because I can't seem to express my feelings

Probably should've used it less
Maybe I should have been more careful with my heart

After the last time we talked
Since we last spoke

Oh, I was a mess
I was not in a good emotional state

You had me stressed
Your actions caused me stress

Oh no no no no no
Expressing frustration

I wrote the text, I didn't send it
I composed a message, but did not send it to you

Dialed your number, but said forget it
I started to call you, but decided not to

Oh, what would it change
Wondering if it would make a difference if I contacted you

She's still in the way
The mother of your child is still a barrier between us

But I
Regardless,

I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him
I love you deeply and completely

Maybe I should call, Maybe I should call
I am still considering reaching out to you

I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him
My love for you is unwavering

But I never call, Maybe that's my flaw
I struggle with taking action and communicating my feelings