As I Walk
Mike Farris Lyrics


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Daddy's gone away in the equinox of summertime
And all I see is a haze of things to come
And mama she is dancing with a candle in her hand
Cause she knows that I, I've got to come home
These times aren't easily forgotten, oh, no…

As I walk I wear the sun upon my face
It's true I don't worry much about time or place
I've got some memories in my pocket that I never look at
Besides, you never called and I'm cool with that
In my own peculiar way

May be yesterday was just what I need to show me the way
Where I could be like you and just close my eyes and run
Little brother, he's asking, if he is old enough to die
Because he's done his time

As I walk I wear the sun upon my face
It's true I don't worry much about time or place
I've got some memories in my pocket that I never look at
Besides, you never called and I'm cool with that
In my own peculiar way

Daddy's gone away
But now he's living with the unforgiven
I can feel it his battle's just begun
He drinks black coffee ___
Spends his day out on the run
I wish I could tell him how much I pray
Each and every day he'd come back
But in a way

I walk I wear the sun upon my face
It's true I don't worry much about time or place
I've got some memories in my pocket that I never look at




Besides, you never called and I'm cool with that
In my own peculiar way

Overall Meaning

The song "As I Walk" by Mike Farris is a poignant reflection on loss and the passing of time. The opening lines set the scene for the loss of the singer's father during the summertime, and the uncertainty and haziness of what the future holds. The mother is portrayed as a figure of strength, dancing with a candle in her hand in defiance of the darkness. The chorus describes the singer's perspective as he takes a walk, basking in the sunlight and cherishing the memories he carries with him, even if he never looks at them. The second verse introduces the little brother, whose youth and innocence is a counterpoint to the singer's somber outlook. The father's absence is reinforced in the final verse as the singer imagines his lonely and troubled life, but still holds out hope for his eventual return.


Overall, "As I Walk" is a song that resonates with anyone who has experienced loss or hardship, capturing both the sadness and the resilience of the human spirit in the face of adversity.


Line by Line Meaning

Daddy's gone away in the equinox of summertime
My father left at a crucial time, leaving me uncertain of what's to come


And all I see is a haze of things to come
The future seems vague and uncertain


And mama she is dancing with a candle in her hand
My mother is finding solace in her faith, hoping for my return


Cause she knows that I, I've got to come home
My mother knows that I have to return home eventually


These times aren't easily forgotten, oh, no…
These moments will stick with me forever


As I walk I wear the sun upon my face
I'm embracing the warmth of the sun as I walk, seeing the silver linings in life


It's true I don't worry much about time or place
I've learned to live in the present and not worry about what's yet to come


I've got some memories in my pocket that I never look at
I have memories that I hold on to but choose not to dwell on


Besides, you never called and I'm cool with that
I've learned to accept things that are out of my control


May be yesterday was just what I need to show me the way
Yesterday might have been the turning point that guided me in the right direction


Where I could be like you and just close my eyes and run
I aspire to be fearless like you and chase after my dreams


Little brother, he's asking, if he is old enough to die
My younger brother is questioning the value of his life and if he's old enough to understand it


Because he's done his time
He's faced struggles that make him feel more mature than his age


But now he's living with the unforgiven
My father is struggling with his own demons, feeling like he's not worthy of forgiveness


I can feel it his battle's just begun
My dad's struggles are far from over


He drinks black coffee ___
He tries to find comfort in coffee, but his problems persist


Spends his day out on the run
My dad is constantly moving, trying to escape his problems


I wish I could tell him how much I pray
I want my father to know that I pray for him every day


Each and every day he'd come back
I hope that he can find his way back to us


But in a way, I walk I wear the sun upon my face
Despite all the struggles, I still embrace the good things in life


In my own peculiar way
I may not follow the conventional ways of life, but I find meaning in my own unique way




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