So Beautiful
N.U.M.B Lyrics

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I want to talk, learn to speak
Voice my thoughts and what i need
Share my heart with the world
Let them know just what you did
Tonight’s the night, that i’m going to let go
To the One who has made me beautiful
So beautiful for You
I want to laugh, instead of cry

I try so hard but i don’t know why
I want to love and that include myself
It’s my second chance to become a friend now
Tonight’s the night, that i’m going to let go
To the One who has made me beautiful
So beautiful for You
You made me well, and now i tell the truth
About Your love and how You made me beautiful
So beautiful for You
It’s that battle that i’ve fought, though i’ve been all alone
But i’m changing that now, cause i’m going back home
To my family and my friends who have always been there
Cause i need you and i want your help
When i’m fallen and stripped naked
And when no one else is around
I know you’ll be there for me well
I want to feel, i want to heal from all these hurts through the years now
Set to right, what was wrong, forgive myself and them and move on
Tonight’s the night, that i’m going to let go

To the One who has made me beautiful
So beautiful for You

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to N.U.M.B's song "So Beautiful" convey a deep desire for personal growth, healing, and self-acceptance. The singer expresses a longing to communicate their thoughts and needs, to share their heart with the world, and to let others know about the transformative power of a higher being. The song emphasizes the idea that true beauty comes from within and is ultimately a result of the divine presence in one's life.

The lyrics also touch upon the singer's struggle with their emotions and the desire to shift from sadness to joy. They express a determination to learn to love themselves and extend that love to others. The chorus serves as a declaration of surrender and gratitude, acknowledging that the divine has made them beautiful and that they are ready to let go of their past and embrace their true essence.

Overall, the song speaks to themes of personal growth, self-acceptance, and finding solace in a higher power. It encourages listeners to let go of their burdens, forgive themselves and others, and embrace their true beauty.

Line by Line Meaning

I want to talk, learn to speak
I desire to express myself and acquire the skill of effective communication

Voice my thoughts and what i need
To vocalize my ideas and express my desires to others

Share my heart with the world
To reveal my true emotions and innermost feelings to everyone

Let them know just what you did
To inform others about the amazing things you've done

Tonight’s the night, that i’m going to let go
This is the decisive moment when I choose to release my burdens

To the One who has made me beautiful
To submit myself to the divine power that has transformed me into something remarkable

So beautiful for You
I have become incredibly attractive in your eyes

I want to laugh, instead of cry
Instead of shedding tears, I long to experience joy and laughter

I try so hard but i don’t know why
Despite my best efforts, I cannot comprehend why things turn out the way they do

I want to love and that include myself
I aspire to love not only others but also to have self-compassion

It’s my second chance to become a friend now
This is an opportunity for me to rebuild relationships and cultivate friendships anew

You made me well, and now i tell the truth
You have restored my well-being, and I am now able to speak honestly

About Your love and how You made me beautiful
I openly proclaim the profound love you have shown and how you have transformed me into something extraordinary

It’s that battle that i’ve fought, though i’ve been all alone
I have endured a difficult struggle, often feeling isolated and unsupported

But i’m changing that now, cause i’m going back home
However, I am now altering that circumstance because I am returning to the place where I belong

To my family and my friends who have always been there
To the individuals who have consistently offered their support and presence

Cause i need you and i want your help
Because I require your assistance and I genuinely desire it

When i’m fallen and stripped naked
During times of defeat and vulnerability

And when no one else is around
When there is an absence of others

I know you’ll be there for me well
I am aware that you will stand by me and provide support

I want to feel, I want to heal from all these hurts through the years now
I yearn to experience emotional restoration and overcome the pain accumulated over time

Set to right, what was wrong, forgive myself and them and move on
To rectify past wrongs, including forgiving myself and others, and progress forward

So beautiful for You
I have become incredibly attractive in your eyes

Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Scott Brutsche

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@emmysrec

2y↑1.6K

This is a message for anyone who needs it.

For the people who lost someone special to them or a family member:
Just remember...there watching over you and waiting for you to return home...Why don’t you go outside for a bit so it quiet and maybe have a little conversation with them. Wait for the response, Trust me they are there. Maybe ask for a hug? Or ask for them to show themselves. But it doesn’t always happen just to let you know but don’t be sad. There are still there watching over you.

For all the people going through depression:
Hello there! I just wanted to say that I love you! Even though I don’t know you and everyone else in the world...you always have a place in their heart
It’s always the one tiny spot in the middle. That’s You! Why don’t you go one a walk and maybe just think about happy things. And if you cry...just let it out, Trust me it will feel good. Or go get some food to eat! Just take this little moment to just do what you want. Act like it’s your own world and it’s only yours. Just remember I love you! Stay safe!

To all those people going through a break up:
Hello! Break up?...I’m sorry. I hope everything went well and if it didn’t tell me! Reply to me I’ll give you a little message. But I really hope your okay! But just remember...I still love you! Even though I don’t know you! Guess what? I think I know you! I’ve met you before! Let me describe you...you were so beautiful. Your eyes were shining and so was your hair. You were so nice I always wanted to talk to you! Idk what about you but your were just so beautiful!
I love you! Stay safe!

