Ice Cream
Myles Bullen Lyrics
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Everyday miracles
Happen that I neglect
Suicidal thoughts
Popping up inside my head
Had to train my brain
To think of other things instead
Loving life, finding friends
Close to giving up
A closed door that would
Never open up
Thinking I was boarded shut
Wasn't worth being loved
But was worth beating up
These thoughts grew feet
Now there
Running around in my head
Telling me that
I'm better off leaving them dead
I could wallow in my weakest
Pr rise to defeat this
Instead of repeat this
Self doubt trying double down on me
Every weekend
But I found love for my life
And a reason for breathing
Fog of my breath, looks likes a ghost
Reminds me
We are always so close
Fog of my breath, looks likes a ghost
Reminds me
We are always so close
I want to die eating ice cream
I want to die filled with love
I want to live with the belief
That all this means something
Deep down
I know It does
I want to live feeling grateful
I want to live having fun
In a place with people who know me
Reminiscing on what was
I want to die eating ice cream
I wanna die by a lake
I don't wanna live forever
Maybe just 108
I accept that we're all gonna die
Somewhere
Somehow
In someway
But with that said
I don't wanna die today
I don't want to die today
I don't want to die today
I don't want to die today
I don't want to die today
Somewhere somehow some way
We all go
Somewhere somehow some way
We go
Somewhere somehow some way
We all go
Somewhere somehow some way
We go
Fog of my breath, looks likes a ghost
Reminds me
We are always so close
Fog of my breath, looks likes a ghost
Reminds me
We are always so close
I want to die eating ice cream
I want to die filled with love
I want to live with the belief
That all this means something
Deep down
I know It does
I want to live feeling grateful
I want to live having fun
In a place with people who know me
Reminiscing on what was
I want to die eating ice cream
I wanna die by a lake
I don't wanna live forever
Maybe just 108
I accept that we're all gonna die
Somewhere
Somehow
In someway
But with that said
I don't wanna die today
I don't want to die today
I don't want to die today
I don't want to die today
I don't want to die today
Somewhere somehow some way
We all go
Somewhere somehow some way
We go
Somewhere somehow some way
We all go
Somewhere somehow some way
We go
Fog of my breath, looks likes a ghost
Reminds me
We are always so close
Fog of my breath, looks likes a ghost
Reminds me
We are always so close
Self hate feeling heavier than lead
The burden of self-hate weighs me down more than anything else
Everyday miracles Happen that I neglect
I fail to appreciate the small miracles that occur in my life every day
Suicidal thoughts Popping up inside my head
I struggle with dark thoughts of ending my own life
Had to train my brain To think of other things instead
I have to actively redirect my thoughts away from negativity
Loving life, finding friends Close to overdose
Finding joy in life and companionship, but also feeling overwhelmed
Close to giving up A closed door that would Never open up
Feeling on the verge of giving up on life with no hope in sight
Thinking I was boarded shut Wasn't worth being loved But was worth beating up
Believing I am unworthy of love, but deserving of punishment
These thoughts grew feet Now there Running around in my head
Negative thoughts have taken root in my mind and now run rampant
Telling me that I'm better off leaving them dead
The thoughts urge me to get rid of them entirely
I could wallow in my weakest Pr rise to defeat this Instead of repeat this
I have a choice to either succumb to weakness or rise above my struggles
Self doubt trying double down on me Every weekend
Self-doubt intensifies during times of rest and reflection
But I found love for my life And a reason for breathing
Discovering a newfound appreciation for life and purpose for existence
I don't want to die today
Despite the challenges, I choose to keep living and not give in to despair
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Written by: myles bullen
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