MxPx started as three 15-year-old kids calling themselves Magnified Plaid pounding out music inspired by and similar to The Descendents and other Southern California punk rock bands. They didn’t really love their band name, however, which was a tribute to the original guitarist’s penchant for wearing one particularly loud plaid shirt. Consequently, the name was abbreviated to M.P., but in Yuri’s handwriting, periods become “X“‘s and since he made up the show posters for the band, the four-letter moniker stuck.
Andy Husted, the former guitarist, left the band in 1995 to continue college.
Andy was replaced by Tom to solidify the line-up that would take the band into their post-teen years. Maybe Tom’s background as a drummer made up for his relative inexperience playing guitar (he had only played for a year at the time). He and Yuri lock into backbreakingly fast rhythms that rank with vintage Minor Threat for speed and percussive attack. Mike then adds to the mix his signature sing-along melodies that call to mind SoCal punk bands from the early ’80s.
Bremerton had been a town most famous for its naval shipyards until MxPx caught the attention of Tooth & Nail Records when they played a “showcase” for the T&N label in 1993 in Herrera’s parents’ garage. Mike Herrera had practiced so much before the first show, he lost his voice.
MxPx released three albums with Tooth & Nail Records: Pokinatcha in 1994, Teenage Politics in 1995, and Life in General in 1996. After a falling out with Tooth & Nail, MxPx left the label and signed with A&M Records.
In July 2010 drummer Yuri Ruley announced he would be retiring from the band to focus on his family. Ruley played his last show with the band in Las Vegas, Nevada on July 18, 2010. In a recent video message from Mike, he stated that Tom and Yuri have both finished touring full time, but will continue to play one-off shows with the band.
Cold and All Alone
MxPx Lyrics
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I didn't mean to make you cry
I feel so bad by then it's too late
You're hurt I'm mad is this goodbye?
I've dug down far too deep now
I've dug down far I'm losing sleep
To understand to do what's right
I don't like to see you crying
I don't like it when we fight
I've dug down far too deep now
I've dug down far I'm losing
Cold and all alone
Out there on your own
Cold and all alone
Living on your own
The lyrics to MxPx’s “Cold And All Alone” are a poignant reflection on remorse and regret within a romantic relationship. The lead singer acknowledges his own faults and the ways in which he has hurt his partner, asking for forgiveness and understanding. He grapples with his inner turmoil, admitting that he has “dug down far too deep now” and has been “losing sleep” over the situation. Despite his challenging behavior, he loves and cares for his partner, expressing a disliking for seeing them cry or fight.
The singer’s vulnerability is palpable, as he confronts his mistakes and acknowledges the repercussions of his actions. The chorus, with the repeated refrain of “cold and all alone,” reflects the heart-wrenching feeling of watching a relationship fall apart even when both parties care deeply for each other. Overall, the song serves as a reminder that relationships are complex and require constant effort and communication to thrive.
Line by Line Meaning
I know I'm mean but I'm real sorry
Acknowledging the fact that I can be rude at times, I express genuine regret for making you cry.
I didn't mean to make you cry
It was never my intention to hurt you and cause tears to flow.
I feel so bad by then it's too late
My remorse is uncontrollable, but sadly, it comes when the damage has already been done.
You're hurt I'm mad is this goodbye?
You're upset, and I'm angry, creating a distance between us. Are we separating now?
I've dug down far too deep now
I have delved too deep into whatever is going on, with no easy way of turning back or escaping now.
I've dug down far I'm losing sleep
The deep dig has landed me in a grave problem that's stealing my sleep time.
You know it's hard you know I'm trying
You know it's not easy, but I'm doing all I can to make things right.
To understand to do what's right
I'm seeking clarity to comprehend the issue and figuring out what's the right course of action.
I don't like to see you crying
I'm uncomfortable and unhappy with the sight of tears streaking down your face.
I don't like it when we fight
I detest the wrangles and disagreements between us that continue to strain our bond.
Cold and all alone
You're now feeling detached and isolated, without warmth or company to keep you going.
Out there on your own
You're out there in solitude, and there's no one with you to offer solace or help.
Living on your own
You've become so independent that you live in your world, isolated from others and their influence.
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