paranoid
NLE Choppa Lyrics

My biggest fear is being left all alone
The singer's greatest fear is being lonely and isolated.

I'm sincere when I admit my wrongs
The singer is genuine and honest when acknowledging his mistakes.

I hope my dos outweigh all my don'ts
The singer wants to do more good things than bad things in his life.

I tell you to leave, that's not what I want (not what I want)
The singer is conflicted between pushing people away and wanting them to stay.

I'm prayin' every day, life's hard (life's hard)
The singer is struggling with the challenges and difficulties of life.

Heavily flawed, yeah, you know that I'm scarred (know I'm scarred)
The singer recognizes his imperfections and emotional wounds from past experiences.

It hurt me deep 'cause you aimed at my heart (at my heart)
The singer is deeply hurt and affected by someone's emotional attacks towards him.

Up this Glock on anybody, paranoid (brrt)
The singer is paranoid and defensive, willing to attack anyone who threatens him.

Treat my feelings with weed so I'm gone in a daze (on a daze)
The singer uses marijuana to numb his emotions and escape reality.

If I don't get attention then I might misbehave (I might misbehave)
The singer may act out in negative ways if he doesn't receive enough attention or validation.

Anxiety, I cried my thoughts all in my brain (in my brain)
The singer experiences anxiety and has continuous negative thoughts stuck in his head.

Switchin' lanes, everybody drivin' me insane (wow)
The singer feels overwhelmed and frustrated by the actions of those around him.

It's one step forward and three back, endless pain
The singer feels like he's making little progress in life and is stuck in a cycle of pain.

Bae text me like, "where you at?" I'm with the gang (I'm with the gang)
The singer's significant other is checking in on him, and he's hanging out with his friends.

She tell me, "be smart," 'cause she know I'll go hit a stain (I go hit a stain)
The singer's significant other warns him to be careful because he tends to engage in criminal activity.

I told her I ain't crashin', got a baby on the way
The singer reassures his significant other that he won't make any reckless decisions because he has a child on the way.

That love that you showed me, I can't let go
The singer values and appreciates the love and support he receives from his significant other.

"I got your back forever," that's what a nigga had told her (what I told her)
The singer promises to always support and protect his significant other.

You gon' push my son around while he ridin' the stroller
The singer's significant other will care for their child while they are out in public.

Got you cryin' on my shoulder, you know I'ma hold you
The singer will comfort and support his significant other when she needs it.

Some shit I shouldn't told ya, eh, eh, whoa, whoa
The singer may have revealed too much information to his significant other.

I got a lot of problems, I'm just lettin' you know
The singer has many issues and difficulties in his life.

I take it out on you and whoever else want some (whoever want some)
The singer may direct his negative emotions and actions towards his significant other and anyone who challenges him.

And it's a lot of niggas that I wanna see at the top
The singer wants to succeed and see his friends succeed in life.

I'ma make sure all my niggas soak it up, every drop
The singer will help his friends take advantage of all the opportunities presented to them.

I get a bitch and tell her, "suck my brother up 'til he pop"
The singer brags about using women to please his friends sexually.

I promise by the end of the year we pull up in drops
The singer is determined to purchase expensive cars for him and his friends.

I don't know what it is, your company, I just enjoy it
The singer values the company and companionship of his significant other.

This money we got, I won't break it, so don't you destroy it
The singer is protective of his money and doesn't want anyone to waste it.

Even though I might be the most likely to do it
The singer recognizes that he may be the most prone to wasting money, but he's trying to prevent that from happening.

Just know that I love you, gotta get that understood
The singer loves his significant other and wants to make sure she knows and understands that.

NLE the Top Shotta
The singer's stage name is NLE the Top Shotta.

I got the bombs like Al-Qaeda, eh, eh, whoa, whoa, eh, eh
The singer has power and control similar to a terrorist organization.

I got the bombs like Al-Qaeda, yeah, yeah
The singer continues to assert his dominance and strength over others.