Mike WiLL’s own mixtape, Est. In 1989, a collection of singles and previously released tracks that Mike has produced, a way to catch new fans and Johnny-come-lately industry representatives up on what Mike WiLL has been up to over the past few years. Also included on the tape are handful of previously unreleased exclusives, including the tape’s lead single, “Itchin’,” which features Future and has already garnered radio play, and “Animosity,” a track that features Gucci Mane and Yo Gotti.
All told, Mike WiLL’s placements have earned him well over 20 million YouTube views, heavy radio play, his first Billboard charting single, and his own burgeoning production company, all before the age of 24 – and with plenty more still to come. “I want to work with everybody, whoever I haven’t worked with yet,” remarks Mike, noting that he has no intention of limiting himself by genre as his career continues to flourish. “From street rap to Disney to pop; I want to do it all.” And as it’s been since he first discovered his love and passion for music from his Uncle Al as a young kid, no matter what he’s doing, Mike WiLL Made It will do it in a style all his own.
Selfish
Mike Will Made-It Lyrics
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I know in my head that I can be selfish
You wanna string me along cuz you be still figuring out who yourself is
I fell too hard
I put down my guard
Making me easy to mess with
You made it seem like you was my light
But turned out to be a dark sith
Why do I care so much about you
When you couldn't give a damn
Gave it my all
I didn't have much
Just wanted to be ya man
I had second thoughts then I stare in your eyes
You got me in a trance
So many adventures I saw in our future
And you didn't gimme the chance
Oh take my hand again and I can give you everything
Sick of reminiscing, didn't have to be a fling
Now you left me hanging
Didn't even say shit
Never saw the real me
There's a whole side of me that you didn't get to see
Why the hell you makin me compete with all these clowns
These muhfuckers just ain't got the balls to bestow you wit your crown
Nah they don't deserve you
Not saying I do
But I would treat you better
I pick your brain cuz you drive me insane
For you I'd put in all my effort
I stay up at night writing songs about you
I do
I do
But I don't think you care to hear my words so
Fuck you
Fuck you
I take that back
I'm on the wrong track
Why am I so fuckin hung up on you
I get wit another chick
Man she was excellent
Then I see you kickin it wit another dude
I beat myself up then I fill up my cup
Then I start feeling so bad for you
You manipulative fuck
Girl what have you done
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
Take my hand again and I can give you everything
Sick of reminiscing, didn't have to be a fling
Now you left me hanging
Didn't even say shit
Never saw the real me
There's a whole side of me that you didn't get to see
In "Selfish," Mike Will Made-It expresses his feelings of frustration, disappointment, and heartbreak in a relationship. The lyrics reveal his desire to have his partner's undivided attention and the realization that he can sometimes be selfish in wanting this. He acknowledges that his partner may still be figuring out their own identity, yet he fell hard for them and let his guard down, making himself vulnerable and easy to manipulate.
The chorus signifies the emotional turmoil he experiences. He questions why he cares so deeply for someone who doesn't reciprocate the same level of commitment and seems indifferent to his feelings. Despite not having much to offer, he just wants to be the person they choose to be with.
In the second verse, he reflects on his internal struggle. He had doubts about the relationship, but when he looks into his partner's eyes, he gets entranced and envisions a future full of adventures together. However, his partner doesn't give him a chance to prove himself, leaving him feeling abandoned and longing for their love and companionship.
He becomes bitter and resentful towards his partner, expressing his frustration with having to compete with other people they spend time with. He believes others don't deserve his partner's love and affection, and he claims he would treat them better if given the opportunity. He admires and cherishes his partner's intellect, willing to put in all his effort for them.
In the bridge, he admits to staying up at night, pouring his emotions into songs about his partner. Despite his efforts, he questions if they even care to listen to his words, concluding with an angry "fuck you" out of frustration. He tries to move on by being with someone else, but seeing his partner with another person makes him feel inferior and regretful.
He criticizes his partner for being manipulative, calling them a deceitful lie disguised as the truth. The repetition of this statement emphasizes his disappointment and anguish. The song ends with a final expression of anger and resentment towards his partner and a last plea for them to take his hand again and see the real him, the side they failed to recognize during their relationship.