To all the people thinking about committing su!cide:

Hello you amazing person! I’m gonna give you a list of things just to maybe make you stop thinking about this okay? Trust me it’s gonna be ok. It might be long so I hope your not impatient! I was joking...yeah ok maybe that didn’t make you laugh ok let’s move on. Here we go!Ok I just realized how long this might take but whatever because ITS JUST FOR YOU!!!!!

1. Your dad would loose his little girl/boy
2. Your mom would look in the mirror and ask her self what she did wrong
3. Your siblings might stay in their room for a couple days
4. Your friends would miss you and might stay in their room and cry
5. NO STARBUCKS!!! MAJOR PROBLEM...ok I gotta stop with the little jokes...maybe
6. Your pets would wonder where you went
7.Your friend would miss walking or biking to the park with you.
8. Wouldn’t you miss your staying in bed and listening to music time?
9. Your family would miss your so much
10. I bet you would miss staying in your room and jamming to the loudest music ever and you didn’t care if anyone thought it was to loud.
11.No more drawing!?
12. Not finishing your favorite book of all time. (that’s so sad)
13. Missing out on decorating your house for holidays.
14. Jamming out in your room. (yas get into itt)
15. Late night calls with your friends.😍😍
16. Laying in the rain.
17. Crawling up the stairs.
18. Watching movies all night.
19. Getting fast-food for dinner.
20. Moving houses.
21. Concerts😍
22. Watching your favorite streamer/YouTuber.
23. Laughing so hard you almost can’t breathe.
24. Sleepover with friends and staying up all night.
25. New updates on your favorite app/game
26. Playing your favorite sport.
27. Running to get your charger when your phone is one 1%
28. Running for dear life on the stairs or hallway after you turn off the lights for the night.
29. Wondering if the thing on the floor is a bag of clothes or a demon creature at night. (that’s scary💀)
30. Looking at the stars at night and naming constellations.
31. Taking random best friend tests.
32. Swimming in the summer.
33. Getting the excitement when you get your favorite clothes on.
34. Looking in the mirror and looking confident.
35. Singing in the shower. (YASS😍😍)
36. Looking at old family photos.
37. ROAD-TRIPS.
38. Fake sleeping at night when your mom/dad comes in and checks on you.
39. Trying not to laugh when a kid falls with your friend.
40. Being happy when your favorite season comes up.

Thats it! It wasn’t going to be too long but I hope it made you happy.

I know life is hard but it’s always going to happen. You can’t expect to live a perfect life. In every life time, at least one person is always going to be better than you. You can’t be “the best” and that’s okay! You don’t have to be perfect. No one is perfect. Everyone is different and they all have something special about them.

I love you just the way you are. <3 Live a good life.

edit: holy- when i wrote this i never knew the impact i would have on so many people. i love seeing your comments and the lil community i created who help each other. thank you to all of you

@cali-B.the.G

2y↑16

The Happy Version of this song -

I don’t feel a single thing
Except empathy too much
Hasn’t helped enough In weeks
But I wish I had the touch
I’ve been grinding in my mind
Because the world it feels too large
Like a stunning breath that’s hard to take
Boy I wish I was in charge

And I just wanna change all of the things that seem strange

Do you ever want to advise or assist a bit
Like your good ideas can help, but they just wanna quit,
Like you’re giving away gold and they treat it like shit,
Cause they feel like shit,

Like you’re magic but they don’t really know the trick,
Like you’re giving away medicine when they’re really sick,
Like you’re rigid but they all think you are slick
Because you are quick

A lotta things wishing I can change the slope
A lotta things wishing I could help them all cope,
A lotta things wishing of changing
There’s yes instead of nopes
Need rearranging
Trying to help the mopes
So I wish I could help them all cope,
I guess I’m just hopeful on hope

My prescriptions on its way,
with a name You can pronounce
optimism everyday
I want you to shout it out,
Cause I want you to see that it can make you happy

Do you ever want to advise or assist a bit
Like your good ideas can help, but they just wanna quit,
Like you’re giving away gold and they treat it like shit,
Cause they feel like shit,

Like you’re magic but they don’t really know the trick,
Like you’re giving away medicine when they’re really sick,
Like you’re rigid but they all think you are slick
Because you are quick

A lotta things wishing I can change the slope
A lotta things wishing I could help them all cope,
A lotta things wishing of changing
There’s yes instead of nopes
Need rearranging
Trying to help the mopes
So I wish I could help them all cope,
I guess I’m just hopeful on hope

Do you ever want to advise or assist a bit
Like your good ideas can help, but they just wanna quit,
Like you’re giving away gold and they treat it like shit,
Cause they feel like shit

- I’ve been making Warzone parodies for about 6 months. Just decided to switch it up a bit. Hopefully this song doesn’t offend you. I love the original!! and I can relate with it. A LOT. But happiness is better than being sad so fake it until you make it and just keep on truckin’ in the right direction. You’ll get there. I believe in you!! Positive energy, peace and blessings to everyone! Cheers!

All comments from YouTube:

@TrendingTracksOfficial

2y↑1.4K

Happy Monday everyone! 💖

@smithball6444

2y↑39

Happy Sunday

@ggcardenas1277

2y↑43

Happy youday! It is your day to feel free

@AlexP88815

2y↑20

Happy youday! I’m not taking a comment I just thought youday was pretty cool, but everyday is yourday to feel special

@ilikechickennuggets4983

2y↑13

Happy Saturday haha

@Im-asleep2-

2y↑15

weird it Monday and i saw this lol anyways happy Monday!

