Birds
Monika Lyrics

One day it started, early nineteen
My musical journey began when I was nineteen years old.

They said I'm ready but still I was a kid
Even though people thought I was ready to pursue music professionally, I still felt like a child.

Promising wonders, they gave me birth, I took it slow
People had high expectations of me, but I approached my music career with caution and patience.

My family knew it, my friends were there
My loved ones were supportive of my decision to pursue music.

the mountains guided me not to be unfair
The natural beauty of the mountains helped me stay grounded and true to myself.

I found a place where I used to go, amazing view
I discovered a place where I could draw inspiration from its breathtaking scenery.

But then my childhood became a past
As I grew older, my carefree childhood became a memory.

I was a lady in front of thousand paths
As an adult, I was faced with many different opportunities and paths to choose from.

I missed my best friend, I missed that lonely crazy world
I longed for the simplicity and freedom of my past, including my best friend and carefree adventures.

With all this music and all this glow
Despite the challenges I faced, I remained drawn to the beauty and excitement of music.

I almost fainted, I was about to stop
At times, the difficulty of pursuing my dreams almost made me give up.

But all these rhythms and melodies were tempting my heart
The allure of creating beautiful music and sharing it with the world kept me going.

Where's the line?, I asked
I was uncertain of where to draw the line in pursuing my music dreams.

Where' s the moon?, you said
Someone in my life reminded me to look at the bigger picture and focus on what really matters.

The years were passing, in love I fell
As time went on, I fell in love with someone and poured my feelings into my music.

I wrote him lyrics, the words I couldn't tell
I expressed my deepest emotions through the lyrics I wrote for my loved one.

The circle ended, complete and pure, my second start
A certain chapter of my life came to a close, but this became an opportunity to begin anew.

I made mistakes that I can' t explain
I regretted some things I did and couldn't comprehend why I did them.

somehow I let my true feelings go away
I lost touch with my own emotions and priorities for a while.

I looked inside me, so deeply weak, I'd missed myself
I took a deep look at myself and realized how much I had changed and lost sight of my true self.

And then the birds turned into a new song
Reconnecting with nature helped me find inspiration to create new music.

Oh, God, I'm falling, I'm falling back in love
My renewed passion for music and my love for my partner overwhelmed me.

Back to my music, back to that younger crazy world
I returned to the excitement and pure joy that music brought me when I was younger.

I' ll never leave you, I' ll never stop
I became certain that music was my true calling and that I would continue to pursue it.

I can't betray you, you're all I need to have
Music was so integral to my life that I felt I would be betraying myself if I gave up on it.

your every signal it makes me strong, it keeps me alive
The subtle nuances and intricacies of music gave me strength and made me feel alive.

Where is the love song?, I asked
I searched for the source of the beautiful music that spoke to my soul.

Where is the moonlight? you said
Someone else in my life pointed me towards the grander, almost spiritual significance of music.

Where is the sea?
I searched for the boundless potential and depth of my love for music.

Where is the true song I loved?
I yearned for the profound, genuine musical expression that I fell in love with.