Eventide
Moonshade Lyrics

I, tainted fiend
I, a corrupted individual

Withered, cradled by these woes
My troubles have weakened me and become my constant companion

Hereby reap my sorrows
I acknowledge and accept the consequences of my suffering

Writhing as I decompose
I am in great pain and decay from within

I, enslaved by the profane
I am trapped under the influence of evil and wrongdoing

Bow to demons of guilt
I surrender to the torment of my own conscience

Shackling this soul to shame
I am trapping myself in a state of disgrace

So it seems her absence was my bane
Her departure has become my ultimate source of misery

The blade that lacks a hilt
The pain I feel is uncontained and uncontrollable

Ashes against the grain
I am struggling against the inevitable destruction

In the eye of the storm birthed from the abyss
I find myself in the center of chaos, originating from darkness

Ten thousand hymns are heard, hailing depravity
Countless voices celebrate wickedness and immoral acts

Embracing the last drops of indigo bliss
Finding solace in the fading remnants of fleeting happiness

Amidst such shapelessness, drowning in lunacy
Lost in a formless existence, consumed by insanity

Here I am
This is where I find myself

Gouging out my eyes
Inflicting self-inflicted pain to escape reality

Rotting as the daylight dies
Decaying as the sun sets

Exorcized of lies
Ridding myself of falsehoods and deceptions

Crucified, I agonize
Suffering greatly, resembling the pain of crucifixion

Crowned king of disdain
Given the title of ruler over bitterness and contempt

As the castle we built
Referring to a relationship or strong bond now crumbling

Washed away with the rain
Destroyed and washed away like how rain erodes structures

And thus, these tattered remains
What's left is in a poor and ruined state

Of adoration unfit
Unable to be loved or respected

Fell into death's dark domains
Plunged into the depths of mortality and despair

Lacking the restraint
Being unable to hold back or control oneself

To save half of what I am
Not capable of preserving a significant part of my being

Adrift in the pain of temptation
Lost and consumed by the suffering that arises from temptation

The taint of deception
The stain left by lies and dishonesty

It condemns me to damnation
Leaving me condemned to eternal punishment

Peace lies in defeat
Finding tranquility in surrendering and accepting defeat

Hope is now obsolete
There is no longer any room for optimism or expectation

A heart's dire beat
A heart beating with desperation

Eternally incomplete
Forever felt as unfinished and lacking

Shattered is all deceit
All forms of deception have been completely destroyed

I submit to my defeat
I surrender and accept my own failure

Shedding two lonely tears
Crying tears of sorrow and loneliness

One for each of us, my dear
We both share in the pain and sadness

For the end draws near
The approaching conclusion is imminent

And soon both of us will disappear
Both of us will vanish in the near future