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@hollywoodpills

2y↑5.4K

I really hope this artist realises how much of an impact she has made by being able to voice what people with depression struggle to say.

@heathercapps8762

2y↑31

Yes! So much so

@kiwiarmy3264

2y↑24

You are right

@ShortM251

2y↑11

Omg ikr

@TrybestJaeson

2y↑15

The lyrics touch my heart....^^b

@url0calem0kid25

2y↑8

so very true

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@Kpop4ever.

2y↑725

The lines, "Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die & like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive, 'cause you gotta survive." Is too true for me.

@livvybean2975

2y↑5

Same

@heilinstarling9436

2y↑30

The thing that gets me the most is that it's "you gotta survive cause you gotta survive". There is no actual reasons to. At times like that you can't see any actually good reasons on WHY do you have to keep living, but you still don't want to die, so what other options are there?
That's just so spot on.

@lovisbertuleit

1y↑2

Same

@khaulahfauzolazim7534

1y↑3

That line made me think to my younger self

@Bama2ohio

40w↑3

@@heilinstarling9436why do we all have the same life? I’m not happy with life, but I’m maintaining.

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@emmysrec

2y↑1.6K

@Am_._

2y↑54

Needed this today. Thank you.

@gavinweeks4763

2y↑43

Thank you very much, i hope you are doing alright aswell. Take care kind person

@Person7503

2y↑57

The list actually made me tear up a bit. Thank you for this.

@cali-B.the.G

2y↑18

Yee! 🕺

@eternalvaporwave1584

2y↑47

I didn’t lost anyone
I lost myself

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@chrystalgabel6536

2y↑48

Never have I had a song depict so much of what I feel like with depression and anxiety. Seeing people go through the same makes my ❤️ happy.

@supersoup4672

1y↑58

"like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive, cause ya gotta survive"- gives me chills

@shooby9496

50w↑45

This song plays at my work all the time. Not usually a fan of most of the modern pop they bring in but the message behind this is great and I'm glad it's there to speak those feelings.

@ahhwe-any7434

22w

With my personal ish going on, I actually got that dudes from aarejects mocking his own smile vibes stuck in my head when it comes to so much. I heard this otw to work once. Although, I don't think I'm that deceiving. I don't think I ever was. For a teeny bit, yeah. Bc I remember me young, dealing w/ ppl. Saying hi to everyone I even crossed & smiling away. Thinking to myself, stuff like I'm so fake, I even fool myself. I really don't actually like this..., & I don't actually like you. & I sure as hell don't like this environment... & Then I'd catch myself switching moods as soon as ppl had their back turns, & ppl still watching like 🤷🏻‍♀️, caught me. Oh well, u can't possibly think I'm this sweetsy, ignorant, & naive, right?! Meanwhile, somexs I think I have bad anxiety & it's like idk. Maybe all my situations have been fd & I can never escape it. Let me try something different then. .. & idk. Idk if that's really me or most ppl just suck that bad. & It's not that I'm dramatic but if I had to process everything, plz get out of my space. Bc I really have been through the depths of hell. Music is kind of cool to escape to. Till I realize I've spent hrs away doing it & uhhh yeah. Maybe I should mix my worlds together. In that way I just bring ear buds but w/ out the oversharing part trying to throw off my forever changing moods

@slaysimo494

2y↑5.2K

Never have I been able to relate to a song so much, minus the pills.

@tauraiandjonenegweshe1136

2y↑72

Me too

@jeffhurckes190

Antidepressants are a bitch. Yes, they help with the feeling of depression, but they also mute your feelings of happiness. I'm so glad I am no longer on them.

@hannahsparks4964

2y↑51

Same

@AlexP88815

2y↑38

Yep

@olivierdubreuil-gagnon2201

2y↑85

Same. And the LA part.

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@lauramariehansen8686

1y↑64

my ears:- Listening to the music

my mouth:- Singing along

my eyes:- Looking at the comments

my legs:- moving in a perfect rhythm to the music

my mind:- relate to the song

yes, I love this song

@Weak_GG57

14w↑1

Bruh , i did the same thing XD

@metapuns9004

2y↑77

I've had major chronic depression since I was 15. My pills saved my life but they numb me so much it's hard to cry, even when I feel like sobbing. It's great hearing someone with a voice talk about it for all of us. We need more mental healthcare! Even if my medication isn't perfect, I wouldn't be here without it

@amandahunter8840

2y↑4

Metapuns - same exact thing for me! Diagnosed at 15 with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Major Depressive Mood Disorder. I've been on so many different meds i can't even count. I found 2 that worked for me, just barely enough to make me functional. If I didn't have them, I wouldn't be able to get out of bed or take care of myself. It's freakin wicked.

@holstons360

1y↑1

@@amandahunter8840 i hope you and metapuns are doing bettar this song explanes my life no body likes me and i dont know how to macke freinds

@silent_cry3435

1y↑89

I used to relate to this song 100% until one day it got to the point I truly believed I was broken and tried to end it. My dad caught me and stopped me, but I've been in therapy since and I quit school on Friday after I had a breakdown in class. I honestly miss the numb days, before I felt so hopeless I wanted to die.
This song has helped me get though it before and now I've returned in hopes it'll help me again

@pravinyavalluri2592

45w↑8

Hey. I hope you're doing better.

