Once Again
Mr. Backside Lyrics
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of my letters I wrote for you
'Cause you left with no notice
Should've just made another excuse
I'm in bed smelling all of your scent
You're all gone acting innocent
I'm here waiting for the end
And here I am once again
I'm in love with you again
I can't pretend that I'm alright
'Cause you fucked my entire life
What did I do to make you go?
You bored? Then I'll put on a fucking show
Why couldn't you settle with me?
Was a boy when you took my virginity
And I can never be unhooked
You whore slut fucking bitch
You can never be this spooked
Once a bitch, always a bitch
And here I am once again
I'm in love with you again
I can't pretend that I'm alright
'Cause you fucked my entire life
Isn't it a bit strange
Now that everything has changed
But I (But I)
Stayed the same
Just a little too deranged
'Cause more and more
You become less real
And more and more I've become
Less myself
And here I am once again
I'm in love with you again
I can't pretend that I'm alright
'Cause you fucked my entire life
And here I am once again
I'm in love with you again
I can't pretend that I'm alright
'Cause you fucked my entire life
The lyrics to Mr. Backside's song "Once Again" depict a feeling of heartbreak and betrayal after a relationship comes to an abrupt end. The song captures the singer's anger, longing, and confusion over the sudden departure of their partner. The first verse showcases the singer's frustration as they tear up the letters they had written for their partner who left without any explanation. They express that they should have expected another excuse instead of being left hanging.
The second verse emphasizes the singer's emotional state as they lie in bed, still being haunted by the scent of their ex-partner. They feel abandoned and betrayed, juxtaposing the ex-partner's innocence with their own lingering pain. The singer questions why their ex-partner left, sarcastically suggesting that if they were bored, the singer would have put on a performance for them. They also mention the significance of losing their virginity to this person, adding an extra layer of emotional weight to their heartbreak.
In the chorus, the singer expresses their continuous love for their ex-partner, unable to pretend that they are okay after their life has been ruined. The use of strong language, such as calling their ex-partner derogatory names, showcases the depth of their anger and resentment towards them.
The third verse reflects on the changes that have taken place since the breakup. The singer feels that their ex-partner has become less real to them, while they themselves have become more detached from their own identity. The lyrics hint at a sense of losing oneself in the aftermath of a devastating breakup.
Overall, "Once Again" explores themes of heartbreak, anger, and the struggle to move on after a relationship ends unexpectedly.
Line by Line Meaning
Ripping all of the pages
Destroying all the written memories
of my letters I wrote for you
that were meant for you
'Cause you left with no notice
Without any explanation or warning
Should've just made another excuse
Instead of disappearing, you should have come up with a better reason
I'm in bed smelling all of your scent
Reminiscing about your presence, missing your fragrance
You're all gone acting innocent
You act like nothing happened, pretending to be innocent
I'm here waiting for the end
Stuck waiting for closure and resolution
Can we do it once again?
Can we go back in time and start over?
And here I am once again
Here I am, feeling the same way as before
I'm in love with you again
Falling in love with you all over again
I can't pretend that I'm alright
I can't fake being okay
'Cause you fucked my entire life
Because you've completely devastated my life
What did I do to make you go?
What actions or mistakes did I make that made you leave?
You bored? Then I'll put on a fucking show
If you're feeling bored, I'll entertain you with explicit rage
Why couldn't you settle with me?
Why couldn't you be content and stay with me?
Was a boy when you took my virginity
I was young and vulnerable when you took away my innocence
And I can never be unhooked
I can never escape or detach myself from you emotionally
You whore slut fucking bitch
Derogatory language expressing anger and contempt towards you
You can never be this spooked
You will never experience the same level of fear and unease as me
Once a bitch, always a bitch
Once someone shows negative qualities, they are likely to always possess them
Isn't it a bit strange
Isn't it odd or peculiar
Now that everything has changed
Now that our situation is completely different
But I (But I)
However, I
Stayed the same
Remained unchanged
Just a little too deranged
Slightly mentally disturbed or unhinged
'Cause more and more
Because increasingly
You become less real
You seem less genuine or authentic
And more and more I've become
Meanwhile, I've increasingly turned into
Less myself
Less like my true self
And here I am once again
Once again, I find myself in this situation
I'm in love with you again
Despite everything, I've fallen in love with you again
I can't pretend that I'm alright
I can't pretend that everything is okay
'Cause you fucked my entire life
Because you've completely ruined my life
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Monika Bhatt
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Athithida Anand
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This episode is giving me allll the feels!!!ππππ
Y Bomi04
This ajussi never fail make me cry before this in My Golden Life and now this oneππππ
Vimbai Kahlari
Y Bomi04 you should watch seoyoung my daughter I loved him in that too
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