Line by Line Meaning
I want you to all to myself
I desire exclusivity and your undivided attention in our relationship
I know in my head that I can be selfish
I am aware that I have the tendency to prioritize my own needs and desires
You wanna string me along cuz you be still figuring out who yourself is
You want to keep me uncertain about our relationship because you are still trying to discover your own identity
I fell too hard
I became deeply infatuated with you quickly
I put down my guard
I became vulnerable and open with you
Making me easy to mess with
My openness and vulnerability made it easy for you to manipulate and toy with me
You made it seem like you was my light
You portrayed yourself as my source of happiness and guidance
But turned out to be a dark sith
However, you actually turned out to be deceitful and malicious
Why do I care so much about you
Why do I invest so much emotional energy and concern in you
When you couldn't give a damn
When you clearly have no regard or care for me
Gave it my all
I gave my utmost effort and dedication
I didn't have much
I didn't possess many material possessions or resources
Just wanted to be ya man
I simply desired to be your romantic partner
I had second thoughts then I stare in your eyes
I started doubting our relationship as I gazed into your eyes
You got me in a trance
You captivated me and had a hypnotic effect on me
So many adventures I saw in our future
I envisioned numerous exciting experiences and journeys we could share
And you didn't gimme the chance
But you denied me the opportunity to make those visions a reality
Oh take my hand again and I can give you everything
If you give us another chance, I am willing to offer you my all and provide you with everything you desire
Sick of reminiscing, didn't have to be a fling
I am tired of dwelling on the past; our relationship could have been more than just a casual affair
Now you left me hanging
Now you abandoned me and left me feeling ignored and incomplete
Didn't even say shit
You didn't even bother to communicate or explain your actions
Never saw the real me
You never truly understood or appreciated my authentic self
There's a whole side of me that you didn't get to see
There are aspects of my personality and experiences that you never had the opportunity to witness
Why the hell you makin me compete with all these clowns
Why are you forcing me to measure up against these foolish and insignificant individuals
These muhfuckers just ain't got the balls to bestow you wit your crown
These individuals lack the courage or ability to recognize and honor your worth
Nah they don't deserve you
No, they are not deserving of having you in their lives
Not saying I do
I'm not claiming that I am worthy either
But I would treat you better
However, I would provide you with a higher level of care, respect, and affection
I pick your brain cuz you drive me insane
I engage in deep conversations with you because you stimulate me intellectually and emotionally
For you I'd put in all my effort
I am willing to invest all of my energy and commitment into our relationship for your sake
I stay up at night writing songs about you
I spend sleepless nights composing music and lyrics dedicated to you
But I don't think you care to hear my words so
But I don't believe you have any interest in listening to my heartfelt expressions
Fuck you
I feel intense frustration and anger towards you
I take that back
I retract my previous statement
I'm on the wrong track
I realize that my current mindset or approach is misguided
Why am I so fuckin hung up on you
Why am I so excessively preoccupied and emotionally attached to you
I get wit another chick
I become involved with another woman
Man she was excellent
She possessed outstanding qualities and characteristics
Then I see you kickin it wit another dude
Then I witness you spending time and getting close with another guy
I beat myself up then I fill up my cup
I berate and criticize myself, then I numb my pain by consuming alcohol
Then I start feeling so bad for you
Eventually, I begin feeling sympathy and pity for you
You manipulative fuck
You deceitful and controlling person
Girl what have you done
Girl, what harmful actions have you inflicted upon me
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
You pretend to be truthful and genuine, but in reality, you are a deception
Fuck you
I feel intense frustration and anger towards you
You are a lie in disguise as the truth
You pretend to be truthful and genuine, but in reality, you are a deception
Take my hand again and I can give you everything
If you give us another chance, I am willing to offer you my all and provide you with everything you desire
Sick of reminiscing, didn't have to be a fling
I am tired of dwelling on the past; our relationship could have been more than just a casual affair
Now you left me hanging
Now you abandoned me and left me feeling ignored and incomplete
Didn't even say shit
You didn't even bother to communicate or explain your actions
Never saw the real me
You never truly understood or appreciated my authentic self
There's a whole side of me that you didn't get to see
There are aspects of my personality and experiences that you never had the opportunity to witness
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Jordan Bass
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
P-DAPS
This video too hard! Can’t believe it only got a million views. I use to bump the shit outta this. RIP TROUBLE🙏🏾
JoJo Riley
Man what. Trouble was a real one
Dj Cobbs
One of my favorite Trouble songs all time, spoke to me on this one ☝️
Faculty
This the track that changed my whole mindset going forward in life.
ZAYWOP
Edgewood was in my top ten albums this year so far .. trouble is so underrated
Canna Shiva
I was down bad like please somebody help me, they didn’t
Left me down bad, yeah like by myself, yes they did
So I stayed down, right off by myself, yes I did
Through all that sucka shit I promise ain’t gon make me move like one
Ima keep that shit there pushin
Ev from YO
Trouble turning his life around and telling us his stories.. true artist man
Trapping Ps
MY FAVORITE SONG REST UP BLOOD 🩸 🦅
Duane Aamot
Man this visual is flawless with the up close! then when the crew starts slowly getting in the pic! DONE DADA
Chaif Yogi
i still bump this whole album, on god!