@bingus728

44w↑11

I'm glad you dad stopped you, god gave us a life in an awful world and the world expects us to live like it's perfect

@crystalstatzer528

10w

same

@twofaced7956

1y↑12

I haven't been touched by a song like this one in almost 4 years
I appreciate this singer for being relatable

@nightshade5606

2y↑17

I like to listen to this song and sit on my roof, pretty much just to calm myself. It makes me feel safe and happy. I hope the artist realizes how easy she makes it feel to voice feelings 😊💖

@keeshamcquay9564

2y↑635

Every. Single. Word. Resonates.

Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤

@LaQuesaDeMI

2y↑3

You as well! Peace and love right back at you!

@SwampHagg666

2y↑7

I just wish it wasnt so hard and expensive and so many hoops i can barely take a shower how am i supposed to make 30 appointments and keep them all...

@LordVader1094

2y↑1

I have no pills tho

@readingbookswithdaisy8298

2y↑2

Thank you kind stranger

@L48198

2y↑4

The pills pretty much just keep me from killing myself. But the numbing of any other emotion is like a pointless limbo. This song is spot on accurate.

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@limoncello2211

1y↑90

I'm 16 and I can say that I relate to this song most than most people in my life.
I'm not happy but not so depressed that I wanna die,I'm just tired and burnt out by my own environment,I'm just hanging on just so I can live that future I've always wanted

@cherub2369

1y↑13

i feel that.

@sapphicsapphire82

1y↑8

I relate

@Jonsnowsbigtoe

1y↑7

This is exactly how I feel and most relatable comment

@Itz_Yoyoooo

1y↑4

I'll be 16 next month, and I completely understand what you mean. I was in a very dangerous place for a few months but am trying to focus more on myself instead of constantly being the therapist friend and doing my best, but I'm exhausted because I don't want people to think I don't care and that I will never help them. Its so tiring but Im scared to be alone if I stop. I'm just living for the sake of living and I don't know what I'm doing with myself but I'm still here and still going for I don't know what reason. Either way this is hard but not at the same time and I feel like I don't understand anything going on..
Edit: sorry for the vent..

@bushraghazanfar1581

17w↑1

@@Itz_Yoyoooodid it get better?

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@the.claudia

1y↑28

I don’t think I have depression, but I do have anxiety and I can totally relate to this. And I don’t take pills but I do take medication for another condition and it always feels like it’s just another reminder of what I’m going through and how I’m broken

@jiyoung_3004

1y↑7

You're not broken

@TheFrogthat_SLAYS

20w

@EmprizTheLoreQueen

44w↑10

This is my comfort song. I've been stressed out lately and I listen to this song when I feel like I'm going to cry. I relate to it so much it helps me through hard times❤

@SmelliSoggySocx2780

48w↑12

This explains how I feel, exactly. I don’t wanna die, I just want everything to ease, no matter how hard it becomes I know I won’t give up, I’ll keep fighting through it all.

@ashleybang49

1y↑712

“Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die”

That hit close to home

@pinkii_bear

1y↑12

same here man.

@maikeruthesayin5745

49w↑7

Very much so

@girllikeapearl8239

48w↑9

I feel that exact same way.

@trooperbravo1297

47w↑7

That hit my house....

@k58nguyenthuphuong

47w↑4

The same 😢

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@syntheticseraph6598

2y↑1.2K

Not on meds, but the chorus kind of speaks about my day to day existence.

@olivierdubreuil-gagnon2201

2y↑10

Same here as well.

@Eikogacha

2y↑3

Same

@coralineriri2422

2y↑10

I can relate to this song on an emotional level.

@KS42069

2y↑2

Ya fr same

@SarahAbramova

2y↑1

Same

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@Mandewalkar

2y↑16

“ a little bit tired of sinking there’s water in my boat I’m barely breathin tryna stay afloat” One of the most relatable lines….

@Mandewalkar

1y↑2

Thx for likes lol 😅😅

@Bluuuuueee

2y↑16

I can’t believe how accurate this is…
I feel like so many people know exactly what I mean, I really hope my depression and anxiety goes away, I think people watching this video can agree with me…
I hope everyone reading this comment feels good and happy, if not, please try to feel better, I’m rooting for you! Smile 😄

@galacticstar9483

2y↑19

I remember when I was in fifth grade, and my life was turning upside down, and over the years, my life was actually tiring. But, finding this song around eighth grade, might be a blessing. Now, I am in high school, and this relates to everything. I hope everyone is blessed, ❤Always be optimistic!

@julianakathrynmonge6921

❤

@Evangeline_elf

2y↑1

Oh hi there! I'm in 5th right now (luckily found it in fourth) you got any advice?

@kat23142

27w

@@Evangeline_elfdon’t die

@VoiderDevil

11w

@@julianakathrynmonge6921 be prepared for grade 7 ite fucking shitty just dont die inside or outside(im in grade 7 i already wanna fucking die i did everything to prove my seld but they still hated FUCK THIS SHITTY LIFE IM ENDING IT HERE)

@Starship-edits

42w↑17

I m 12 and my parents took me away from my friends including my bestie for more than an year… for the first time i felt like im tired and i don t have enything to live for. For all those who feel like they don t have what to live for- never give up !!

