Growth
N.O.K. Lyrics

I gave my all, and got nothing back
So I'm not really worried
Where the money at
Not a dollar to my name
While I try to chase dreams
While my wife brings the bread home
How does that look for me?
Man this stress is hard to contain (Hard to contain)
I'm getting older, people treat me the same
They wanna judge me off the past Thinking that I haven't grown since then
But if you put your hand out
Then I would shake it my friend
Cause I am better than I was
This life is bigger than I am
That's why I say
We'll walk down this lonely road together
Yeah I had to make some choices
Had to find my way
I done been through it all, but I'll be okay
I've been running through the pain
Reminisce about the songs I wrote
Tryna fix the past, now that's what I call growth yeah
Yeah I had to make some choices
Had to find my way
I done been through it all, but I'll be okay
I've been running through the pain
Reminisce about the songs I wrote
Tryna fix the past, now that's what I call growth yeah
So when it's all done
Imma need my applause
Clap, clap when I get the award
You can say I'll never make it
But it wouldn't really faze me
Old friends wanna hate me, but I know they moving shady
From the truth
See them around town, they never say a word
So how the fuck we got some problems?
You ain't even got the nerve to talk about
Put your pride aside I doubt it
Time after time
I find me losing myself
New year
New flows
I find me proving myself
To these people that don't give a damn
I never let them in my plans
Cause one day when I'm popping
They gon' say they fucking knew the man
Honestly
You gon' have to live with regret
With the fact you hating on me
Burn them bridges I guess
To be truthful I know shit that you could never forget
I know things that you could never forgive
So through this music I live
I hope I grow and make enough to support my kids
Cause one day, when I'm gone
They gon' know what I did
Sacrificing my money and time
Don't see the mountain I climb
I haven't felt this way in a long time
Yeah I had to make some choices
Had to find my way
I done been through it all, but I'll be okay
I've been running through the pain
Reminisce about the songs I wrote
Tryna fix the past, now that's what I call growth yeah
Yeah I had to make some choices
Had to find my way
I done been through it all, but I'll be okay
I've been running through the pain
Reminisce about the songs I wrote
Tryna fix the past, now that's what I call growth yeah
Yeah I had to make some choices
Had to find my way
I done been through it all, but I'll be okay
I've been running through the pain
Reminisce about the songs I wrote
Tryna fix the past, now that's what I call growth yeah