Disappear
Midcard Lyrics
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Don't want to be happy if it means that I'm wrong
Sometimes the most familiar song's the only one that can help you
Sometimes all I remember is my own selfish song
Just know that if I'm angry, that it's for the right reasons
I don't want to evolve into something worth believing
Sometimes all that I want is for the car to pull over
And to make a big scene so someone will see
I'm not shaken
Not even a little
Shift back into drive
And watch my taillights disappear
I don't want to leave here if it means you'll have comfort
I don't want the last word to crawl out of your throat
Sometimes when you open your mouth I dream a river would climb in
And then pray that you would listen, but know that you won't
If I'm shaking
It might be the spirit
Ill shift back into drive
And watch your houselights disappear
It's been a long-ass day I am tired of fighting
And you're a snake oil salesman, can't everyone tell
When every meaning I've made is affected and dying
What the hell kind of heaven are you trying to sell
It's been a long ass day and I am tired of fighting
God can be convinced if I read it myself
When every meaning you make is infected and dying
What the hell kind of heaven are you trying to sell
I'm not shaken
Not even a little
I'm glad I'm alive
For once, I'll gladly disappear
In the song "Disappear" by Midcard, the lyrics touch on various themes of emotions, relationships, and personal struggles. The first verse expresses a desire to avoid sadness if it means being perceived as an asshole, and to avoid happiness if it means being wrong. It suggests that sometimes, familiar songs are the only ones that can provide comfort and that personal selfishness can often dominate one's thoughts. It also highlights the authenticity of anger and the reluctance to change into something that is only worth believing in.
The chorus emphasizes a sense of resilience and determination. The line "I'm not shaken, not even a little" suggests a strong resolve and refusal to be easily swayed or affected. The metaphor of shifting back into drive and watching the taillights disappear can be interpreted as a metaphor for leaving behind negativity or unwanted situations.
The second verse focuses on the singer's interaction with someone they care about. There is an acknowledgment of not wanting to leave if it means bringing discomfort to the other person. The imagery of opening the mouth and hoping for a river to climb in represents a desire for effective communication and understanding. However, there is also an understanding that this person is unlikely to listen.
The third verse introduces the concept of exhaustion and frustration. The singer describes themselves as tired of fighting, while also criticizing someone else as a "snake oil salesman." This metaphor suggests that the other person is not genuine or trustworthy. The lyrics imply that the singer's interpretations and meanings are being invalidated and rendered useless. The question of what kind of heaven this person is trying to sell suggests a lack of faith or trust in their intentions.
The final repetition of the chorus reinforces the singer's determined and unshaken state of mind. The line "I'm glad I'm alive, for once, I'll gladly disappear" suggests a newfound appreciation for life and a willingness to let go of negative influences or situations. It also hints at a desire for personal growth and finding peace within themselves.
Overall, "Disappear" explores themes of self-identity, frustration, and the challenges of maintaining meaningful connections with others. It reflects the complexities of human emotions and the importance of introspection and self-preservation.
Line by Line Meaning
Don't want to be sad if it means I'm an asshole
I don't want to feel sadness if that means I'm a terrible person
Don't want to be happy if it means that I'm wrong
I don't want to experience happiness if it means I'm mistaken or misguided
Sometimes the most familiar song's the only one that can help you
Sometimes, the only thing that can bring comfort is a familiar song
Sometimes all I remember is my own selfish song
Sometimes, all I can recall is my own self-centered perspective
Just know that if I'm angry, that it's for the right reasons
Understand that my anger is justified and for valid causes
I don't want to evolve into something worth believing
I don't desire to transform into someone who is commendable or trustworthy
Sometimes all that I want is for the car to pull over
At times, I simply yearn for the vehicle to stop and bring attention to myself
And to make a big scene so someone will see
To create a spectacle that will attract someone's notice
I'm not shaken
I remain composed and unaffected
Not even a little
Absolutely undisturbed
Shift back into drive
Resume the forward motion
And watch my taillights disappear
Observe as my car's rear lights gradually fade away
I don't want to leave here if it means you'll have comfort
I don't wish to depart if it brings you solace or peace of mind
I don't want the last word to crawl out of your throat
I don't want you to have the final say by reluctantly uttering your thoughts
Sometimes when you open your mouth I dream a river would climb in
At times, when you speak, I envision a flood of emotions pouring out
And then pray that you would listen, but know that you won't
And then hope that you would pay attention, but I'm aware that you won't
If I'm shaking
If I'm trembling
It might be the spirit
It could possibly be due to an inner turmoil or restlessness
Ill shift back into drive
I will return to moving forward
And watch your houselights disappear
And observe as the lights in your house fade away
It's been a long-ass day I am tired of fighting
It has been an extremely exhausting day, and I am weary from all the conflicts
And you're a snake oil salesman, can't everyone tell
And it's evident to everyone that you are a deceitful and dishonest person
When every meaning I've made is affected and dying
When every interpretation or significance I've created is being influenced negatively and gradually fading
What the hell kind of heaven are you trying to sell
What kind of deceptive paradise or perfect scenario are you attempting to convince others of?
God can be convinced if I read it myself
I can convince myself of the existence of God by reading religious texts on my own
When every meaning you make is infected and dying
When all the meanings you establish are contaminated and slowly losing importance
What the hell kind of heaven are you trying to sell
What sort of idealized afterlife or utopia are you attempting to promote?
I'm not shaken
I am unwavering
Not even a little
Not even slightly
I'm glad I'm alive
I feel content and grateful for my existence
For once, I'll gladly disappear
For once, I willingly choose to vanish or fade away
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Austin Norman
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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