@user-ug2fu8mj2j

36w↑2

I know that feeling. I started being homeschooled because of covid and lost touch with my best friends. We started hanging out again because she changed schools. It was really weird trying to get reacquainted. I have been a third wheel for a bit but I'm finely starting to feel less and lees like a third wheel.

@squashedbacon8870

32w↑10

I struggle with really bad social anxiety and this song is literally how i feel all the time.

@ItsJustonian

2y↑489

This song takes me back, and I'm happy about that because it means that I've gotten better. To anyone struggling with what this song speaks about, keep on strutting because you will find something that makes life feel worth living. I dealt with everything mentioned in the song, even tried 4 different anti-depressants, I know it's tiring and I know it sometimes feels like your life isn't progressing, just waiting for the days to pass, but I'm happy to tell you from experience that it really does get better and when it does, you'll feel genuinely happy that you got past that feeling. Never give up hope, that's what will help you become happy :)

@LaQuesaDeMI

2y↑4

Thanks! Your words mean a lot

@annabenjamin7808

2y↑7

Same day over and over and over. Sucked into a loop hole. But these kids need me. So I strut...hard

@ItsJustonian

2y↑4

@@annabenjamin7808 You got this! Once you get out of that loop, and you will, it will be worth all of the effort, I promise

@DismanteledChilly

2y↑2

Sorry mate, don't think I can.. Not anymore..

@ItsJustonian

2y↑3

@@DismanteledChilly You can, because you're not alone and you will make a difference in a lot of people's lives when it all gets better. More people appreciate you being here than you think

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@AntiDev1234

49w↑7

its scary how this is so relatable, I love every inch of the lyrics in this song...

@starwart5076

2y↑17

I'm not big on this style of music, but this song is honestly beautiful.

@Evangeline_elf

2y↑57

You'll never know what this comment was originally about, only the reason I edited it was because I'm pretty fine right now and remembering what mental state I used to be in isn't too good for me right now. You can still like the comments because I won't be reminded without a clear message of my past state and that will simply remind me of this beautiful song. Have a lovely day

@TheeeAvacado

2y↑1

I feel kinda similar (there is lots less stuff bad in my life I thunk, I don't experience much mental issues) and I wish I could help but I am rlly awkward and don't know what to say... at least this whole comment section of the song (+the song) lets u know ur not alone

@emmaperkins8780

2y↑2

Know I’m praying for you. The national suicide hotline is 988 if you or someone you know needs it. You are strong enough. If you reach out, I am sure someone would be more than happy to help you!

@karsynfann6369

2y↑8

I wish I could count the number of times I have listened to this track. Thank you, Em.

@dumpling7674

2y↑26

to everyone and anyone who is sad/depressed/suicidal/going through a hard time I am so so sorry but you are enough if some people don't get that its on them life goes on and there are ups that are worth the downs plz don't give up if anyone wants to vent under this be my guest have a good day and don't worry it WILL get better❤

@stephenwinsmann5844

Thank you!

@rosejohnson2006

2y↑5K

This is absolutely the closest, most accurate, depiction of my life dealing with major depression.. shes right so tired of life but I know I have to survive... my children

@Isabelle24

2y↑177

I'm so glad I'm not alone in this feeling. I hope you are able to find your moments of peace when they're needed. God bless and much love

@crackhead-across-the-stree5680

2y↑72

same :) i’m on way too much medication and its just…not working :/

@alanahammers1964

2y↑24

Same

@debbierotramel9178

2y↑13

Same :/

@alexiszoulek6444

2y↑2

@@Isabelle24 p

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@peytonloia505

2y↑8

Omg this song is so amazing and relatable I can’t even explain how much I’m so grateful to hear that other people feel the same! If you feel like this things will get better! I promise💗💗💗

@thefrogking_com4194

2y↑8

This is exactly how I feel. Never related to a song so much. I learned from the comments that this might be depression, so that’s fun. But this is just such a great song.

@HawkinaBox

2y↑11

My literal theme song right now. "Not happy, but you don't want to die."

@Roonton

1y↑13

I never thought I will be so addicted to this music,
My parents are annoyed because I kept playing this but they do be jamming a lil 😀

@hatifrehman5814

19w↑5

I have depression,my mother is sycic patient, my father is also always worried , we don't have money for my brother to study some time my father gets abusive, I was really sad today and looking through the internet and found this song it helped me so much and made my day ❤😊

@JessicaN555

2y↑347

I am genuinely SOBBING in my car right now. I lost my love for music a few years ago due to severe depression and this song connected to me SO HARD. Thank you for rekindling my love for what music does for us. ❤️

@reynaldonael9921

2y↑3

Keep singing. ❣

@Acedrawz

2y↑1

Keep singing on! Life will eventually get better

@ali_is2cool4u

1y↑3

Me too I lost my love for music and everyone except for me realized it

@sarahnabil7035

2y↑6

It's been 7 years since I started to struggle with depression and anxiety all I do is pretending that I"m perfect I graduated , started working and doing masters but I'm still their like tha song said I'm feeling nothing but I'm gotta survive… .. thanks for the artist for saying everything I couldn't say all this time

@TheBeinggg

1y↑4

The line "Like you have empathy inside but you dont really care" is probably the most relatable line i've ever heard. And "When you're not really happy but you dont wanna die" Sums up how i feel on nearly a daily basis

