Cloud 9
Mitchel Dae Lyrics

Yesterday I found the letter
I discovered the letter you had sent to me four years ago.

That I opened from you four years ago
It's the same letter you sent me four years ago that I had already opened back then.

But I couldn't bring myself to read it again
Despite having opened it already, I couldn't bear to read it again.

Still, I remembered every word that you wrote
I still remembered everything you wrote in that letter.

You talked about us
You wrote about our relationship in the letter.

Reminding me what used to be
You reminded me of what we used to have before.

And that's just too hard to read
The contents of the letter were too difficult for me to read.

Knowing now we don't talk anymore
It's hard to read the letter because we don't communicate with each other anymore.

And I've tried
I've tried to move on from our past relationship.

But moving on is hard to do
It's difficult for me to move on from our past relationship.

When I'm reminiscing over you
I can't stop reminiscing about you and our past relationship.

Wondering if things could ever get back
I'm curious if there's a possibility that things could go back to the way they were before between us.

To the way the way they were before
I'm hoping for us to go back to how it used to be between us.

And I get emotional when I think about it
Thinking about our past relationship makes me feel strongly emotional.

It could be the lowest low or up on cloud nine
My emotions can vary greatly, from being very low to feeling extremely happy.

These memories
I'm flooded with memories of our past relationship.

My mind can't help but circle around them
My mind can't avoid thinking about these memories.

And I don't want to but I get emotional
I don't want to feel emotional but I can't help it.

Thinking about you
Thinking about you is the reason for my strong emotions.

And I tried telling myself
I attempted to reason with myself.

Some of these thoughts are better off
I try to convince myself that it's best to leave some thoughts alone.

Being left alone staying unsaid
It's better to leave some thoughts alone and unsaid.

But I don't know how I'm gonna leave them alone when
I'm unsure how to ignore those thoughts and leave them alone.

The thought of you is a ghost that's haunting my head
The thought of you is constantly on my mind and can be compared to a haunting memory.

Oh so here I go again
I'm about to repeat the same mistakes again.

Writing you another song
I'm writing another song about you and our past relationship.

Cus I don't know where we went wrong
I'm not sure where we made a mistake in our relationship.

But would it make a difference if I say
I'm doubtful if it would make any difference if I say something about it.

And all of the senses in my mind
Memories of you and our past relationship engage all my senses in my mind.

Thought
I believed I have already moved past our past relationship.

I left them all behind now I'm circling back
I once thought I have already left these thoughts and memories behind, but now I'm revisiting them.

Saying I know better than to think like that
I'm trying to convince myself that I know better than to dwell on the past.

But you know
However, the fact is that

I get emotional when I think about it
I can't help but get emotional when thinking about our past relationship.

And I get emotional when I think about it
The thought of you and our past relationship is the reason for my strong emotions.

It could be the lowest low or up on cloud nine
My emotions can vary greatly, from being very low to feeling extremely happy.

These memories
I'm overwhelmed with memories of our past relationship.

My mind can't help but circle around them
My mind is stuck thinking about these memories.

And I don't want to but I get emotional
I don't want to be emotional but I can't help it.

Thinking about you
Thinking about you and our past relationship is the reason for my strong emotions.