MY WHOLE LIFE CRYING
Mishima Lyrics


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I′ve spent my whole life crying over myself
I've wasted my youth just dreaming I could talk to God
I′m tired of pretending my life's a bliss
I'm really tired of knowing my life′s a mess

Being just a silly moaner I drank my days of joy
Being just a stupid dreamer I forgot my lovers′ names
'Cause I was only crying
Just crying over myself
And I was only dreaming
Just dreaming I could talk to God

But now these days are over, honey
As I′m finding new relief
I let my tears spring over but I print my handkerchiefs
Yeah, and now these days are over, honey
As I'm learning how to sing
I let my tears spring over
And all the tears are drops of spring
That′s why my songs are raining the whole night long

You'll better just be leaving
Or you′ll soon catch a cold
You'll better just be leaving
Or you'll soon catch a cold





Come on

Overall Meaning

These lyrics from Mishima's song MY WHOLE LIFE CRYING express the poet's lament over wasted youth and unfulfilled dreams. Throughout his life, the poet has been crying over himself, feeling sorry for himself and living in a state of hopelessness. He wasted his youth dreaming of being able to talk to God and seeking a way out of his misery.


Despite pretending that his life is bliss and that everything is okay, he is tired of living a lie and knowing that his life is a mess. The poet spends his days drinking and forgetting his lovers' names, lost in his own world of despair. He is only crying and dreaming about talking to God, trying to find a way out of his misery.


However, with these days being over, the poet is finding new relief and learning how to sing. He still cries, but now he prints his handkerchiefs and sees his tears as drops of spring. He uses his songs to express his sadness and to release his emotions, raining the whole night long. The poet warns others to leave him alone, as they may catch his cold.


In summary, the lyrics of MY WHOLE LIFE CRYING by Mishima reflect a sense of hopelessness and despair, but also a newfound sense of relief and release through music.


Line by Line Meaning

I've spent my whole life crying over myself
I have been unhappy with myself for my entire life.


I've wasted my youth just dreaming I could talk to God
I've spent my youthful days longing for a religious experience.


I'm tired of pretending my life's a bliss
I'm exhausted from lying to myself and others that everything in my life is perfect.


I'm really tired of knowing my life’s a mess
I'm weary from acknowledging that my life is a complete disaster.


Being just a silly moaner I drank my days of joy
I squandered my happy days brooding instead of enjoying myself.


Being just a stupid dreamer I forgot my lovers’ names
I indulged in daydreams so frequently that I even forgot the names of my significant others.


'Cause I was only crying, just crying over myself
I was upset only because of my own problems and self-pity.


And I was only dreaming, just dreaming I could talk to God
My imagination was restricted, and daydreaming about talking to God was the only thing that gave me solace.


But now these days are over, honey
Now I've come to a turning point in my life where I long for change and growth.


As I'm finding new relief
I'm discovering new ways of finding peace.


I let my tears spring over but I print my handkerchiefs
I express my emotions but not to the point of becoming consumed by them.


Yeah, and now these days are over, honey
I'm ready for a fresh start and a new outlook on life.


As I'm learning how to sing
I have discovered the power of music as a method of self-expression.


I let my tears spring over and all the tears are drops of spring
I embrace my tears as a symbol of rebirth and growth, and find beauty in them.


That's why my songs are raining the whole night long
My music is a manifestation of my tears and emotions, and I share them with the world through my songs.


You'll better just be leaving or you'll soon catch a cold
It's time to move on and leave behind the negativity, or risk becoming sick with despair.


Come on
Let's move forward together and embrace the new beginning.




Writer(s): David Caraben Van Der Meer

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@lorenzogomez6109

I've spent my whole life crying over myself
I've missed my youth just dreaming
I could talk to God
I'm tired of pretending
My life's a bliss
I'm really tired of knowing
My life's a mess

Being just a [?]
I drink my days of joy
Being just a stupid dreamer
I forgot my lovers' names
'Cause I was only crying
Just crying over myself
And I was only dreaming
Just dreaming I could talk to God

But now these days are over, honey
As I'm finding where to live
I let my tears spring over [?]
And now these days are over, honey
As I'm learning how to sing
I let my tears spring over



@lougedes313

I've spent my whole life crying over myself
I've wasted my youth just dreaming I could talk to God
I'm tired of pretending my life's a bliss
I'm really tired of knowing my life's a mess

Being just a silly moaner I drank my days of joy
Being just a stupid dreamer I forgot my lovers' names
'Cause I was only crying
Just crying over myself
And I was only dreaming
Just dreaming I could talk to God

But now these days are over, honey
As I'm finding new relief
I let my tears spring over but I print my handkerchiefs
Yeah, and now these days are over, honey
As I'm learning how to sing
I let my tears spring over
And all the tears are drops of spring
That's why my songs are raining the whole night long

You'll better just be leaving
Or you'll soon catch a cold
You'll better just be leaving
Or you'll soon catch a cold



@meramita

I've spent my whole life crying over myself
I've missed my youth just dreaming
I could talk to God
I'm tired of pretending
My life's a bliss
I'm really tired of knowing
My life's a mess

Being just a [?]
I drink my days of joy
Being just a stupid dreamer
I forgot my lovers' names
'Cause I was only crying
Just crying over myself
And I was only dreaming
Just dreaming I could talk to God

But now these days are over, honey
As I'm finding where to live
I let my tears spring over [?]
And now these days are over, honey
As I'm learning how to sing
I let my tears spring over
[?]

You'll better just be living [?]



@j.andresm.c.1272

Rebeca de la Fuente de Benito

I've spent my whole life crying over myself
I've missed my youth just dreaming
I could talk to God
I'm tired of pretending
My life's a bliss
I'm really tired of knowing
My life's a mess

Being just a sitting moaner
I drink my days of joy
Being just a stupid dreamer
I forgot my lovers' names
'Cause I was only crying
Just crying over myself
And I was only dreaming
Just dreaming I could talk to God

But now these days are over, honey
I found a newer leaf
I let my tears spring over
But I brimmed my handkerchiefs
Yes , now these days are over, honey
I'm learning how to sing
I let my tears spring over
My tears I got so strange
That’s why my songs are ringing all night long
You'll better just be leaving
Or you'll soon catch a cold
You'll better just be leaving
Or you'll soon catch a cold


Un poco tarde , pero ahí la tienes



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@marcelinodominguezblanco4330

Maravillosa

@ma.delpilarmendezorta1041

Hermosa canción no me canso de escucharla . Saludos desde México ❤️

@rubiaarg

Me ha enamorado!!!! La descubrí viendo el maravilloso programa de Risto. Gracias.

@isacha7436

En bucle no me canso

@Choc0coHD

love this song

@rosacristobal3930

Me encanta esta cancion, no paro de escucharla y no me canso. Gracias RISTO

@palomaberzosa2309

Guau! Que maravilla de cancion.
Me encanta. Y todo gracias al RIsto

@mariateresadoloresreygarci4194

Me transporta al alma

@shandy1332

La mágia del toque de los '80 con pizca indie.Vamos una bomba de brutal!!!

@lorenzogomez6109

I've spent my whole life crying over myself
I've missed my youth just dreaming
I could talk to God
I'm tired of pretending
My life's a bliss
I'm really tired of knowing
My life's a mess

Being just a [?]
I drink my days of joy
Being just a stupid dreamer
I forgot my lovers' names
'Cause I was only crying
Just crying over myself
And I was only dreaming
Just dreaming I could talk to God

But now these days are over, honey
As I'm finding where to live
I let my tears spring over [?]
And now these days are over, honey
As I'm learning how to sing
I let my tears spring over

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