@koiquil362

2y↑6

Lying on bed looking at the ceiling with earphones in playing this is just amazing :)

@agentassaultfire5578

2y↑10

You know it really hits you when you start to tear up

@aiiiia9971

1y↑6

A banger that can hit home for a lot of people. Got everything! Love this song

@wisdom_mikroteros

2y↑243

It's really refreshing to hear a song that finally perfectly depicts my experience with depression. It seems like a lot of the songs I've used to cope talk about wanting to die, but I've never really felt that way. I love this song because of the accuracy <3

@kizzie5949

2y↑11

Same here. The first time I got sent to a mental health facility was because my therapist saw I wrote in my journal, 'It's not that I want to die, I just don't want to live"
This song is the first song that I really feel I can relate to my experience with depression

@Gshadin

1y↑5

Same, i dont want to die, but it feels like i have nothing to live for at the same time

@xOrionNebula1970

41w

well i suffer from burn out and "like your bodys in the room but your not really there" "you got empathy but sorry but you dont really care" makes me think of the fact how i am emotionally numb and worn out and "like your hanging by a thread cause you know you gotta survive cause you gotta survive" makes me think of the fact how i know i have to keep going

@xotiic1488

2y↑5

i lost my aunt 8 weeks and this was her favorite song, I wish I knew how she felt so I could be there for her. It feels like I have nobody to love me anymore, when I play this song I cant help to think about her and when I do I break down.

@danielaizatt5642

24w↑4

This song hits so deep. This is how I feel so often. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life" All the time. "Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die." Me last night. "Like your body's in the room but your not really there." I feel like that every day at school. "Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care." Hits deep on so many levels. This song is AMAZING! Finally, I can listen to something that I relate to.

@hudson9885

2y↑5

As someone who takes medication for both anxiety and depression this is the most accurate thing I've ever heard

@kennyllcosmicvectro3012

27w↑3

Instantly loved this song. I remember when I had my lows from time to time, but I keep pushing on because I know that it won’t last forever.

@aaliyahheaven2536

2y↑7

This song I first heard on the radio I started singing it because it was really catchy as I figured out the words this is so relatable one of my new favorite songs !

@hannahbrezden7904

2y↑176

I think too many people can relate to this song....the more you listen the more it hits home!!! Totally describes how I've felt for about a decade....but we survive for our loved ones especially our kids ❤

@badfellow8422

2y↑5

Nobody cares about my well being I just refuse to lay down and die we only get one

@minipotatochloezheng

2y↑1

Lol yeah

@AK47z

If you have kids you shouldn’t even be talking like this…some of us can’t even have children or failed to have children & have it so much harder/darker then the majority of people that can relate to this song just cause they feel sad & can’t count their blessings.🤦🏻‍♂️

@janicecanlas3489

1y↑2

@@AK47z never discount anyones suffering just bec you feel like you have it harder

@AK47z

@@janicecanlas3489 never did if you read all my messages thoroughly…but obviously you did not & are just rambling…

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@blitxzy

2y↑3

I listen to this song whenever I’m going through anything hard and I’m just breaking down that I need something to lift my spirits. I was just crying and this really helped :)

@HEARTS_4u11

1y↑3

I love this song because all the things she says is so relatable.When I was younger I hated life and instead of showing or doing something about it I just listen to this song❤❤

@lime455

2y↑6

I usually am not big a fan of todays music, but I really like this song for some reason.

@nicolegenovese8901

2y↑2

I don't think i have ever been able to relate so much to a song before, literally word by word. Love this <3

@vclxia

2y↑4

"Like your really not happy but you don't want die"
That hit me the most cuz is so relatable, I don't want to die too,

@lamarbenally5195

2y↑641

To all the little bugs, stay strong, you got a thousand reasons to quit, but only need one reason to keep going, don't stop now, we in this together and we need each other, prayers go out to all of you, take care and b safe, love ya!!!!

@sociopathic_butterfly009so7

2y↑3

I LOVE HOW YOU CALLED US NUMB LITTLE BUGS🥺🥲

@Soda_Sipper

2y↑10

Ty 😭😭😭

@blitxzy

2y↑9

Tell this to me whenever I’m breaking down and are thinking about ending it but eventually finding a good thing in my life and goes on another day,

@conniebarker400

1y↑4

WOW! What caring words of encouragement that nails precisely what little bugs need to hear as well as the song describes how it feels. Thank you for articulating this. I'm going to share your words with another little bug that I know needs to hear them. Thank you for the prayers and bless you!

@lamarbenally5195

1y↑3

@@conniebarker400 Strength, Courage, and Wisdom...God Bless...

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@Doctor_Sirus

2y↑3

This speaks to me. It sums up a lot of the sadness I feel inside.

@0nly_Gxngerr

2y↑8

I can relate to this whole entire song.
All I can do is vent nowadays..

@pixelated3293

2y↑2

I get that! I recommend to make jokes about it so it doesn't hit others as hard or yourself but don't stop doing serious vents or taking it seriously! Get better soon <3

@Merlintheaussie

2y↑2

"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life, like you're not really happy but don't want to die"
Truest lyrics I've heard in a long while. Thank you

@chyarnation

2y↑6

People be crying, I'm just so numb inside. I'm listening to this relating but just like feeling empty as always. I used to be really sad, but one day I either just got used to being sad or something changed because now I just feel empty and hopeless all the time. I guess the name "numb little bug" really resonates with me.

@Am_._

2y↑1

I get you completely. It sometimes feels like you'd rather be crying all the time then being a numb little bug, right? But anyway, I hope things get better for you. You're gonna be fine. Stay strong, it's gonna be worth it. 💚

@SaziinSin

1y↑1

Thank you, I've been also relating but felt empty and I don't really feel anything when I listen to this song. I always listen to this everyday.

@elizabethw3623

2y↑2

As a black woman with anxiety and depression this song is oftentimes my only way of expressing how I feel, deep down underneath my armor. I'm thankful for Em's courage in creating this song and sharing it🤎

@GrayEther

2y↑184

I never really knew what I was feeling but this song just put every thing into words for me,, i can genuinely relate to it so much,, thank you for this 💕

@themyka7382

2y↑5

This is exactly me. "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die?" I never could explain it better than this sentence right here.

@xOrionNebula1970

41w

makes me think of burn out

@xOrionNebula1970

41w↑2

where you become emotionally numb and you feel detached from your normal self

@leximarecek5707

2y↑2

This song is so beautiful I am so amazed every time I listen. This song is so relatable to so many people. I wish no one had to feel like this but at least we know we aren't the only ones. This song is like a safe place <3

@Hellangel-ki3tk

2y↑3

FINALLY FOUND THE SONG, AFTER BLOODY LOOKING FOR IT FOR HOUR AN HALF. 😭 I'm so happy I found it 😁

@dancingdolldiya5344

2y↑3

I have severe depression (I am diagnosed) and music is the only thing that has kept me alive i force myself to listen to music everyday and whenever i have panic attacks someone who is there will instantly put music on to calm me down because all my friends and family know that i have panic attacks and what to do when i have them and music calms me down my physiatrist told me that i have a really strong connection with music and that's because my mom because she also does and i always saw her singing so from age of 3 i also started singing and that's why music calms me down and i could never ever relate to a song as much as this one because i have to survive for my mother because she is a single mother and she also has
Depression so i have to be there for her because if she was not strong when i was a child i wouldn't have been where i am now

@nojomi8826

2y↑2

I almost cried after listening to this. I felt like this song was made specifically for me... my struggle to tell others how I'm feeling is over.

@yuk_34

51w↑2

It's like a recall from my past. May anybody who is feeling so gets healed up quickly as soon as possible

@xOrionNebula1970

41w

yea i suffer from burn out and i wish i didint ignore the first signs that something was wrong

@OliviaPeterson

2y↑177

This song puts into words how I’ve felt with my anxiety and depression, so thank you Em Beihold for making me feel heard 💓

@ahmetugur9564

1y↑2

The only problem with that is I don't how
I'm in fifth grade and I just found this song

@aliviahouk7018

39w

Same

@Deamonfreddy

15w

Same too but i feel deep

@-hiii

2y↑5

Never, ever have I ever been able to relate to a song so much, other than the pills

@blueberryplayz8817

2y↑1

Someone already same that 😅🤣😂😹😆😅🤣😂😹

@cali-B.the.G

2y↑16

@Person7503

2y↑2

I actually really like this. 👍

@cali-B.the.G

Awesome:) much appreciated! Cheers! Positive energy, peace and blessings to you!! 🕺

@eytixx5823

2y↑3

The music is upbeat but it makes me emotional and wanna cry. Lyrics are legit accurate!

@scottlangley6321

2y↑1

This song really does speak the exact emotions of depression and I recently lost a loved one and I feel like these emotions. I am hanging by a thread and I want to but I know I gotta keep going. Thank you

@OneEpicProtogen

43w↑3

I never thought I could relate more to a song than this.

@TheLadyKatt

2y↑1.5K

Literally just broke down into tears. This is on repeat. Holy. Therapy.

…*The comments are wild.

@jmiller00713

2y↑14

Literally the past 2 days 🥴

@bessiebowen7332

2y↑11

Same

@RiRi-mg9bf

2y↑11

Same....

@Dyckryder

2y↑14

You broke down in tears? Yea sure-

@annabenjamin7808

2y↑7

Same same

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@Person7503

2y↑82

I'm 14 and relate to this SO much.

Really says something about our generation doesn't it...

Edit: Just saw the little war in the comments, but it's seems to have already ended now, so that's good. 👍

@skrate38

46w↑3

Bombastic side eye

@SindaluOO7

45w↑11

I’m also 14 and I also relate to this, but whenever I try to bring it up everyone just says I’m being dramatic or that I’m not depressed but just a little sad and that I don’t know what depression is just because I’m 14

@catsarecute7517

45w↑5

It does, I'm 12 😭

@AlzMarioWolfe

43w↑2

@@catsarecute7517You have the easiest life right now are you joking

@catsarecute7517

43w↑1

@@AlzMarioWolfe what is wrong with you that is the most hurtful thing I've heard I have no friends they just moved or ghosted me so stop you dont know anything I bet your the one joking about having depression just excusing others like that damn narcissist

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@lola_lovesu

49w↑4

"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Like ur not really happy but you dont wanna die? " is so relatable.i feel like this every single day and i atleast cry once a day. ive tried to improve. at school i feel invisible all my friends saying things to me that hurt.

@bingus728

44w

I feel the same as you, in my school everyone makes fun of me everytime they can and in my house I don't feel safe to talk.

@lola_lovesu

44w

@@bingus728 ikr. like I'm just happy to see someone who can relate.

@AwesomePenelope

12w↑1

I suffer from depression and this is explaining everything i cant tell people❤❤❤

@melaniestan4lifeee111

2y↑44

I don't even know how I became so sad at this young of an age

But this is so relatable and the first time I heard this I had to blink back tears.

Edit: I'm fine now (I guess)

@flowfoxxxD

lol

@arandomhoomanwhodosentknow2368

2y↑5

Hey
Just want to remind u:
You are so beautiful
You are so lovely
You are valid
You are loved
I love u
Pls don't let the bad thoughts get to u

@melaniestan4lifeee111

2y↑1

@@flowfoxxxD ☠👌

@melaniestan4lifeee111

2y↑1

@@arandomhoomanwhodosentknow2368 thanks ☺

@sillywillie5076

2y↑3

Makes sense, your generation is stuck on technology 24/7 I had the same issues in mine, I am 34 and feel this my entire life but life is worth living you never know what life has in store.. best thing to do is stay active outside with people, isolating is not a thing you want to do

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@tanramay3187

1y↑2

This is the one song I can relate to the most, the chorus almost feels like a mind reading.

@JagsFan6910

2y↑42

I’m so glad she made this song because it literally shows exactly how I feel in a 2:48 second song, and I didn’t know how to explain it, but she took the words right out of my mouth

@FlipsYouOffWithMalicousIntent

1y↑2

literally the most absolutely relatable thing i have ever heard in my whole life, “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air”

@user-ib9qx6tz2u

51w↑1

this song hits me when ive feeling less confident in myself. Em is so good!

@Garfeild2050

26w↑3

First time I heard this I was in a hospital because of my mentle health and a lady played a guitar and sung this song to us she had a beautiful voice

@MargaritaGonzalez-dt8od

2y↑2

This is literally me the meds the change it’s literally to accurate I love hearing this song helps me understand I’m not the only one going thru hard times

@lost_dummy

10w

As a person suffering from depression I can relate the lyrics like how beautyfully she portrayed everything I've gotta say in a song

@ameliabrewster2800

10w

Yea I don’t suffer I just support

@fruitsnacks5776

2y↑58

I heard this on the radio for the frost time and I was like, 'is this the past 2 years of my life..... In song form?"

@Potato-uz8vq

2y↑2

This was my exact experience! Ironically, I heard it on the way to my therapist.

@Anya-ef3sb

1y↑1

i never understood depression till these past few months of being alone, yesterday became my breaking point and this song did things to me.

@joemcguire9988

2y↑2

It’s surprisingly hard to put down a little bug. You think it’s squished but it keeps moving and then it keeps on living on instinct. Heroic in its way.

@matthewshannon2234

2y↑2

Girl, hang in there. I've been dealing with anxiety for more than half my life. If I can do it you can!

@thegodofgames7132

2y↑4

This song is exactly how I feel every day but with out the pills

@karenyang3167

18w↑2

i've never been able to connect with a song as much as this one.

@ThatDangArtist

13w

omg karen haiiii

@karenyang3167

13w↑1

@@ThatDangArtist nahhhhhh

@mysticalapril6769

2y↑184

I was in the car with my mom and this song came on and I was singing the part were it says “do you every get a little bit tired of life like your not really happy but you don’t want to die” and I had to hold in tears because I relate to that part

@ilikechickennuggets4983

2y↑5

Same…..

@AA-zs6lq

2y↑1

Omg me too. Literally exactly same

@melaniestan4lifeee111

Same

@Mumscarian

same...

@HawkinaBox

Same

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@noviceshredder9825

This really gave me hope. I know I’m not alone. Such an awesome song. Thank you for this. It really kept me going today, while the world is in fire around me. It meant a lot to me

@randompersonprobably4688

2y↑2

Damn this song is more relatable than I thought it'd be- especially the sinking part. I'm not alone! :D

@D3N3

14w↑1

Honesty I’ve been in denial about my mental health for awhile now. I always thought I was just lazy and unmotivated to do things but this song makes me realize it’s a bit more than that. But I’m starting to think it’s okay to need help. I’m not weak or alone.

It’s hard to put it into words but this song describes exactly how I feel.

Not to sound cringe or anything but I genuinely do feel like a lot of days, I don’t feel a lot of emotions I should be feeling. It’s always just neutral. Even with the things I used to love. But I’m not giving up on myself that easily. I’m getting myself out of this hole before I dig myself deeper.

And I wish the best for everyone going through the same exact thing. ❤️

@Rayova23

10w

I don't know whether to love or be terrified just how much it feels like i relate to this song.. 😅

@kjlizzy5199

2y↑2

This is me I’m tired of depression and anxiety but I don’t wanna die because there is more to life to look up to

@giantpotatoes1682

2y↑32

I was in the car driving. I've been so busy that I never realized how sad I've been. So when this song came on and I heard the lyrics I had to pull over and cry for a second.

@mercedeshernandez4492

2y↑4

I hope you start feeling better and this doesn't stick around

@jenniferpowell9883

38w↑3

This song Literally describes me so much

@fiercefightergirl3089

1y↑1

This perfectly describes my life right about now.I can't seem to catch a break no matter what I do and honestly everyday is a struggle to stay alive

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